Yo Well I thought lets update something and decided for yourself if I should continue with other story's or just drop it.. ow well you decide...
Disclaimer: I do not own dragon ball z or this songtekst, which is by the way the song 'changes' from the always-fantastic three doors down...
I'm not supposed to be scared of anything,
But I don't know where I am
I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted
And nobody understands (how I feel)
I felt my heart thump under my broken ribs. Sweat glided down my face I tried to whip it away but somehow it cost too much afford to bring my arm up. So I remained silent. Looking around to find something I recognize. No such luck. I can feel the ground under me. Still it feels like I'm sinking. Such a strange feeling but I don't think you could understand that. No one could, not even myself.
It's getting harder to breath somehow the air around here is heavy, like its filled with dust.
I'm tryin' hard to breathe now,
But there's no air in my lungs.
There's no one here to talk to
And the pain inside is making me numb.
After the minutes past I come more and more aware of the dull sheering pain in my chest. I feel like screaming, but hey, that's so not me. Me...Prince of saiyans... scream.. Yeah right.. In your dreams... I've been thought better... When I think about it, I'm practically raised by Freeza. Is this so much better?? Trying to always keep everything inside?
Now I'm goin' through changes, changes.
God, I feel so frustrated, lately.
When I get suffocated, save me.
Now I'm goin' through changes, changes
Yeah I know I changed much. They all failed to notice though, always avoiding me like some kind of disease. Come to think about it, I did the same. It's just that somehow I don't want to chance, but still deep down I know this is for the better. But who cares now. I doomed to stay here for entirety.
I know I did it myself, it's just I couldn't stand it anymore. Hearing everyone blabbering about the great kakkarotto. Phew like he's so angelic. I remember every time he came and told me loud and clear I was useless. I think he enjoyed those times so much. Seeing me crumble, falling apart by his words. Oh yes he liked it he couldn't get enough from it, yet I kept my mouth shut.
I've got something to say
But now I've got nowhere to turn
It feels like I've been buried
Underneath all the weight of the world.
I try to hold this under control,
They can't help me, cause no one knows.
Feelin' weak and weary
Walkin' through this world alone
Everything they say every word of it
Cuts me to the bone, (and I bleed)
And now the worst part of it all. I let him break me. Yeah me the unbreakable broke under his words. I lost my interest in life. I won't make it any better than it is. So I will just say it, I cut my wrist. Pathetic me, killing myself by such a weak human thing. Ow well what's done is done.
Ow wonderful they all come to give me a warm welcome. Feh like I care, it's not like it is something I'm not used too. I'm ready to die another time.
Infect, I've always been dead
Sooooo tell me puhleazzzee what you think about this thingy, would mean a lot to me..
