A/N: I had to redo this whole chapter why? You may all ask becuz I didn't like it. I put no effort into it and I shouldn't I have done that. My stories are my pride and joy and I enjoy writing them. Lol well this new and improved chapter 24 I am pleased with. Enjoy and also I got 2 flames. Which did not influence me in any way to redo this chapter. I could care less what the fuck they think! Oh and by the by this story is rated R for a reason. Have you ever watched an R rated movie it's full of sex and swear words. So you 2 fuck shit's who reviewed my story that's why it's rated R it's full of sex, violence and swearing and if you don't like it fuck you and don't read it! Plenty of other ppl liked my story and I also happen to like this story so go and read a PG rated story if you don't like this sort of R rated story. But it has an R rated rating for a reason. Well anyways I'd like to thank all the people who like my story and who review it! Your reviews mean all the world to me it tells me you like my story and I appreciate it that tons of people like it. ^________^ thanks a lot!



CHAPTER 24: What now?


Hitomi closed the door behind her and she faintly heard sounds of Milerna and Van arguing. She sighed and continued walking down the hallway, the hallway was extravagantly decorated. Beneath her feet was a soft oriental rug that probably cost Milerna's father a million to buy, not to mention the whole hallway was carpeted. To her left was a large sculpture of a Greek goddess, perhaps Aphrodite but Hitomi wasn't sure.

"Miss are you lost?" a soft voice asked.

Hitomi turned around and smiled, "Yes can you point me to the parlor?"

"Oh are you the girl, the young sir is looking for?"

"Yes, yes I am."

"Well come this way, we do not want him to be kept waiting."

Hitomi nodded in agreement and she followed the maid, who led her to the end of the long hallway.

"In her Miss." the maid said, and than she opened the door for a moment.

Hitomi entered the room and than turned and told the maid she could leave. The maid curtsied and hurried off to do some other chore, or to assist some other person in his or her needs. Hitomi watched until the maid was out of sight and until her footsteps were out of ear shot before she stepped in and closed the door. The parlor was a large room, with a extremely large bookcase taking up the left wall. The book case was made of a dark red wood, and it reached the ceiling, a gold ladder on wheels was ontop of the book case. This was another item in the house that probably cost Milerna's father a fortune to buy, and Hitomi was quite sure many other things in the house cost just as much. Dilandau was pacing the large room and Hitomi could tell her was deep in thought. His face wasn't calm, it was full of emotions, Hitomi didn't want to see his eyes. His red eyes the gates to his emotions inside, they would tell her what he was really feeling. Hitomi coughed loudly trying to catch Dilandau's attention, it worked he stopped pacing and than let out a long sigh.

"Why are you here?" she asked.

She didn't want his shit at the moment, he'd beg and whine and ask for forgiveness but deep down inside he didn't give a damn.

"I came to see you." he replied sardonically.

"Oh really, why have you come to see me as I recall you broke up with me." Hitomi replied bitterly, she wasn't going to take his shit today.

Dilandau groaned and smacked his forehead "Are you really going to believe what I say? I was drunk you are going to believe something someone drunk says?"

"It was pretty believable, you were yelling and everyone heard. I think the whole club now know's we've broken up." Hitomi said she was still standing at the door, she now leaned her shoulder against it, her arms crossed. She had a feeling she's be her awhile.

"What the fuck is that suppose to mean?!" he asked his voice raising slightly.

"Don't yell at me, and it means everyone know's and I was almost god damned raped." Hitomi said, she wasn't going to yell, not for him, she wasn't going to waste her breath on his bullshit.

"Raped who tried to rape you!" he asked, a panicked look crossed his face and he walked toward her but stopped when she glared at him.

"Another drunken ass whole who thought I didn't a little loving, he was one of the many who heard you break up with me and if it wasn't for Van...."

At the mention of Van's name, Dilandau's panicked expression was replaced by a snarl "What about Van?" he asked, he didn't ask it in a question tone but in one of a challenge. A challenge to her to say something to piss him off and break Van's nose.

Hitomi sighed and gave Dilandau a glare, Dilandau backed up slightly and he stood beside the bar in the parlor leaning against the counter.

"If Van wasn't there at the bar, if Van didn't care about me and didn't come after me, after I ran out of the bar and broke the guy's nose. I would have been rapped and probably dead in a ditch, but you couldn't have done anything to save me because you were to fucking drunk!"

Dilandau returend the glare Hitomi was sending him "Blame me because I got drunk it's not like you havn't ever got drunk as I recall when your drunk your pretty wild!"

"Fuck you!" Hitomi said her voice also raising.

She new what Dilandau was getting at, she never thought he was going to throw it into her face again he said he would never mention that again. But like usually he couldn't keep a promise, like most men he broke his promises.

"Van is another player he could care less who the fuck the girl was, as long as he fucks a chick once a day he's happy. Now he wants to fuck my girlfriend, he tries to steal you from Allen that didn't work cause you don't give a fuck about the pansy Barbie!"

"Allen is not a fucking pansy he is a really nice guy!" Hitomi screamed.

Now she was getting mad Dilandau was saying shit about everyone so he wouldn't get in trouble with her.

"If he is such a fucking nice guy why did you break up with him?!" Dilandau asked.

Hitomi stood their why? Why did she break up with Allen because she fell in love with two bastard's and couldn't pick which one. She ended up going out with one of them, it's not like she didn't love Dilandau but it was over between her and him. Her love for a certain boy was much stronger and they had so much in common and he made her feel so happy so alive. He could just make her happy by giving her is trademark lopsided grin. Hitomi wanted so much at this moment for Van to come in her and wrap his strong arms around her and tell her it's okay and he loved her. But Van wasn't here and the moment so she'd have to deal with Dilandau herself.

