Disclaimer: I own... nothing! Except the poem!

Summary: Spike longs for Buffy. And soon he becomes obsessed that she doesn't want him. Spike is human and he's like a big geek in high school.

Dedication: To the word 'nya'

A/N: Hi! lol! Please read, enjoy and review! And did I mention enjoy? Please be easy it's my first song-fic. It began as an un-rhyming poem lol!

A/N 2: I don't usually do fics like this but I just wrote and wrote and wrote lol!Obsession

I watch you from the darkness, the place where I belong, I long to touch you're flesh, smell you're scent, stroke you're hair. But I know I cant. I'm beginning to believe that obsession is taking over me. But what can I do? I'm trying to fight it... but I cant. I want it to stop... but it wont.

Caught in this endless trap, you neglect to see
All of the aspiration built up inside of me
I want to express myself and say what's on my mind
You're that perfect person and that's so hard to find

Every time you're hair sways in the wind, I'll be watching every strand. Every time you're eyes catch sight of something that fascinates you as much as you fascinate me, I'll be watching every blink. Every time you stake a vampire, I'll feel you're power. Every time you close you're eyes to go to sleep I'll haunt you're mind.

Something's burning inside of me, obsession, depression. Why won't she fall for me, obsession, depression
All I wanted was to be with you
I can't believe it's true
Obsession, Obsession, depression
Obsession, depression
Killing my mind

I finally come out of the darkness, wondering what you might say or do. I walk over to you and you're eyes glitter as they reflect the light from the sun. I begin talking to you, explaining in great emotion how I've longed for you since 3rd grade, although you're still with that guy. How, every time you were going to a party, I was always there... somewhere. But you'd never notice me. I was just the geek who stood in the corner, drinking milk and water. Keeping away from sexual activity. But now that's all got to stop.

You won't give me a chance you just say leave it be. You never pick me to dance, no never me. You've got a new guy now, what am I supposed to do I guess by now I should have learnt that I'll never ever get you

You're reply to me is just as I thought. I'm rewarded with a slap and a very freaked out look. But I'm not giving up yet. I'll get you. I'll get you. I'll get you. I repeatedly chant to myself. I come after you in just less than a jog. You're approaching him. I can't stand to watch. The obsession. I can feel it. I can't control myself. I feel as though I'm watching from my head. Not able to stop anything my body is doing. I put my hand in my pocket... feel around for a while. Something I recognise is in it... I pull out my hand slowly and a freshly sharpened dagger comes to view... I told you I'd get her.

Something's burning inside of me, obsession, depression
Why won't she fall for me, obsession, depression
All I wanted was to be with you
I can't believe it's true