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As Katie reached her front door gasping, tears falling down her blotchy cheeks. She pulled the key from under the mat of her front door.
She quickly unlocked the door and rushed inside, not even bothering with her mother calling after her.
As she entered her room, all her emotions flooded her. Freddy, Katherine and all those fucked up people.
At last her tears flowed freely.
She leaned against her locked door staring out towards the balcony in front of her, just to be clouded with fresh tears.
'If only I didn't trust them. I knew it was weird. But trusting people got the better of me.' she gulped, as these thoughts rushed through her head.
She pulled her curtains shut. Blocking the view to the balcony.
She quickly headed towards her bathroom, grabbing a towel and running it under the tap.
As soon as the towel was soaked up with luke-warm water she scrubbed her face.
'This was never me. I hate posers. Look at me now!' she thought angrily, wiping away the disgustingly sluttish make-up and her tears.
When she wiped away all traces of make-up, she then grabbed a dry towel and patted her face dry.
She stalked off in front of her mirror and closet, with that she pulled off her skirt and boob-tube and stuffed it at the bottom of her rubbish bin.
"If I had more guts I would burn them." she thought aloud.
"As well as burning them all to hell." she added.
She quickly threw on some sweatpants and a jumper.
'How could I even think I would look like...well, someone Freddy would like, I'll never know.' she thought gazing around her room.
She leaned back on to her bed and her eyes started to close, tears trickled down her face.
Suddenly she heard a screech outside. Someone closing a car door and rushing somewhere.
She discarded the thought of Freddy coming after her.
'That's the most fucked up, love crap. Drummer dude is right. Love is fucked up. Why didn't I listen. I've been reading too much love stories.' she thought glumly.
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Crash
That was you and me
Starting so innocently
Shattered on the ground
I hear the sound
Crash
Ringing in my ears
I still feel the sting of my tears
Someone
Wake me
I can't seem to break free
Go on get out of my head
I'm on the wrong side
Of a parallel universe
Am I alive or just dead
I've been somewhere in the dark
Living in a
Crash world
Hush dont say one more word
At this point the truth seems absurd
Cause what we were is gone forever
Crushed
Underneath the fears
Everythings so twisted and weird
Someone
Save me
I can't seem to break free
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A thump was heard followed by urgent knocking outside her balcony.
She sighed and pushed herself off the bed.
'Yeah, this was when Freddy would be outside and declaring his undying love for me.' she thought her thoughts dripping with sacasm.
Though in her heart she wished that every word she had thought was true.
She pulled back her curtains and was surprised to see a heavily panting Freddy, his hair wind-blown and his blouse first few buttons, unbuttoned.
"Katie!" he pleaded, through the thick glass.
Tears were starting to form in her eyes again.
She couldn't take rejection or anything for that, at the moment.
Even if it was an apology, from him.
"Go away!" she shouted, her voice cracking.
"What?! You and your supposed friends, want another show at the wanna-be Katie , huh?!" she screamed, tears trailing down her cheeks.
"Well, I didn't say I wanted to be popular, did I? I don't know why I ever could trust you, Freddy Jones. I never knew our friendship died like that, and you know what, now I think I can see why I did it. You are the most selfish, uncaring person in the world. And I hope, you and your friends are happy that you made me feel stupid and inferior." she screamed, her heart breaking at every word she could muster with dignity.
"Katie, wait, listen-" Freddy butted in, his voice starting to crack.
"Wait? Freddy Jones. I've been waiting for a long time. I can't handle it anymore. I told you at the party didn't I? If I knew you were such a heartless bastard then maybe I wouldn't have even thought of falling for you." she said, her voice filled with sorrow and hurt.
"Katie, I've known since you walked in at first grade that I was falling for you. I was scared that you didn't feel the same. All the times that we were with Dewey at band practice. I always sneaked glaces at you, you were always smiling, concentrating on getting the notes right. When you laughed it was like...." he said looking right in t her eyes, his voice was sincere and was filled with compassion and love.
"Is that all, are we done?" was all Katie could ask, in her head trying so hard to believe him and just love him.
"The only I went out with all those girls, was to get my mind off you. My mind was always focused on you 24/7 and I thought it was just an unruly obsession." he went on.
"When I saw Katherine I thought she would be like you and might take off the pain of so much love gathered in me. But I was really wrong. She was nothing like you, she was the total opposite. And I learned the hard way that, no one could ever be like you, no one." he fnished, letting a tear trickle down his face and then being stopped by his blonde hair that was in his eyes.
"Freddy, I-I-I-" she stammered.
"I understand if you don't want to see me again, but I have to tell you something." he said, his eyes filled with hope that maybe, just maybe she would love him back.
"After you left, Katherine grabbed on to me and told me that you were just some whore. So then I turned around and shouted, saying that the only slut and bitch in this whole place was her and that she was a heartless bitch. I told her that I never liked her and declared to everyone that we were already broken up and she was just some whore and everything." he said hoping Katie would change her mind about him.
She looked at him and he started again.
"Katie. I really like you. I really do. And maybe if you give me a chance. I will love you for the rest of your life." he finally said, his bent down, and a tear escaping his eye and falling on to the concrete of the balcony.
Katie was silent, but her hand reached up and unlocked the balcony and slid the door open.
"Freddy." she whispered, "I love you too."
He quickly engulfed her in a hug and kissed her.
They both broke apart only to look in to each others eyes and smile wiping the traces of their tears away.
Then his lips found hers again and they had nothing to say for a long, long time...
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If your wondering if this is the end. It is not. No, I am not making a sequel, it's still continuing. Katie will get revenge! I'm just telling you!