Kumiko: hi! i got my 21 reviews!! :D now i'm updating! and i'll try and update as much as i can, since i have school! aren't i nice?
Taruto: she's not being nice....she just thinks that if she updates more she'll get more reviews.....u.u
Kumiko: heh heh.....go back to your room, Taruto!
Taruto: fine, fine.....(goes back in to room)
Purin: (pops up) hey kumiko? have you seen Tar-Tar? he was hiding from me...again.....
Kumiko: room, don't bug me anymore, yes he likes to hide from you...
Purin: Arigatou! I'm coming to get you Tar-Tar!! :3
Kumiko: (sigh) why are my two favourite characters from Tokyo Mew Mew so annoying?
(Ichigo randomly pops up) Ichigo: I know! because....(interrupted)
Kumiko: I wasn't asking for an answer.....anyways........review replies!!!!
lil-cat-ichigo:
thanks!!!!! sure i'll read your story! don't worry i'll update, in fact, i'm updating right now! =.='' anyways......thanks again! oh, and sorry i didn't put this in the other chapter, i forgot to add yours....and i reviewed your story again! :D
bakaru-02:
hahaha don't worry........i'll make sure Taruto has tons and tons of pain...(evil look on face) purin is going to be very very happy....:D muahahha!
Disclaimer: i don't own tokyo mew mew, or tamagotchi! you'll know why i put the part about the tamagotchi later. XD
Time for the chapter!!!!!!
Chapter 10 - Depression
Zakuro's POV-
What was this? These faints whispers coming from deep inside the trees seemed small but they sure were doing a lot of damage to everyone's faith. I can't let the others turn just like me. These sounds were too much like my feelings. I can't.....
"You can't what, Zakuro? Let these so-called friends of your's end up like you? They don't care, Zakuro, they don't care about you. Why protect them? They never liked you. The only reason they put up with you is because you're one of the Mews. No one cares about you, it's been like that since you were little. Give up now or else you'll have nothing left, not even yourself."
"No....no.....it's not true! It can't be true.....my....friends? Do they really not care for me?"
"That's it Zakuro, no one cares for you and they never will, keep thinking, soon you'll be engulfed in a world of Darkness, even more painfull than the one you are in now."
"No......no.....n..............." And then everything went black.
Zakuro's Memories, Zakuro's POV -
"Ding dong!" Oh great.......my family's back......Yay....more pain....why can't I have a normal life?
"Zakuro! Where's the money you earned from your modeling company?? You know you're supposed to give it to us!!!"
"Yes, " Why do I have to do all the work? And why do they get the money? This check.....it's mine, I earned it, I worked hard for it! What makes them deserve it?
"Hurry up already! I don't even know why I make an effort to take care of such an ignorant girl!"
You don't take care of me, and and you don't care about me either....but why would you? You're not my real mother....and although I have no kioku of my real mother, I pretty sure that she's a lot nicer than you....
(A/N: Kioku is means memories or memory, just to clearify things! and another thing is that, the parts without quotation marks are the parts with zakuro's thinking.)
End of Zakuro's POV
Zakuro knew that she would be beaten badly if she ever said what she was thinking out loud, so she kept all rude remarks to herself. At times like this, Zakuro liked to go to the park to think things through, so that was exactly what she did.
At the park -
Zakuro rocked back and forth on the swing, not noticing someone watching her.
"Hey, you look sad. It looks like you really need to talk to someone." Zakuro turned around to see a tall brunette boy standing behind her with a smile on his face.
"Ya, I am. How could you tell?" Zakuro watched as the boy sat down on the swing next to her.
"Because.....I have the same expression on my face when i'm sad."
"Oh...um....what's your name?"
"Hiroshi Katnuki. I've seen you before, so you don't have to tell me your name. Zakuro Fujiwara, ne? The famous model?" Zakuro was amazed at how modest he was being about meeting a model like herself.
"That's right. But that's all people ever think of me as, they never think that I may be a normal person inside too. People think that being famous is all glamour and riches, but it's not. It's lonely." Zakuro looked down at the sand, and traced her feet in the sand, over and over again in the same spot.
"Wow....I knew that being famous wasn't all that, but I didn't know that it meant being lonely. But guess what? You aren't lonely now!"
"And why is that?" Zakuro wondered what Hiroshi could mean.
"That's because...you've got me now." Hiroshi smiled, and Zakuro felt happy all over.
