Title: Secretly Loving You 10/?
Author: sanaaki
Warnings: shounen-ai/yaoi, AU, Heero-centric, romance, sap
Pairings: 121 (main) =P
Rated: PG
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me except the story.
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Notes: Switching back and forth between different POVs. Thanks to Sony Mouse, Helen, Maigo, Alaina-chan, Shen, Mair, grumpy2s, Lynn, Paulina, and kagemihari for their reviews of the last chapter and all the reviewers as well. I really appreciate the feedback. I'm sorry I couldn't respond back personally this past time but real life has been a bit overwhelming lately… Moving again after 7 months . I hate moving so much.
Recap: Duo turns down a blind date with Heero. Heero ends up with Wufei. Innocent Wufei wants his best buddy Duo to get along with his boyfriend and has decided to throw them together more often to facilitate this. Duo leaves Relena's birthday party and bumps into Heero. Will Duo take Heero's offer for a ride on his motorcycle or elsewhere ?
Feedback much appreciated.
Heero had left the party without Wufei. Wufei seemed pretty preoccupied anyway. He had had enough of the party and had every intention of leaving but somehow here he was in front of the entrance of Relena's building taking a smoke. He wasn't quite sure why he was still lingering. The party proved to be somewhat stressful. First, Duo was there. And then Trowa. What was going on with Trowa? He was beginning to think that there was a part of Trowa he knew nothing about. Trowa's behavior since he had landed in New York had been decidedly odd. He knew rationally that Trowa was drunk and probably not thinking straight but Trowa's heartfelt plea to kiss him still threw him for a loop. He wasn't an idiot by any means and did value his life so what was Trowa thinking? Trowa's blond boyfriend may look all sweet and polite on the outside, but Heero knew a fighter when he saw one. Being an army brat had led him to develop quick personality assessment skills if nothing else. And again, he thought, what was Trowa thinking, especially knowing that his boyfriend was milling about somewhere in the room? Where had that come from? He wished he had someone to confide in but Trowa was the one he usually confided in. He stared unseeingly at the entrance when he noticed someone exiting the building.
Duo. They stared at each other for a moment. Duo looked great. He was dressed in a tight, red, sleeveless zippered top that showed off his lean, muscled arms and snug, sleek, black leather pants and boots. He also had a cool-looking wide, silver bracelet with an intricate design adorned up his arm and chained to his finger.
"Want a ride?" he asked, without thinking. Gah, what had possessed him to say that? The ensuing silence was awkward. He drew on all his acting abilities to hide the nervousness that caught hold of him. For some reason he couldn't fathom, he really wanted Duo to accept. Duo was intriguing. He hadn't met anyone this interesting in a long while. Duo made him want to run for his dear life in the other direction and yet at the same time, he knew he was drawn. Duo definitely had him confused. He didn't know what to think of Duo. He continued to look at Duo expectantly. Duo didn't answer right away so it looked as if things may fall in his favor.
"No thanks. I'll just catch a cab," finally came the resounding rejection. Ok, so he was wrong. Duo's moment of indecision had clearly not been in his favor.
"We both live downtown. It's no trouble." Heero pressed. He couldn't seem to help himself. He just wanted to give Duo that ride. It was an atypical desire too as he never really let anyone ride on his bike. It was just the way it was. He hadn't even wanted to give Wufei a ride on his bike. Oh, Wufei. He suddenly felt a bit guilty for no apparent reason. He was just offering Wufei's best friend a ride.
"That's okay." Duo started walking away. Cold guy, thought Heero. Cold, conflicting and damn him, hot. He couldn't help but admire Duo's leathered covered ass. He whispered a soft apology to Wufei for his weakness. He would probably get over it soon. Maybe once he got to know him. It was just the circumstances that had him charmed.
Duo's behavior had been mystifying since they first met in the taxi, then at the salon and then at the party. At times, it really seemed as though Duo really disliked him but at other times he felt as though they could jump each other. He was definitely getting some seriously mixed signals. Duo really had him tied up in knots. He occupied his thoughts quite often. He knew he was attracted to Duo on some level but he also thought he could control himself around him. They were in the same circle of friends, he had to and would. But surely it would be okay to figure out how he felt about Duo. He needed some clarity and then he would know how to proceed. It bothered him though that Duo couldn't seem to stand him more than he liked him. It was inexplicable. He hadn't done anything to Duo had he? He knew it was immature of him but he just wanted Duo to like him even if it was only as a friend.
