A/N: Here's another review! I'm kinda depressed lately coz i just found out that my flatmate is pregnant...and that she's getting married and she's leaving me! oh god, i'm gonna be all alone!sigh...i can't imagine this is actually happening, i mean we've been flatmates since day 1 of our first day in college. sigh sorry for ranting this out to you guys, i just needed to get it off my chest. anyway, on with the story...as usual, i own nothing but chase and kerri.

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When they got into John's hotel room, Stacy sat down on the couch to keep her knees from trembling, while John sat on the chair in front of her.

"John," she started to say as she fought back the tears. "I...I'm sorry."

John couldn't control his feelings anymore, all the heartaches he felt throughout the years came back rushing to him.

"Sorry?" he snapped. "After leaving me without much of a look back and breaking my heart, now you come waltzing back into my life and that's all you have to say? Sorry? God, Stace, how could you be more insensitive?"

"For your information, John," Stacy said as hot tears fell from her eyes. "I did not come 'waltzing back' into your life! I did not plan for any of this to happen, nor did I plan to run into you of all people, now that my life's finally back on track!"

"Then what did you plan?" he shot back, his voice rising as he felt his own tears. "To leave me, get pregnant by some guy and then hook up with my bestfriend?"

"How dare you accuse me!" Stacy said as she slapped John with all her might, leaving a mark on his cheek. "You have no fucking idea of what I went through, what I'm still going through to raise our son, Cena!" she blurted out, suddenly realizing what she had just said.

"What did you say?" John said as he stared at Stacy.

"N...Nothing," she said as she looked down. "You should have just held your tongue, Keibler," she thought.

"Our son?" he whispered, confused. "Stacy, is there something you're not telling me?"

Stacy looked up to him with a defeated look in her eyes. "I'm so sorry for you to find out this way, John."

"You mean..." he started to say.

"Yes," she interrupted. "Weeks before our graduation, I found out that I was pregnant with Chase. I couldn't bring myself to tell you, because I knew you would drop everything, all your dreams, your plans, for us. And I love you too much for me to allow that. That's why I took the coward's way out and left. I thought it was the best for both of us."

John could not believe his ears. "Chase is my son?"

Stacy let out a bitter laugh. "I named him after you, you know, Chase Anthony. I guess, it's my way of giving him something from you, even if it's just a name."

"Does Randy know about this?" he quietly asked. He couldn't bring himself to think how his bestfriend would react once he knew that he fathered his girlfriend's child.

Stacy shook her head. "He knows that it is a sensitive topic for me, and he's been really great not to ask me who Chase's father is."

"How about Chase?" he said. "Does he know that I..."

"No," she said. "Although he's now at that age where he keeps asking me where his daddy is. I just told him that his daddy is extremely busy with work. Randy has been great so far in being sort of a father figure to him."

John felt tears fall down to his cheeks. All the things Stacy had just said started to get to him. He suddenly realized how scared she must have felt, raising their son all alone, just so she can let him pursue his dreams.

"She's still so selfless, putting me first before anything else," he said to himself as she walked over to Stacy and took her into his arms. "I'm so sorry, baby," he said as he hugged her tight, not wanting to let go. "I didn't know."

"I'm so sorry, John," Stacy said as she allowed herself to melt into John's strong arms. "I'm so sorry."

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A/N: So, how was it?! i'm sorry if it has like a million mistakes, i'm trying my best not to get overly emotional with all the changes that is happening in my life right now...it might show in my fics...anyway, please read & review!