TURTLES NOT MINE!!!!! Remember I have no idea what I am going to write so just go with it. I hope it makes sense, a lot of it is not real and I have no idea if it can work so just read and enjoy don't over analyze (that's my big problem I usually do)...
"Oh, my aching head." Said Raph from his bed. "How the shell did I get in here. Where was I before?" Raph sat up in his bed and everything went black for a second. "Ok, not good." He lay back down and tried to fight the blackness. "Ok, I get it I'm sick. How the shell did I get sick?" Raph turned onto his side and closed his eyes.
FLASH BACK..."I HATE YOU!!"
"Raph your sick."
"I DON'T NEED YOU. I have 2 other brothers. I DON'T WANT YOU!!" "Leave him alone Mikey let him bleed that will prove who the better turtle is."
NOW...
Raph woke up gasping. "What the shell was that? Did I hurt Leo?" Raph got up slowly he didn't get dizzy, that was a good sign. He sat up on his bed, staid still for a minuet then tried to stand up. He stood and swayed a little. "This is stupid I am stronger then this." He took a couple of clumsy steps and then walked normal. He opened his door and looked out. All was quiet. He checked Leo's room wanting to talk to him. Leo wasn't there. "Maybe he's training. What the shell time is it?" Raph continued on to the dojo. No Leo in there either. He then checked Mikey's room. Mikey was sound asleep curled up in a little ball with this teddy bear. Raph went to Donnie's room. Donnie was asleep at his desk not surprising, but that left Leo. Raph went to the living room, checking the couch. No Leo, he then heard a moan. It came from the lab. Raph walked quickly and quietly to the lab. He opened the lab door quietly and saw much to his surprise a bandaged Leo on the table. "What the shell." Raph whispered.
"Oh, no stop, your sick, stop." Said Leo from the table. It looked like Leo was having a bad dream. Raph walked up to him and lightly touched his uninjured arm.
"Leo, can you hear me. Wake up your having a dream." Said Raph. Leo still moaned and twisted on the table.
"Raph you're not yourself. You're sick, you need to stop and think about this and go lay down and get better." Said Leo.
"Oh, God it wasn't a dream. I did this to Leo." Raph backed away from Leo in shock. "I couldn't do this. I couldn't. I would never...I..."
"Raph?" came a voice behind him.
"AHH!" screamed Raph, which woke up Leo.
"What's going on? Is everyone ok?" asked Leo as he tried to sit up, but stopped from the pain.
"Go back and rest Leo, we're fine, sorry to wake you." Said Donnie from the doorway. "Come outside Raph." Raph was looking at Leo with shame and pain in his eyes.
"Raph, what's wrong? What happened?" asked a confused Leo.
"Um... Leo...I..." said Raph
"Later, Leo, you need to rest and I have to talk to Raph." Said Donnie as he pulled Raph out the door and shut it behind them.
"Oh, God Donnie, I did that to Leo." Said Raph as he slid down the wall outside the lab.
"Raph, you didn't mean it. You were delirious, and right now Leo does not remember what happened." Said Donnie as he sat next to Raph.
"But, he will. He was having a dream Donnie, about what I did. I didn't remember either until I had a dream or flash back or whatever the hell it was. God Donnie how could I do this? Is he going to be ok?" asked Raph in desperation.
"I believe so. He's sore and his arm is going to need some therapy, but I believe it time he will be. Raph, if Leo remembers what happened, he'll know that it wasn't your fault." Said Donnie.
"Will he or will he believe that I did it because it really is how I feel." Said Raph miserably.
"What exactly happened Raph? All I know is what Mikey told me. Tell me what happened." Said Donnie.
In the lab Leo could hear what Donnie and Raph were saying; he didn't want to hear it but he always had good hearing. "So, it wasn't just a dream." Leo thought. "Raph really does hate me that much. I knew he was jealous, but to hate me? My brother hates me." Leo continued to listen to Raph, but he really wasn't listening his brother hated him. Leo kept thinking about that over and over.
"I don't know all the details Donnie, I remember walking into the dojo, I was going to practice get some energy back, I felt tired. Then I saw Leo in there doing his Kata's over and over and it got me mad, like why does he do that, he always has to be perfect, and it just got me so mad. I wasn't thinking I just acted out. I don't hate Leo I don't. I hate the fact that I can never be like him. I can't try to be perfect I can't its not me and I know how disappointed Master Splinter is in me and then when I see how proud he is of Leo, it just kills me. I guess it just all came out. I don't hate him Donnie you got to believe me." Said Raph desperately.
"Raph, I know you don't hate him. You were not yourself. If Leo remembers he'll know that it wasn't you. You need to rest Raph, your not 100 yet, the worst is past, but its not over." Said Donnie as he stood up and offered his hand to Raph. Raph took it gratefully and stood next to Donnie.
"I hope your right Donnie. I don't want Leo to hate me. I don't." said Raph.
"Let's see what will happen. There is no point in thinking about this now, until we know what's going on. Get to bed, rest. Tomorrow is another day." Said Donnie. Raph and Donnie walked to their rooms. Raph stopped and turned to look back at the lab door. "Don't hate me, Leo, I didn't mean it." Said Raph as he turned and walked into his room. Donnie looked at Raph and smiled sadly, it was going to be a long couple of days...