Zechs did say Duo had a thing for Wufei. Maybe that was the reason. He ignored the slight pang that caused him. But Wufei had made it clear that he wanted Heero and Duo to get to know each other better so Wufei probably didn't return those feelings. He felt sort of sorry for Duo that Wufei was so oblivious to his best friend's feelings. He really did think they could become good friends with a little effort. Not that Duo gave him any indication that he was receptive. In fact, the opposite. He knew something was between them, he wanted to find out what it was. Friends were so hard to find. He just felt in his heart that Duo could be a good friend to him. Duo though seemed to have other ideas. He was still walking away, seemingly trying to avoid him. What was with this guy?
"Did I do something to you?" he called out, frustrated, at the retreating back. He wanted to take back the words right away. He didn't know what had possessed him. He just couldn't seem to let Duo alone. Duo stiffened and stopped. He turned around with a smile that didn't quite reach his eyes.
"What do you mean by that?" he questioned.
"Seems like you don't like me" Heero answered. God, he was pathetic. He felt like he was in grade school.
"Why would you say that?"
"You seem to be avoiding me and you didn't acknowledge that we met earlier…"
"That's not it at all…"
"Then what?"
"Nothing.
"I think you're…"
"Heero!!" He cringed. It was Relena. She was standing at the entrance and ran up to him. He had managed to dodge her for most of the party but his luck seemed to have just run out. "Heero, you're not leaving already, are you? The party is just getting started." She moved closer, putting her hand on his arm and pulling him in the direction of the building. "Come back in…"
Heero cast a glance in Duo's direction. Duo stood there smirking. Damn him, was he really just going to stand there and not help him?
"Relena, I don't think…"
"Nonsense, Heero. It's my birthday and I haven't seen much of you all night. You can't leave now! Come back in, I insist!"
He sighed and resigned himself to his fate. For some reason, he could never quite say no to her.
"Actually, Lena…"
They both turned in Duo's direction. Heero held his breath in hope.
"Oh I didn't see you there, Duo. You're welcome to stay also…" Relena extended her invite.
"Um well, that's the thing. I'm not feeling that well and Heero here offered me a ride…"
Silence greeted his statement but inside Heero gave his stoic version of a loud whoop. He hoped Relena would accept it and let him go. The party just wasn't his thing.
"Oh I see," Relena finally said. "Well then, you guys have a safe trip home."
"Will do, Princess…"
Heero also nodded. Relena air kissed both of them and then they watched her go back into the building. Heero then turned back to look at Duo.
"Thanks," he said. Duo waved dismissingly.
"No problem. I better get going…" Duo once again started walking away from him.
Heero put his hand on Duo's arm. "Please…" Duo looked at his hand then at him. "Please…" he said again putting all the sincerity he could in his gaze. "Let me give you a ride…"
Duo stared at him enigmatically. Heero felt heat rise in his face. Was he blushing? What was wrong with him? He took his hand off Duo. They stood there looking at each other. The tension between them was palpable. He didn't want to break the tenuous connection between them by saying anything further. He wondered what was going on in Duo's mind.
"Will I survive this ride?" Duo finally chuckled.
Heero laughed and tried to calm the excitement that fairly hummed throughout his body. "Only if you want to…" he winked.
After putting his helmet on, Heero tossed Duo a helmet, which he deftly caught and immediately put on. Heero straddled his bike, a sleek metallic blue Kawasaki Ninja, crafted for speed, and leaned down low, gripping the handles. Heero looked at him expectantly. Duo eyed the bike doubtfully. Heero patted the seat behind him invitingly. He didn't want Duo backing out on him now.
"Coming?" Duo hesitatingly came forward and settled down on the seat behind Heero. It seemed to be as far from Heero as he could possibly manage in the tight space.
"You need to hang onto me or you'll fall off, Duo," Heero pointed out, somewhat amused by Duo's skittish behavior. This behavior was totally at odds with Duo's usual confident and in control air. "Come a little closer." Duo inched himself closer. Maybe Duo thought him dangerous. It wouldn't be the first time someone thought that about him.
"You can touch me, Duo. I don't bite." Heero smirked.
Duo scowled and rested his hands lightly on Heero's hips. Heero had to restrain himself from giving in to the shiver that touch caused. What was wrong with him? He had never reacted this strongly to anyone before. Get a grip, Yuy. He took a deep breath and glanced back over his shoulder at Duo.
"Ready?" Duo nodded his assent.
