Sunday October 3rd:

As much as I'm happy for Lita getting to see Matt, it's going to be great to see her again tomorrow. I look at her as my sister and I've missed her so much this week. She called me up today, she was really excited about the prospect of something happening between me and Maven. She was gutted when I told her about last night. Keep your chin up, she says.

I did enjoy the match in Nebraska City though, we got to do a six diva tag match. SHE was on the other team and I got a few sly digs in. That'll teach her to mess with me and my life. My team lost the match, but we always do. Thank heavens for Gail Kim, somebody has put Nidia over. Hmm, I forgot about her – yes her attire still looks horrid and nobody has let her know yet.

The fans were great tonight, I don't always get a chance to interact with them which is a shame. There wasn't many there, but they didn't half let us know they were there! One young guy endeared himself to me, he said I was gorgeous and that Christian was a CLB!

Monday October 4th:

I was up at the crack of dawn this morning and on the road to Omaha to meet Leets at the airport. It was great to see her, we had lunch together and filled each other in on all the gossip as we usually did. Matt is coming along great apparently, though he is not going to be back in action any time soon. Leets told me he is not so downcast about it, seeing her probably helped. :-)

The creative team had us in for a long chat this afternoon, apparently they want me to feud with Leets in time for the next PPV event. Which is two weeks away. Last minute rush job as usual, but I'm happy about it. They said Leets is going to get the belt, which I am so relieved about. Maybe I will get a break from all those tedious house show matches with Nidia. And of course, Leets deserves the title so much. She seemed a little apprehensive about it, she still worries about re-injuring her neck.

I had a tag match tonight with Gail, against Vicky and Nidia, which Leets interfered in to cost me the match. Nidia totally fucked up, she was supposed to tag Vicky in so she could do her finisher and end it that way. So what does she do? She stayed in and rolled me up! The crowd thought I was angry at Lita...

Maven can rot in hell. He blanked me at several intervals during the evening, which given my mood after the match was not good. I confronted him and he said he didn't feel comfortable around me, what a coward. And I thought he was a gentleman - back to the drawing board Trish. Day fifteen and counting.

Tuesday October 5th:

Big travel day for everyone today, as we flew into the UK for our tour there. I somehow found myself sat with Shelton Benjamin on the flight, which was actually a pleasant surprise. After the Maven debacle, I was wary to not get too excited, we just chatted and he told me all about himself. He's in the same boat as me, he really wants to find love – the difference with him is that he has his eye on somebody and is building up the courage to do something about it. I know it isn't me, at least I don't think it is...

Manchester was our first port of call, where we will return on Monday to do the first live Raw broadcast in England. I love the country, there's something really magical about the people and the sights. The weather was pretty typical mind, rain showers greeted us as we stepped off the plane.

Before the end of the night, William Regal had issued everybody with an open invitation to check out his hometown tomorrow. He's told me in the past that Blackpool is an exciting place, so I think I'll twist Lita's arm and go along.

Wednesday October 6th:

Quite a few people took William up on his offer, including Shelton. I spent a while last night racking my brains trying to figure out who he had a crush on, but couldn't seem to stick with one answer. I even considered myself a candidate.

Turns out his dream girl is... Molly Holly. I felt crushed, I mean even Molly has admirers these days! I caught the look on her face when he told her how much he liked her, she looked so happy. Then look at me... Thank heavens for Leets, she was there as ever to pick up the pieces.

Blackpool was cold, but William was right, there was tons to do. He made a really good tour guide, leaving no stone unturned. Some of the stories he told were fascinating - although I did have to prod Lita during a couple of them to keep her awake. We look after each other alright!

Thursday October 7th:

We seem to have picked the wrong time to come over to the UK, the weather has been dreadful so far. One thing I do like is the shorter journeys, it only seems to take an hour or two to get across this country. They do this weird driving on the wrong side of the road shit though, that takes some getting used to.

Our first show of the tour was in a place called Sheffield. I'd never heard of it, but it struck me as being quite a cultural city. I had a quick look round in the afternoon, before preparing for the show. It was actually really nice to get mobbed by a group of young fans, they made me feel special. I guess I need to remind myself of that more often, just because I am unlucky in love doesn't mean I'm not special.

I didn't have that great a match, I slipped when going for a top rope head scissor takedown on Vicky and landed funny. Except it wasn't all that funny, I struggled to finish the match. One fan accused me of feigning an injury which infuriated me, but Molly was on hand to set him straight. I've never known her to stick up for me, so that was surprising. She still bugs me though.

I'm counting down the days until I pass the title on, I need a break.

Friday October 8th:

We don't always get the chance to see London when we are in the UK, but thankfully this time they added a couple of dates in the capital. Lita persuaded me to indulge in a little retail therapy, she brought along Edge and CJ too. I haven't seen much of those guys recently, so it was nice to catch up. I think Leets is egging me on to get back with Chris, but there's no way that is going to happen. We have only just recovered a semblance of friendship and I'm not compromising that.

As for Edge, he's still friends with Christian, but he's pretty sensitive around that issue. He knows how I feel, so he's careful not to let his tongue slip. Besides, I'm damned if that CLB is going to stop me being friends with anybody.

The trainer told me to take it easy on my ankle, which I hurt last night. Lita fought Molly, I had to come down and attempt to interfere to cost her the match. Of course it backfired and I cost Molly the match, which is never a bad thing. :-)

Saturday October 9th:

The sun finally showed it's face today and it was pretty cool to see blue skies again. Me and my partner in crime represented Raw for a publicity shoot, where we were joined by two lovely guys from Smackdown. Eddie was there, doing his latino heat thing – he's fun to be around. It was the other guy that really caught my eye though, somebody I've never really had a chance to say hello to. John Cena.

I've seen him from a distance whenever we have a joint PPV, today I got to see him up close. And I was impressed! He really is a hunky specimen if I ever saw one, even nicer than Randy Orton. And much more approachable. He cut this pretty cool rap about me, which left me red faced... But I loved it.

Leets was on the ball, she kept Eddie preoccupied so I could get to know John better. He seems like a genuine guy, if maybe a little cocky. I like my guys that way though... We ended up dining out and I felt a spark I haven't felt for ages. I think he wanted to kiss me and I sure as hell wanted to kiss him, but neither of us took the bull by the horns. He did say he enjoyed my company though and that we should meet up again on Tuesday, before the live Smackdown event. I slipped straight into 'play hard to get mode', I said I'd think about it.

I had a match tonight, but who cares about that. I'm sat here wondering if Mr. Right came into my world today. Fingers and toes crossed.