Dead is dead and gone

What you don't seem to realize is

That after she had toppled

Once, twice, a thousand times

Into a million years

That was goodbye

And I think she tried

To claw her way out;

The dirt beneath her fingernails

But she could not, she never could

And all the tranquil silence in the world

Settled in, quelled her sweet nightmare

And now she sleeps away from you

What you don't seem to realize is

That even if you heave, you're drained

Again, once, twice, a thousand times

Persisting for a million years

No feathered kisses can sustain

The remnant of her power now;

The hurt she kept deep down inside

Detached herself from the waking world

Though she might've liked to stay a while

The quiet presses suffocation

Smothering her soul's desire

To live