Heero engaged the machine, revved the engine, and felt the machine roar to life. They took off like a shot as he was wont to do. Duo suddenly had to wrap himself around Heero to keep from falling off. His whole body was now leaning into Heero. He could feel Duo's breath on his neck, and that well-developed body press against his back and damn those shivers were powerful. It was taking a lot of effort to contain them. They hit a pothole and Duo leaned even further into Heero. It felt great. The speed, the wind, the smells, the exhilaration, the strength and power of the machine between his legs, Duo at his back, it was all intoxicating. Somehow he felt at peace, free, liberated, a perfect symbiosis between rider and machine. And having Duo behind him made everything seem perfect. Somehow riding his bike always moved him and this time was no exception. He felt in tune with his surroundings, excited by life, able to focus by merely being on his bike. He didn't have to worry about anything. Well, anything other than the semi-aroused state he was in. He loved the feel of Duo's arms tight around him. It felt so right.
They weaved through traffic, cutting in front of the many cabs peppering the streets. He caught sight of the entrance to Central Park and veered towards the entrance to continue through the park. He slowed down as he noticed the groups of people milling about in the park. It was late evening. Something must be going on. He skidded over to the side.
"Heero?"
They could hear music in the distance. "Mendelssohn," he whispered. He took off his helmet and hung it on the bike, Duo following suit.
"Must be the New York Philharmonic," Duo commented. "They give free concerts in the park during the summer…"
Heero turned off the engine, dismounted and started towards the music. He didn't look to see if Duo were following him. He was drawn by the music. As they drew closer, more and more people were littering the lawns, on blankets or sitting on the grass, leaning against trees, drinking and laughing, and enjoying themselves.
"You've never done this before I take it?"
"No, can't say I have. Being a military brat doesn't make it too easy to be privy to this kind of activity."
"I see," was the only thing Duo said.
Heero didn't often like to talk about his childhood and this was no exception. He had already said too much. The magic in the air was making him say more than he would have. He had seen a lot of things in his life but this was very cool. People coming together, listening to music under the stars, he definitely wanted to experience this. He looked over at Duo. And it was Duo he was sharing it with. They miraculously found a spot and sat on the lawn. Duo lay down on his back, his hands behind his head.
"This is great. Much better than Relena's party, huh?" Duo laughed.
"Yeah, much," he grinned back. And that's how they spent the rest of the night. Other people sat by them, chatted with them and shared their food and drinks. Somehow this shared experience relaxed the tension that had been growing between them and they simply enjoyed the music, talked about their interests, and just got to know each other a little better. Whatever baggage that had been between them seemed to have been stored somewhere else temporarily. They were just two friends enjoying each other's company under the stars. And somehow, Heero didn't ever want this night to end.
To be continued…
Author: sanaaki
Warnings: shounen-ai/yaoi, AU, Heero-centric, romance, sap
Pairings: 121 (main) =P
Rated: PG
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me except the story.
Archives:
Notes: Switching back and forth between different POVs. Thanks to Sony Mouse, Helen, Maigo, Alaina-chan, Shen, Mair, grumpy2s, Lynn, Paulina, and kagemihari for their reviews of the last chapter and all the reviewers as well. I really appreciate the feedback. I'm sorry I couldn't respond back personally this past time but real life has been a bit overwhelming lately… Moving again after 7 months . I hate moving so much.
Recap: Duo turns down a blind date with Heero. Heero ends up with Wufei. Innocent Wufei wants his best buddy Duo to get along with his boyfriend and has decided to throw them together more often to facilitate this. Duo leaves Relena's birthday party and bumps into Heero. Will Duo take Heero's offer for a ride on his motorcycle or elsewhere ?
Feedback much appreciated.
Heero had left the party without Wufei. Wufei seemed pretty preoccupied anyway. He had had enough of the party and had every intention of leaving but somehow here he was in front of the entrance of Relena's building taking a smoke. He wasn't quite sure why he was still lingering. The party proved to be somewhat stressful. First, Duo was there. And then Trowa. What was going on with Trowa? He was beginning to think that there was a part of Trowa he knew nothing about. Trowa's behavior since he had landed in New York had been decidedly odd. He knew rationally that Trowa was drunk and probably not thinking straight but Trowa's heartfelt plea to kiss him still threw him for a loop. He wasn't an idiot by any means and did value his life so what was Trowa thinking? Trowa's blond boyfriend may look all sweet and polite on the outside, but Heero knew a fighter when he saw one. Being an army brat had led him to develop quick personality assessment skills if nothing else. And again, he thought, what was Trowa thinking, especially knowing that his boyfriend was milling about somewhere in the room? Where had that come from? He wished he had someone to confide in but Trowa was the one he usually confided in. He stared unseeingly at the entrance when he noticed someone exiting the building.
Duo. They stared at each other for a moment. Duo looked great. He was dressed in a tight, red, sleeveless zippered top that showed off his lean, muscled arms and snug, sleek, black leather pants and boots. He also had a cool-looking wide, silver bracelet with an intricate design adorned up his arm and chained to his finger.
