Pain that nevers ends

Hi u! I decided to make another fic, don't know why just feel like it! - hihhi Sorry I'm in a funny mood that's all, well it is a Kai ficcet. Who else and later on it will be KaixRay but only if I have reviewers. It will be a yaoi fic but the first chapter not really, well enjoy andduh speak to ya all laterzzz!

Disclaimer: I hate disclaimers so I wouldn't do them! So if you don't like my decision then sue my Dutch ass cuz I don't give a shit. But I do have to tell you that I'm flat broke soo.... Okay I will do it I don't own Beyblade or the songs that I use. Here, I did it!

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Tasz: Hey I got a new fic - hihhihihih

Ray: Hey cool and you are cheery today aren't ya?

Tasz: Yeah I am, very happy! But let me tell the story here it is....

Chapter One Nightmares

He was running on an endless road, the cold blow ran throw his hair, his eyes were red, wet and his face was sticky. The trees became narrower and his sight was blurry and foul. He couldn't scream, couldn't talk or even whisper. His knees became weak, his feet sour and his body tortured. He fell down, he kept falling like it never ended, the darkness, no light and no ground to land on. Feeling light in his head, trying to scream for help or at least for someone, he heard someone laugh. The laugh sounded familiar, dark, cold and arrogant. His fear factor increased, he was afraid, he was weak and dirty.

Kai screamed and his body bolted forward, his breathing heavy and sweating bullets. Tiny drops fell down his face, salty and filled with fear and anxiety. He looked around the room, everyone was sound asleep at least that is what he thought. Ray opened one eye as he heard Kai walked towards the balcony and open the door.

/ That is like the twentieth (a/n I'm not so good with the time and stuff, sorry ) time this week, he always had nightmares but this time it's really bad. So many in only five days, maybe it's weird but I'm worried and he isn't around that much lately. I know he hides something that I always knew but know I really wanna know. Nothing makes Kai scared, nothing and in his dreams the only thing he is, is scared. / Ray sighed and watched the figure on the balcony, he got out of bed and walked towards Kai. He popped his head around the doorframe.

'Kai it is freaking cold out there, what's wrong?' 'Fuck off, Ray, leave me alone'. Ray backed away a little but decided to step out this time, he really wanted to know what was going on. Ray closed the door and stood next to Kai, the two of them stayed silence for a couple of minutes till Ray started to talk. 'I know that you are having nightmares or something Kai so I wanna know what is wrong?' Ray said coolly but he didn't expect Kai to react like that. Kai turned to Ray and pushed him against the wooden partition that was between every balcony. Kai moved very close to Ray grabbing his shirt tightly, Kai's cheek brushed against that of Ray and he moved closer to Ray's ear. 'Don't interfere with my life or you will be so sorry and I mean it Ray, I WILL hurt you'. Kai could feel Ray's fear increase, he was breathing hard and was slightly trembling. Kai let go of Ray's shirt and got back inside, he walked towards his bed and laid in it. Ray was shocked of Kai's reaction and he leaned against the wooden thing for a little longer, then he went inside. He sat on his bed and looked at Kai's figure. 'Ohh yeah, well we will see Kai!' Ray turned his back to Kai and tried to fall asleep, Kai opened his eyes and watched the sleeping figure that just spoke to him. 'Ohhhh yeah we will Ray'. Kai said coldly, Kai turned his back to Ray and closed his eyes.

The rays of sunlight purred their selves in Ray's eyes and he was forced to open them. He looked at the bed next to him, no Kai, he looked around and saw Max and Kenny sleeping. Tyson was half in bed and the other half out, he was snoring and drooling. Ray smiled and got out of bed, he walked towards the bathroom, not knowing that it was in use and opened the bathroom door. Kai jumped and quickly pulled the towel in front of him. 'Goddamn Ray do you mind!? 'Uhh Kai I-I ... of course'. Ray was shocked and closed the door. / Ohh yeah that is my luck, I ran into Kai al most naked. Shit, now he is gonna kick me off the team or hurt me really bad. Grrrr what am I thinking I can easily take him on, the only thing he does is stand around with his arms crossed but he does have muscles. Never mind just avoid him / Ray closed his eyes and nodded, then he walked towards the computer and turned it on. He went back to the bedroom and saw that Kenny was trying to get up. 'It's a day off Kenny, you can stay in bed a little longer'. 'It is? Oh great thanx Ray well in that case I will stay in a little while longer'. Ray smiled and left with the disk for the computer, Kai tied the towel around his waist and walked out of the room. 'Now the bathroom is free, you have eyes so use them!' Kai said coldly as he walked to the bedroom, Ray grinned at him and then walked in the bathroom. He turned the shower on, toke of his pj's and stepped under the shower. The warm water was running down his back to his legs and then leaving to be sucked in by the shower well. Ray grabbed his hair in a tail and purred shampoo on it, he rubbed his hair between his hands and washed it out. The smell was overwhelming and filling the whole bathroom, Ray saw Kai's AXE Voodoo body and toke it. His AXE Africa body was used up and now empty so he had to use something else, he knew that he was getting a lecture or something for not asking first but he didn't care. Nice looking red - greenish liquid flooded in Ray's hand he toke a lot of the AXE because he loved the smell of it. Ray toke in the smell and the rubbed it over his body not missing a spot.

