Call him. Go
apologize. Rory's words flickered in her mind as Lorelai tried
to get to sleep. She couldn't believe it had only been hours since
their fight, it felt much longer than that.
Lorelai had
realized as she listened to her daughter that Rory had been right all
along. She couldn't just date Luke, their relationship couldn't
be casual. It was obvious to her that Luke's feelings ran deeper
than she realized. Rory had said he was probably upset because
Lorelai hadn't realized the extent of hers yet, they weren't in
the same place.
But as she lay there, in a bed that had so
recently been warmed by Luke, she ached for him--the way he would
hold her close when she couldn't sleep, the look on his face as she
would blabber on about nothing. She groaned and grabbed the phone on
her nightstand.
"This is Luke's. I'll be out of town
for a few days but leave a message." Out of town? What the hell?
Lorelai couldn't wait. Her relationship with Luke, not to mention
their friendship, was on the line. She rolled out of bed, pulling on
sweatpants and a different shirt. Grabbing her keys, she stepped out
on the porch only to realize it was sprinkling, but she was pressed
for time and dared not go back and get an umbrella. However, as she
walked briskly to the diner, the drops feel faster and heavier
against her. Speeding up to a run, Lorelai was soaked in seconds but
the diner was just in view. Luke's truck was parked out front and
as Lorelai squinted through the rain, she could make out a figure
near it.
Sure enough, it was Luke securing a tarp to the back
of his truck.
"Luke!" Lorelai's feet slapped through
puddles.
"Lorelai?" Luke squinted against the rain as it
bounced off the shoulders of his green jacket. "You're
soaked!"
"You can't leave!" She cried over the
downpour.
"Why the hell not?" Luke opened his door but
Lorelai grabbed his arm so he was forced to face her.
"Because
you can't—I—I love you!" Luke let go of the door and caught
her in a tight embrace, his wet lips meeting hers, their soaked
clothes sticking together. Lorelai, caught off guard, allowed herself
to sink into the moment. She felt the slickness from the rain on his
face as well as the roughness from the scruff he always seemed to
refuse to shave. As he ran a hand along her neck and into her hair,
she could feel her skin prickle along her back, her heart was beating
so fast she feared it would burst. Her hands slid from his chest and
wrapped around his neck, wanting him closer. As they broke apart
slightly, she could see the glow in his eyes and she knew this kiss
was a very very close second to the first one they had shared. Luke
brushed away the raindrops from her cheeks with his thumb as he
cupped her face. "I'm so sorry, I don't know why the
invitation--" She tried to catch her breath as she began to speak.
She wanted to explain, wanted to tell him she was sick of being
afraid.
"I love you too," Luke interrupted her and the
worried look disappeared from Lorelai's face. She wrapped her arms
around his neck and pulled him in for another kiss.
"Let's
go inside," he murmured as they broke apart. "We're a mess."
He opened the door of the diner and they tripped inside, laughing and
soaking the floor. Luke started a pot of coffee and leaned across the
counter to kiss her again, his hands catching hers.
An
involuntary gasp emitted from Lorelai's lips as they broke apart
again. Luke, one of his hands still twined with hers, poured two cups
of steaming coffee and passed one to her. "Angel," Lorelai
smiled. Luke broke their grasp for a second as he came around the
counter and sat on the stool next to Lorelai's, their knees
touching. "I understand why you were upset," Lorelai admitted
after a minute.
"Do you?" Luke raised an eyebrow.
"I'm
not—I wasn't taking it seriously, but then when do I take
anything seriously?" She said sarcastically, continuing. "And I
was so caught up in how I felt that I didn't even consider how you
felt. Selfish." She shook her head in amazement and droplets of
water landed on the counter.
"Lorelai?" Luke put a hand
on her shoulder so she turned toward him. "I want this to be good.
We always seem to be fighting."
"Mmm," Lorelai objected
as she sipped her coffee. "Sign of a good couple." Luke had to
laugh at that. Lorelai shivered and Luke put a hand on her knee.
"Hey, you're freezing. I've got clothes upstairs," he
offered.
"That would be great." A minute later, as
Lorelai towel dried her hair, she was amazed to find that she wasn't
freaking out at what she had just admitted. In spite of her soaked
clothes, there was a warming in the pit of her stomach and everywhere
Luke had touched her in the last ten minutes seemed to tingle. Luke
left to change, leaving clothes for her. When he returned, Lorelai
was buttoning up one of his many flannel shirts.