"Want a ride?" he asked, without thinking. Gah, what had possessed him to say that? The ensuing silence was awkward. He drew on all his acting abilities to hide the nervousness that caught hold of him. For some reason he couldn't fathom, he really wanted Duo to accept. Duo was intriguing. He hadn't met anyone this interesting in a long while. Duo made him want to run for his dear life in the other direction and yet at the same time, he knew he was drawn. Duo definitely had him confused. He didn't know what to think of Duo. He continued to look at Duo expectantly. Duo didn't answer right away so it looked as if things may fall in his favor.
"No thanks. I'll just catch a cab," finally came the resounding rejection. Ok, so he was wrong. Duo's moment of indecision had clearly not been in his favor.
"We both live downtown. It's no trouble." Heero pressed. He couldn't seem to help himself. He just wanted to give Duo that ride. It was an atypical desire too as he never really let anyone ride on his bike. It was just the way it was. He hadn't even wanted to give Wufei a ride on his bike. Oh, Wufei. He suddenly felt a bit guilty for no apparent reason. He was just offering Wufei's best friend a ride.
"That's okay." Duo started walking away. Cold guy, thought Heero. Cold, conflicting and damn him, hot. He couldn't help but admire Duo's leathered covered ass. He whispered a soft apology to Wufei for his weakness. He would probably get over it soon. Maybe once he got to know him. It was just the circumstances that had him charmed.
Duo's behavior had been mystifying since they first met in the taxi, then at the salon and then at the party. At times, it really seemed as though Duo really disliked him but at other times he felt as though they could jump each other. He was definitely getting some seriously mixed signals. Duo really had him tied up in knots. He occupied his thoughts quite often. He knew he was attracted to Duo on some level but he also thought he could control himself around him. They were in the same circle of friends, he had to and would. But surely it would be okay to figure out how he felt about Duo. He needed some clarity and then he would know how to proceed. It bothered him though that Duo couldn't seem to stand him more than he liked him. It was inexplicable. He hadn't done anything to Duo had he? He knew it was immature of him but he just wanted Duo to like him even if it was only as a friend.
Zechs did say Duo had a thing for Wufei. Maybe that was the reason. He ignored the slight pang that caused him. But Wufei had made it clear that he wanted Heero and Duo to get to know each other better so Wufei probably didn't return those feelings. He felt sort of sorry for Duo that Wufei was so oblivious to his best friend's feelings. He really did think they could become good friends with a little effort. Not that Duo gave him any indication that he was receptive. In fact, the opposite. He knew something was between them, he wanted to find out what it was. Friends were so hard to find. He just felt in his heart that Duo could be a good friend to him. Duo though seemed to have other ideas. He was still walking away, seemingly trying to avoid him. What was with this guy?
"Did I do something to you?" he called out, frustrated, at the retreating back. He wanted to take back the words right away. He didn't know what had possessed him. He just couldn't seem to let Duo alone. Duo stiffened and stopped. He turned around with a smile that didn't quite reach his eyes.
"What do you mean by that?" he questioned.
"Seems like you don't like me" Heero answered. God, he was pathetic. He felt like he was in grade school.
"Why would you say that?"
"You seem to be avoiding me and you didn't acknowledge that we met earlier…"
"That's not it at all…"
"Then what?"
"Nothing.
"I think you're…"
"Heero!!" He cringed. It was Relena. She was standing at the entrance and ran up to him. He had managed to dodge her for most of the party but his luck seemed to have just run out. "Heero, you're not leaving already, are you? The party is just getting started." She moved closer, putting her hand on his arm and pulling him in the direction of the building. "Come back in…"
Heero cast a glance in Duo's direction. Duo stood there smirking. Damn him, was he really just going to stand there and not help him?
"Relena, I don't think…"
"Nonsense, Heero. It's my birthday and I haven't seen much of you all night. You can't leave now! Come back in, I insist!"
He sighed and resigned himself to his fate. For some reason, he could never quite say no to her.
"Actually, Lena…"
They both turned in Duo's direction. Heero held his breath in hope.
"Oh I didn't see you there, Duo. You're welcome to stay also…" Relena extended her invite.
"Um well, that's the thing. I'm not feeling that well and Heero here offered me a ride…"
Silence greeted his statement but inside Heero gave his stoic version of a loud whoop. He hoped Relena would accept it and let him go. The party just wasn't his thing.
"Oh I see," Relena finally said. "Well then, you guys have a safe trip home."
"Will do, Princess…"
Heero also nodded. Relena air kissed both of them and then they watched her go back into the building. Heero then turned back to look at Duo.
"Thanks," he said. Duo waved dismissingly.