Kai got dressed because he was going out today, he was back in Russia and he just wanted to know some things. He looked in the mirror, he had black slightly baggy pans, a tight black tank top, black army shoes with his pans tucked in, his blue triangles, his scarf and a long black coat. (A/n . Yeah that's me, only no blue things or hair and no scarf but the rest is the same. Well now you all know how I look but on with the story!) His crimson eyes looked angry but spaced, he let his hand slide through his hair and then left. He saw that the computer was on and he decided to do some stuff before he left, he checked his mail and searched for a map of Moscow, just encase. Kai pushed print and he got up, grabbed the paper and stuffed it in his pocket. Kai was just about to leave when Ray came out of the bathroom, his hair still wet and was sticking to his muscular chest and back. Ray looked at the computer and then wanted to go to the bedroom but there was Kai, Ray mouth fell open as he saw the dark figure standing there. ( drool drool) Ray closed his mouth and blushed, he bit his lip and quickly ran to the bedroom. Kai sensed his smell and Ray didn't make it to the bedroom. Kai grabbed Ray's arm and pulled him backwards, Ray felt a strong grip pull him back and he was unbalanced. Ray fell towards Kai who stepped aside, Ray fell on the floor and his face had a pain expression. He looked up at Kai who was grinning, Ray stood up and quickly grabbed his towel that fell off. Ray stepped back and placed the towel on again, Kai wasn't grinning anymore, he was looking dark and angry.

'Why did you use my AXE?' 'Well mine is used up so that's why'. Ray walked towards the door but again he was pulled back. 'Why didn't you use that one of Tyson, Max or Kenny?' 'They all look the same and I just toke one'. Ray said a little irritated, Kai's grip became more firm and it started to hurt but Ray didn't want Kai to notice. 'Well never touch it again!' Kai let go off Ray's arm and walked towards the door. 'And what if I do... touch it again?' Ray said daring, smirking, Kai turned around and grabbed Ray's right shoulders. Ray was shocked again, he didn't expect this from Kai, Kai squeezed Ray's shoulder and that was making Ray go on one knee. 'It is mine and not yours so keep your paws of it, understood!? Ray closed his eyes and smiled. 'You don't scare me Kai but you are my leader so I will ask it first'. Ray said with kiss-my-ass tone, Kai couldn't stand what Ray said and when Ray wanted to walk away he stood in the way. 'Get out of my way, Kai'. 'Hnn well now it is not the AXE but your attitude, I am still your leader so respect me'. 'Okay sure Kai'. Ray said innocent, Kai sighed and walked out of the room.

/ He makes an elephant out of a bug! Man talking about stressed! But wow he looked dark and creepy but so........./ Ray shook his head and got dressed, he said bye to Kenny and left the hotel as well. Ray was wearing his blue pans, his white fighting outfit, the Japanese shoes, a long dark blue coat and the cloth in his hair. He was walking aimless throw the streets of Moscow and was watching the Russian culture. Then suddenly he saw Kai running over a little bridge, Ray decided to follow him but Kai was going very fast. Kai ran to a forest, he knew that he was being followed and he started to play with Ray. Ray didn't see Kai anywhere, he was deep in the forest and he didn't know the way back. Suddenly he fell a hand on his shoulder; he turned around standing in fighting position. 'Really Ray, do you really think you can beat me'. Ray sighed and stood normal again, Kai grinned and walked over to Ray with an evil grin.