"Why the fuck did you break up with him than?!" Dilandau asked, a smirk was on his handsome face.

"Why because I fell in love with someone else the first time I seen him. He makes me happy by just smiling at me. Maybe I did love you Dilandau, maybe just a little, maybe I still do but I don't know anymore."

Dilandau stood their the grin was wiped off his face, Hitomi could tell he was processing what she had just said.

"So it' over just because I got drunk? You got fucking drunk and you slept with me! When you had a fucking boyfriend you're a little fucking whore just like your best friend!" DIlandau replied bitterly.

Hitomi new Milerna was a whore she had a boyfriend a nice guy actually really nice. And he was really hot but nevertheless Milerna slept with every other guy in Gaia. But Hitomi wasn't going to let Dilandau call her a whore.

"Milerna isn't a fucking whore!" Hitomi yelled.

Dilandau laughed "Fine she isn't she's a dirty slut that was used by every guy in town."

Hitomi was enraged "Why don't you fuck off!" she yelled.

Dilandau laughed insanely and than a sincere look came on his face "You drive me so fucking crazy but still... I still fucking care about you. It's stupid really that I fucking care, I can't tell myself to stop."

A bewildered expression came across Hitomi's face replacing the enraged one. "You care? You don't care...you don't give a fuck!"

"What are you talking about? I do care why do you think I chased after you all these fucking years?"

"Well maybe because you wanted to fuck me, everyone says it! Everyone says I was your little conquest, that you slept with the virgin Mary of Gaia." Hitomi exclaimed.

"Mary, Mary quite contrary," Dilandau recited bitterly, "If you were just a conquest why the fuck am I here, telling you I'm sorry."

Maybe he does care about her, but Hitomi didn't want to hurt him because she loved Van. The only thing Hitomi was worried about was that maybe Van didn't care about her back. And than she would be left alone.

Hitomi looked at him, her voice lowered to a whisper " You haven't said sorry once."

Dilandau groaned and Hitomi could tell his short temper was on the brink of snapping "Sorry I am so fucking sorry!"

"Don't yell at me and your not fucking sorry and you don't give a fuck."

"Your such a nagging bitch! And you're a spoiled fucking brat but......"

"But what?!" Hitomi yelled, tears were forming in her emerald eyes they wanted to fall but she didn't let them.

Dilandau advanced toward her, and Hitomi backed up she was pressed against the bookshelf. Dilandau's nose was touching her own and neither of them noticed when the door opened.

"I fucking love you!" he exclaimed.

"No you don't!" Hitomi yelled. She didn't want him to love her, because she didn't want to break his heart.

"Fucking hell!" Dilandau yelled. His short temper snapped.

"No......no you don't!" Hitomi said quietly.

"Son of a bitch!" Dilandau yelled.

Dilandau raised his arm as if to strike Hitomi, Hitomi through he hands up to block the attack. She waited for the hit but it didn't come. She slowly lowered her arms and looked.

"What the fuck do you think your doing?" a familiar voice asked.

Hitomi stared Van had grabbed Dilandau's arm before he hit her, and he was holding it twisting it back. Hitomi dropped to the floor and crawled out of the way, toward the couch.

"This has nothing to do with you Fanal." Dilandau snarled, ripping his arm out of Van's grasp.

"It does when your going to hit her." Van said.

"Fuck off and leave." he said.


"How about I don't!" Van exclaimed.

Van was caught off guard when Dilandau threw the broken shot glass at his face.

"Dilandau no!" Hitomi screamed.

Dilandau looked at her and than he realized what he had done. The had he threw with was shaking violently, his moth was open, he was talking but the words were not coming out. Blood dripped onto the floor from the cut on Van's cheek.

"Oh my god Van!" Hitomi shrieked and she scrambled up and ran over to Van. She threw her arms around his middle and was hugging his back tightly.

"Van are you okay?" she asked, she held her tears back biting hard on her lip.

"Yea I;m fine calm down. Are you okay did he hurt you?" he asked.

"I;m fine and he didn't hurt me."

Dilandau stared at Hitomi his hand stopped shaking and his voice returned to him "Hitomi." he managed.

Hitomi looked over at Dilandau "It's over." she said softly.

Dilandau looked at Van, rage on his face. Dilandau and Van were friends but now the friendship was gone because of one girl. "Bastard!" he snarled.

Dilandau gave them both a look and than left the room in a blinding rage, the sound of a slamming door echoed around the room.

"What's wrong?" Milerna's voice asked.

"The bastard stole my girl, fucking bitch." Dilandau's voice yelled.

"Van?" Milerna asked.

"Who the fuck do you think the butler?!" he roared.

"Calm down, I thought you just went out with her because......"

"No, not anymore I do fucking love her."

"Oh Dilandau your such a sap what happened to you?"

"I met Hitomi."

The voices faded away and another door slammed.

"Van." Hitomi said., she was holding onto him tightly Van didn't mind at all.

"Yea?" he asked, he had placed his hand on top of her's which were on his waist.

"Thank you." she said softly.

Van smiled at her and gave her hand an affectionate squeeze "What now, are you and Dilandau over?" he asked.

"Yea we are." she said.

"Than what now?" he asked.

Hitomi stared at him "I guess...." she started but she stopped.



A/N: I am sorry to say the story is coming to an end....it will soon be complete but I am thinking about writing a sequel. But only if you guys want one.