"No problem. I better get going…" Duo once again started walking away from him.
Heero put his hand on Duo's arm. "Please…" Duo looked at his hand then at him. "Please…" he said again putting all the sincerity he could in his gaze. "Let me give you a ride…"
Duo stared at him enigmatically. Heero felt heat rise in his face. Was he blushing? What was wrong with him? He took his hand off Duo. They stood there looking at each other. The tension between them was palpable. He didn't want to break the tenuous connection between them by saying anything further. He wondered what was going on in Duo's mind.
"Will I survive this ride?" Duo finally chuckled.
Heero laughed and tried to calm the excitement that fairly hummed throughout his body. "Only if you want to…" he winked.
After putting his helmet on, Heero tossed Duo a helmet, which he deftly caught and immediately put on. Heero straddled his bike, a sleek metallic blue Kawasaki Ninja, crafted for speed, and leaned down low, gripping the handles. Heero looked at him expectantly. Duo eyed the bike doubtfully. Heero patted the seat behind him invitingly. He didn't want Duo backing out on him now.
"Coming?" Duo hesitatingly came forward and settled down on the seat behind Heero. It seemed to be as far from Heero as he could possibly manage in the tight space.
"You need to hang onto me or you'll fall off, Duo," Heero pointed out, somewhat amused by Duo's skittish behavior. This behavior was totally at odds with Duo's usual confident and in control air. "Come a little closer." Duo inched himself closer. Maybe Duo thought him dangerous. It wouldn't be the first time someone thought that about him.
"You can touch me, Duo. I don't bite." Heero smirked.
Duo scowled and rested his hands lightly on Heero's hips. Heero had to restrain himself from giving in to the shiver that touch caused. What was wrong with him? He had never reacted this strongly to anyone before. Get a grip, Yuy. He took a deep breath and glanced back over his shoulder at Duo.
"Ready?" Duo nodded his assent.
Heero engaged the machine, revved the engine, and felt the machine roar to life. They took off like a shot as he was wont to do. Duo suddenly had to wrap himself around Heero to keep from falling off. His whole body was now leaning into Heero. He could feel Duo's breath on his neck, and that well-developed body press against his back and damn those shivers were powerful. It was taking a lot of effort to contain them. They hit a pothole and Duo leaned even further into Heero. It felt great. The speed, the wind, the smells, the exhilaration, the strength and power of the machine between his legs, Duo at his back, it was all intoxicating. Somehow he felt at peace, free, liberated, a perfect symbiosis between rider and machine. And having Duo behind him made everything seem perfect. Somehow riding his bike always moved him and this time was no exception. He felt in tune with his surroundings, excited by life, able to focus by merely being on his bike. He didn't have to worry about anything. Well, anything other than the semi-aroused state he was in. He loved the feel of Duo's arms tight around him. It felt so right.
They weaved through traffic, cutting in front of the many cabs peppering the streets. He caught sight of the entrance to Central Park and veered towards the entrance to continue through the park. He slowed down as he noticed the groups of people milling about in the park. It was late evening. Something must be going on. He skidded over to the side.
"Heero?"
They could hear music in the distance. "Mendelssohn," he whispered. He took off his helmet and hung it on the bike, Duo following suit.
"Must be the New York Philharmonic," Duo commented. "They give free concerts in the park during the summer…"
Heero turned off the engine, dismounted and started towards the music. He didn't look to see if Duo were following him. He was drawn by the music. As they drew closer, more and more people were littering the lawns, on blankets or sitting on the grass, leaning against trees, drinking and laughing, and enjoying themselves.
"You've never done this before I take it?"
"No, can't say I have. Being a military brat doesn't make it too easy to be privy to this kind of activity."
"I see," was the only thing Duo said.
Heero didn't often like to talk about his childhood and this was no exception. He had already said too much. The magic in the air was making him say more than he would have. He had seen a lot of things in his life but this was very cool. People coming together, listening to music under the stars, he definitely wanted to experience this. He looked over at Duo. And it was Duo he was sharing it with. They miraculously found a spot and sat on the lawn. Duo lay down on his back, his hands behind his head.
"This is great. Much better than Relena's party, huh?" Duo laughed.
"Yeah, much," he grinned back. And that's how they spent the rest of the night. Other people sat by them, chatted with them and shared their food and drinks. Somehow this shared experience relaxed the tension that had been growing between them and they simply enjoyed the music, talked about their interests, and just got to know each other a little better. Whatever baggage that had been between them seemed to have been stored somewhere else temporarily. They were just two friends enjoying each other's company under the stars. And somehow, Heero didn't ever want this night to end.
To be continued…