Ray didn't like it and backed away. 'Awwwww is the little kitty cat scared now?'. Kai laughed and Ray was getting angry. 'Ohh yeah well bring it on!' Ray made a fist and tried to hit Kai but Kai was to fast. Ray's hand came in Kai's hand and Kai quickly grabbed Ray's arm and punched him in the face. Ray's head flew backwards and Kai raised his knee and purred him in Ray's stomach, Ray fell to the ground and moaned. Kai laughed and kicked Ray over so Ray could see Kai laugh. Ray made a quick move to kick Kai legs so he would fall down but failed, Kai jumped and hit Ray again. 'Give it up, Ray. I know you are strong so you don't have to prove yourself'. Ray didn't expect to hear that but he was determent to hit Kai at least ones. Ray attacked Kai from behind, Kai moved aside, Ray stumbled and had a nice meeting with the floor again. Kai had hit him so hard that he was feeling dizzy. 'Stop Ray or I have to hurt you'. 'You can't hurt if I hurt you first'. Ray said laughing, Ray ran to Kai and tried to hit him. They fell to the ground, struggling, Ray didn't hit Kai and Kai had the power over Ray. Ray was on his back and Kai was on top of him, Kai grabbed Ray's wrist and pushed his arms above Ray's head.

Kai suddenly had a few flashbacks and Ray saw it, but then Kai's face became grim and his grip firm. Kai looked in Ray's beautiful yellow, tiger orbs and came closer. He closed his eyes and smelled Ray, his delicious shampoo and Kai's AXE. He brushed against Ray's cheek. 'You are not that strong now aren't ya, hopeless little kitty. You are weak, Ray leave me alone before I really hurt you, okay? They're my problems so I will find the solutions, leave me alone and I will leave you alone.' Kai said with a low, sexy and sultry voice, Kai hot breath was teasing Ray's ears. Ray started to breathe harder, his heartbeat was off the charts and he was sweating big time. Kai could feel that strange feeling come back, just like yesterday, it was a funny feeling in his stomach and for some reason he couldn't really hurt Ray, that didn't feel right.

Ray felt weird with Kai so close just like he did yesterday, it was cold but Ray was sweating. Ray also noticed that Kai was not talking but still next to his ear, he could hear his steady breathing and Ray didn't understand how he could stay so calm. Ray was tired of their little fight, Kai moved up and saw a blood line from ray's mouth running down. 'Love to see blood'. Kai said very quiet, Ray's eyes became bigger as Kai came closer and Kai licked away Ray blood.

Kai jumped up and walked away, Ray just lay there on the floor, shocked and puzzled. / Why did Kai come so close every time they had 'a fight'. Why did he lick away my blood and he likes seeing it?! / Ray got a shiver up his spine because of the thought and the cold snow. It was making Ray's blood boil in two sort of way's, he got angry of the way that Kai was treating him but on the other side he found Kai sexy and he kinda liked him. Kai looked behind and saw Ray breathe hard and fast, he was still sitting on the ground and looking puzzled but understanding. 'Coming or not, I don't have all day you know'. Kai said cool. 'Yeah know that'. Ray got up and walked towards Kai, Kai started to walk coz he didn't want to be walking next to Ray. Ray was still puzzled, spaced and thinking of what Kai said and did. Kai looked back carefully and saw the young boy struggle with his thought, he was shaking 'no' and then he pulled a funny face. 'What the fuck are you doing, Ray?' Ray didn't hear it and Kai repeated his question and a little louder this time. 'What the fuck... are you doing, Ray?' 'Uhm sorry, nothing'. Ray looked back down and Kai was getting frustrated. He suddenly stood still and turned around, he saw that Ray hadn't noticed but he didn't step back or something. Ray walked into Kai and backed away looking a little shocked at Kai. 'What's wrong?' 'You are what's wrong, what are you doing'. Ray looked at Kai puzzled and then shook no. He walked past Kai, Kai moved towards Ray in a fast pass and Ray noticed it and started to run.

/ Why am I running, I know that Kai is gonna get me and throw me on the floor. Why am I acting so weird, I seem to do the things that upset and angry Kai. But I am aware of that and I still do them like going outside on the balcony, using his AXE, when I got out of the bathroom and going in a fight I knew I couldn't win. Then I breathe hard and my heard is going fast when he is close but Kai isn't himself either. / Ray's thoughts were interrupted by Kai who pushed Ray to the ground, Ray fell on the snow and was pushed in it by Kai. 'Maybe this will cool you down a bit, you have no respect for me and I am your leader so you better change!' 'Why should I change you are weird'. Ray mentally kicked himself for saying that and he was pulled out of the snow. 'What did you say?! 'I said.....'Ray hesitated but grinned and said. 'I said why should I change when you are the one that is weird'. Kai looked at angry and pulled him closer.......................

Tasz: This story is again long winded and weird but hey that's me

Ray and Kai: AGREE!

Tasz: Uhmm okay but anyways we will see what the people think...

Hope you liked the story, I know it's a little weird and all but I promises some things will change. Anyways I hope you review and well laterzzz!!!

xxx Tasz xxx