DLN: This is just a one-shot poem of how Kai feels in the abbey. I only wrote this because I'm feeling like this right now. Yeah, I'm depressed. Here's the summary...

Summary: A poem of how Kai feels in the abbey. Running. Not knowing where I'm going. Lost. Fighting back tears... I don't expect any reviews form this though, lol...

DLN: Like I said, I don't expect reviews so it's okay. I'm only writing this in need of cheering up. Sigh Well here it is...

Kai's P.O.V

Streaming in the moonlight,

Are shadows of my past.

A cold wave washes over me,

As he tries to make it last.

Don't know where I'm going,

Lost inside my empty heart.

Feeling empty and lonely,

And my soul's getting ripped apart.

Within the gloomy walls,

A shadow of a smile.

I try to make it show,

But figure it's not worthwhile.

Running and running,

While fighting back tears.

For showing emotion,

Is one of my worst fears.

I looked up my eyes wandering,

Sensing danger in the air.

Seeing no windows,

But still a chill runs through my hair.

Shivering I run again,

My trail I try to shake.

So he won't be able,

To create the boy he tried to make.

My hidden dark past,

Never to be revealed.

Hidden deep inside me,

Always to be sealed.

Maybe one day,

All my sorrows will disappear.

Always trying to escape,

Never once shedding a tear.

DLN: It was depressing. Lol. Well I'm in a better mood now, so review if you wish!