"Feel
better?" Luke asked as he admired her hair, curling slightly as it
dried. His sweatpants hung loosely on her but still managed to accent
her curves.
"Very cozy." Lorelai tucked her legs beneath
her. "So, do we need to talk?"
Luke sank down beside her
and she curled up next to him, her hand on his chest, feeling him
sigh. "I'm tired, Lorelai. As long as you promise not to freak
out again..."
"I'll try, Luke."
"You want to
stay?" Luke asked a moment later, his chin resting on her head.
"If you'll have me." Lorelai lifted her face towards
him and Luke kissed her softly.
"Thank you," he whispered
as she just smiled. He studied her face as she laid her head on his
chest—her hair curled carefully around her face and she wore no
makeup, her blue eyes bright. "You're beautiful," he let the
words fall out of his mouth.
Lorelai blushed and looked down
for a second. "Luke..." She didn't finish her thought as she
was caught off guard by Luke's kiss. Everything seemed to go
still—Lorelai couldn't hear the rain falling outside—it was
just them. As Luke tried to pull away, Lorelai refused and pulled him
back onto the couch with her. Luke's hand slid to the buttons on
her shirt, slowly undoing them as Lorelai planted kisses along his
jawline and nipping at his ear.
"Lorelai," Luke moaned
softly. Neither of them were in any rush and a few minutes later they
stumbled across to his bed.
"Wow," Lorelai said awhile
later. She looked at the clock. "Like wow wow."
Luke chuckled. "I agree." Lorelai smiled as she traced
her fingers along his tattoo. "So you didn't say all those things
just to get me in bed again, did you?"
"Luke!" Lorelai
exclaimed but noticed the smirk on his face. "Oh," she said
bashfully. "But I did mean it."
"I love you," Luke
still couldn't quite believe who he was saying this too.
"I
love you too," Lorelai laced her fingers through his and pulled his
arm tighter around her waist. "I just knew I couldn't lose you."
"Me either," he whispered, kissing her shoulder.
He
couldn't imagine this town without Lorelai. The first day he had
seen her was in 1987 or '88. It was close to Halloween and as
usual, they were having a parade in the square. Rory had finished the
whole parade but skinned her knee on the curb outside. Lorelai, in a
maroon coat and jeans, her long hair curled at the ends, had entered
the diner with Rory on her hip.
Do you have something for
her? She fell and skinned her knee outside.
Luke looked
at the tears in Rory's eyes, her face streaked with makeup. From
the striped costume, Luke could tell she was supposed to be a tiger.
Sure, hold on. Luke had run upstairs and found a band
aid and dampened a wash cloth.
Thanks so much, Lorelai
had looked so relieved when he returned. Luke watched Lorelai pat
Rory's wound clean and smooth the band aid over her tiny leg,
kissing it as she was finished.
Luke stuck a couple of
brownies in a bag as Lorelai finished up.
Here you go,
sir, Lorelai had called. Thanks.
No problem.
She seems like a quiet kid—love the costume.
Oh
thanks, Lorelai had shot him a gorgeous smile. I made it. And
yeah, she's a wonderful kid. I'm lucky.
I'm
Luke.
I figured, Lorelai pointed to a menu. He
nodded.
Are you from Stars Hollow? I haven't seen you
before.
I haven't been here long. We live over by
the inn, I work there. I'm Lorelai. This is Rory. The little
girl waved up at him. He smiled.
Lorelai?
I
know, it's a weird name.
No, it's nice. She
blushed.
Thanks. Well thanks again for—
Any
time. Oh here, he handed her the bag.
What's
this?
It's on the house.
She blushed
again. Thanks, Luke. Maybe I'll see you around.
Yeah,
sure. Bye.
Happy Halloween! Rory had called and
the last sound Luke heard was Lorelai's laugh. It wasn't until a
couple years later that Luke noticed Rory playing with Lane Kim in
front of Kim's Antiques. But then lost track of them both over the
years and was distracted by Rachel as she packed up and left. It had
probably been around the same time that Lorelai reappeared in the
diner, this time with Sookie.
"What are you thinking
about?" Lorelai interrupted his thoughts, smoothing back his hair.
"You," Luke answered. Lorelai blushed, the pink creeping
into her cheeks as it had that day.
They lay there, their
arms around each other, as they allowed themselves to be lulled
asleep by the rain.
