Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Titans, because if I did Terra would DIE! DIE TERRA! DIE! Okay I'm over it now.
Well here is the rest of it...
"Talking"
'Thinking'
Chapter 2- Dealing
"Terra!" yelled Beast Boy and hugged Terra. A nearby glass exploded. 'Oh, shit!' thought Raven. 'I have to keep control, keep control...'
"It is great to see you my friend!" yelled Starfire. She hugged Terra in a crushing embrace. You could almost here the bones crunching. Starfire released Terra and said, "We shall celebrate with my galorp!"
"That's okay Star, we'll pass," said Robin. Starfire's face fell.
"We want to save it for dinner," Cyborg quickly saved. Starfire's face beamed again. Cyborg turned to Terra and said, "We thought you were gone!" said Cyborg. 'We hoped you were gone' thought Raven. 'Or, at least I did'
"I decided to drop by," said Terra.
Raven walked over to Terra and pretended she was happy to see Terra. Then she left to her room.
'Terra. Why had she come? I was so close. I was about to tell Beast Boy how I felt. Then Terra came.' thought Raven
There was a knock on the door.
"May I come in?" came Starfire's voice.
"Yes," Raven answered. The door slid open and in came Starfire. She walked over to Raven and sat on Raven's bed.
"I know you have feelings for Beast Boy like I have for Robin," said Starfire.
"You do?!" yelled Raven with a jump.
"All of us know. Except Beast Boy," said Starfire. Raven breathed a sigh of relief.
"What will I do? I think Terra-" started Raven. A glass broke. Raven winced and continued,"-has feelings for Beast Boy."
"Are you sure?" asked Starfire.
"No. But she probably does! This would be so much easier if I could rip my heart out. No. I want to love Beast Boy, but with Terra out of the picture," said Raven. 'I'm getting better. I just said that whole speech without anything breaking. That meditation is working' thought Raven.
"Well frien- I mean Terra is here and you have to dea- do you want me to exit?" asked Starfire when she saw Raven's face.
Raven nodded and Starfire left. Raven decided that she would take a shower before calling on her emotions. This would calm her down.
Raven took off her clothes and went in the shower. She turned on the radio and a song came on.
How can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading down into my core
where I've become so numb without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find there and lead it back home
(chorus):
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(Can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call me my name and save me from myself
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run (can't wake up) before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become
Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life
(chorus)
Frozen inside without your touch without your love
Darling only you are the life among the dead
(All this time I can't believe I couldn't see)
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
(Without a thought without a voice without a soul)
Don't let me die here there must be something more
Bring me to life
(chorus)
Raven turned off the shower and the radio. She put some clothes on, thinking. Hadn't
Beast Boy saved her(in a way)? Hadn't he made her happy? It was time to call on the
emotions.