"Thanks....What did you mean that I had the same expression on my face, that you have when you're sad? What could be so depressing about your life? You seem so happy!" said Zakuro blushing slightly.
"Well, If you think about it, everyone's life is basically the same. Rich, poor, average. It's all the same. Everyone has their own problems, and they have to deal with them. You see, my family just moved here. I had to leave my best friend ever! I was so depressed, that I had that same look on my face. But the day before I left, I thought to myself. Why be sad, when it won't do any good? So after I arrived here, I deal with my problems by just doing something that would make me happy."
"Wow....that's.......touching. So what do you do to make yourself happy?" Zakuro found it comforting, that someone understood her.
"I.....swing." Hiroshi started to pump his legs back and forth on the swing.
"Swing? You may not believe it, but I understand why it makes you happy. It's just a guess though. It's like...when you swing, you're soaring free, with the wind blowing in your face. It just.......blows all your problems away."
Hiroshi smiled again and stood up. "That's.....exactly right." With that Hiroshi started to walk away.
"Wait! Where are you going?!?" Zakuro got up and started towards him.
"I'm going home. Don't worry, I'll see you again. You can be sure of that."
Zakuro watched Hiroshi walk out of the park in the distance, and she smiled, knowing that the mysterious Hiroshi was just the person she needed to make her happy.
End of Chapter 10
Kumiko: it's so fluffy in a mysterious kind of way XD
Taruto: you are strange......
Kumiko: shut up tart....
Taruto: don't call me that!!
Kumiko: t.....a....r....t......TART!
Tart: .......
Kumiko: sooooo just ignore him, soooo can you sense a little couple forming??? :D hiroshi is my own character, and he's mysterious!! (is now wearing a black over-coat and black shades)
Purin: .......
Kumiko: when did you get here??
Purin: i came just now, to tell you something..... IT'S TIME FOR OUR SIDE STORY!!! :3
Taruto and Kumiko: (now deaf)
Kumiko: types something
Taruto: it's a miracle!!! I can hear again!!!!
Kumiko: ya, ya..... now for the pain and torture for you tart!!!!!
Taruto: NOOOOOOOOO!!!!
The Random Ramblings of Purin and Taruto!! (and sometimes me!)
Purin: (playing with a Tamagotchi in the library) awwww.....my tamagotchi pet is sooooo kawaii!! :3
Taruto: (at another corner of the library playing his Tamagotchi) ya!!!! you're so strong!
(A/N: XDXD ya i know lame huh? don't worry it'll get better. I got this idea while watching that Tamagotchi commercial XD oh and one thing, pretend that Purin and Taruto don't know each other that well yet, it makes it better :D)
Purin: (her Tamagotchi starts beeping) huh? what's that? (purin gets up) what? the sound is getting stronger...(tries to find location of the beeping)
Taruto: (same thing is happening with him)
Purin and Taruto: (walking towards each other, with their eyes fixed on their Tamagotchis)
(Purin and Taruto crash in to each other) CRASH!!!!!!!!!!!
Purin: ow.....
Taruto: ow.....
(both of their Tamagotchis are side by side, and on both screens there are hearts)
Purin and Taruto: huh?
Purin: oh....um....hi, Taruto....
Taruto: hi.....Purin....
Purin: um........your tamagotchi pet seems to have.....um...."bonded" with mine.......
(A/N: XDXD bonded!! haha if you don't know, right now purin and taruto's tamagotchi pets are in love!! XD)
Taruto: oh.....um......i see.....
Random person: hey! people say that Tamagotchis in love, are a sign that their owners might be perfect for each other!!!
Kumiko: who asked you!?! how did you get here??! this is MY fanfic!! but this random person is right you know, purin is supposed to be with taruto, and taruto is supposed to be with purin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so that i don't have to write the rest of this, because i'm extremely lazy, this is how it turns out. purin and taruto get together and go eat ice cream, and their tamagotchis go with them, yadda yadda yadda!! isn't that detailed! :D
End of Side Story
Purin: i thought you said that Tar-Tar would have lots of pain!!!
Taruto: i did.......
Kumiko: i couldn't write to long!! i have other things to do you know!!!
Purin and Taruto: .......=.=
Kumiko: whattttttttt? i'm busy!
Purin and Taruto: sureeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......
Kumiko: whatttttever......bye readers!!! please review!!!!!!!!!!!