Author's Note: I have no idea whether this has been done before, or whether it is even worth doing at all - but I spent a few hours the other night putting myself in Trish Stratus' shoes and trying to convey her emotions through diary entries. I've only loosely based things around past/current WWE storylines, I'll try to fill the gaps as I go along - providing people are interested enough to read it! I'm thinking of updating it weekly, please let me know what you think of it.

Introduction: Trish is trying to get over the turbulent break up she had with Christian a year previously. She uses her diary to chart her adventures and describe her feelings as she searches for the ever elusive Mr. Right.

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters, the WWE does. (and I wish they would use them properly...) Nor do I have any idea what actually goes through Trish's head. (believe it or not)

Trish's Diary

Sunday September 19th:

Today was a sad day. I'd marked it on my calendar, but I needn't have. I mean, how was I going to forget the day me and Christian split up? It happened exactly a year ago, I can still picture him in our bed with HER. I can recall how devastated I was, looking back at the past 12 months I don't think I have gotten over the whole affair. And there was me wondering why Chris insisted on calling him a creepy little bastard.

Lita called me, she didn't admit it but I know she was calling to check up on me. She keeps on at me to get back out there and find somebody else, I'm just finding it so hard. Maybe she is right though, maybe tomorrow I turn over a new leaf and search for Mr. Right. Does he exist?

Monday September 20th:

Hooked up with Leets, we spent most of the day together in Tampa before tonight's show. The weather was great, we checked out Busch Gardens which was really fun. It really cheered me up after the day from hell I had yesterday.

So I began the search for Mr. Right and I'm thinking it might be a little trickier than I'd anticipated. The first spanner in the works was seeing Christian in the parking lot as soon as we arrived at the arena. Parading around with HER, I bet he didn't even care about the significance of yesterday. I don't think there is much doubt about that. Seeing them together definitely put me back on a downer. I hate them!

I had to get my head back in it, sometimes being champion is a chore. I had to make try and make Nidia look good again tonight. Poor girl, she tries her best, but she just isn't cutting it right now. Hmm, I remember being like that once upon a time... Maybe there is hope for her. :-)

What about hope for me? I don't know what I'm doing wrong, but none of the guys seem to want to associate with me. Oh, Eric winked at me in the corridor before my match. Yuck.

Tuesday September 21st:

Not sure what happened last night, finished writing and fancied a little night cap. Turned into a bit of a session. :-( Thank god today was a day off, because I had trouble crawling out of bed this morning.

Nobody called today, which was probably a good thing. I checked my email box, nada. Two days into my search for Mr. Right and I'm doing really well. Not.

Wednesday September 22nd:

Had a nice day off, me and Leets chilled in her room, watching DVDs, chatting, this and that. I let the cat out of the bag about me looking for a guy, she went on and on about helping me with it. Sometimes I wish I could keep my big mouth shut.

Thursday September 23rd:

Do I feel like writing today? No.

Friday September 24th:

Bad day yesterday, my rental broke down on the way to the airport, which meant I missed the flight. I had to stay overnight for another flight, the bosses were really impressed with me! I just about made the show in Corpus Christi, but because of the delays they decided to change the card as a precaution. Can't say as that really bothered me.

I make it day five. I'll admit I looked like a dogs dinner today, I had no time to do my makeup or hair, but surely somebody wants to chat me up? I'm worried I might have to do the chasing...

Saturday September 25th:

Another day, another city. San Antonio was scorching hot today, Shawn gave us the guided tour of his hometown. He introduced us all to his lovely wife and their newborn, what a beautiful baby! I'm really envious of what he has, they looked like a really happy family. Good luck to them, Shawn is a great guy.

If only there were a few more like him. Day six and already I'm starting to think I'm wasting my time. THEY were at it again at the arena. I really hope that he gets injured again, the sight of those two in tandem really does hurt me.

For some strange reason they are pairing me up with Gail Kim a lot these days. The writers must have conveniently forgotten that Gail had wanted to end my career ever since she arrived in WWE. She's nice enough, but I'm praying this is a short term arrangement. At least she was the one giving up the pin fall to make Nidia look good. Note: Nidia's outfit – she needs to fire her fashion adviser.