A/N: short chap......sorri I had homework to do. More is coming out soon and please give me your opinion especially on the subject Hitomi is debating. Lol


Chapter 14: her heart VS her mind


"Hitomi!" Sora yelled.

Hitomi looked up from her bed she wasn't in the mood for her mother's perkiness in the mourning.

"What?" Hitomi asked trying to sound cheerful.

"Guess what?!" Sora exclaimed happily.

"Were going to Hawaii?" Hitomi asked.

"Even better!"

"Were going to the Bahama's?"

"Aries is getting married on Friday."

"Aries who?" Hitomi asked.

"Aries Aston."

"Are we invited to the wedding?" Hitomi asked starting to get excited.

"Yes everyone is invited..........and guess what?" Sora exclaimed.

"What?" Hitomi asked her mother was beginning to annoy her.

"I'm the maid of honor and you're a bridesmaid!"

"Wow!" Hitomi replied trying to sound excited.

"We have to buy clothes, shoes, get our nails done, hair, oh my god this is going to be so much fun!"

"Ya I'm sure it will be but can I get some sleep now. I;m really tiered."

"Ya sure hun, but after were going shopping!" Sora yelled, she than left Hitomi in peace.

Hitomi laughed at her mother's eagerness but sadness washed over her again as a book fell into her lap from a shelf above her. It was the book Van bought her she held it against her chest. It just occurred to Hitomi she hadn't read it yet. Hitomi opened the book and a letter fell out. Her name was printed in neat hand writing on the envelope.

"I wonder what is says." Hitomi thought.

She carefully opened the letter and began to read:

Dear Hitomi,

Hey babe thought you'd like this book if you haven't noticed yet this book is yours. I took it when I climbed through the window. I lost my copy and I thought you wouldn't mind if I borrowed yours. I wrote some things in the book that might interest you. Anyway hope you like your book back, if your mad can you really be mad at my handsome face. Later babe see you around town.

Ciao,

Van.

Hitomi read the letter several times over it made her life and cry, she cared about Van and she finally admitted to herself her feelings for him. But she also has the guilty feeling of betraying Allen with both Van and Dilandau. The thought of Dilandau brought up another thought, did she care about him to?

No. Hitomi thought.

But there was a voice in the back of her head that said different. Her heart was pulled two ways one way for Van and one way to Dilandau. Van's side had the upper head though and the tug was a lot stronger. Her mind though was making her feel guilty and telling her to stay with Allen who loved her and cared about her a lot.

"My life is so confusing." Hitomi said out loud.

A/N: Really short sorry well please review! Cuz you no I love you! Flames are welcome...and is my story really that good cuz I haven't got one flame. WOW!!! Lol well thanks to all my reviewers. Princess Cool update your story high school's not that bad it's the best and thanks for the great reviews!

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