A/N: No I didn't die I'm back with a new chappy!! YaY!! I hope you likey it's my first Luna story. Oy! I just remembered she (Ginny) was in the hospital wing ok so she left and was walking the grounds or something. I had a review that made me remember my story that I have to finish. Ok so now I'm going to finish this if this is the last thing I ever do. Also a thanks to my Betas, Clare and Rose, I'm sorry that I'm a little random.

Disclaimer: What do you think? Don't owna, never gonna, so get over it.

I Know

"No Ginny I just got...a bit," I ran my hand threw my hair looking for words to describe my surprise, "flustered." Ginny gave me a weird look, gee that's new.

"Yeah. Well looking at the lake will do that to a person. Anyway, Luna, I wanted to know if you would like to come over during holiday."

A million thoughts ran in my mind, will my dad be ok alone, will I have fun at Ginny's house, why was she inviting me anyway? ...will Harry be there?

"Well I have to ask my father. Is anyone else going to be there?" I tried to sound off hand. Ginny smiled knowingly.

"If it's a certain someone who was with us in the Ministry of Magic, then the answer is yes, he will be there. Of course, Ron is always at my home, you know, because he's my brother and all." Ginny shook her head and smiled thinking that I was dumb no less. Not exactly the person I was talking about but I couldn't make my correction just yet, I just realized Ginny's still speaking, "...Yeah Hermione and Harry are coming as well." My heart jumped.

"You know Ginny...are you sure you want Harry in your house?" That was the first thing that popped into my mind.

"What are you going with this?" I saw her eyebrows shoot up into her bangs.

"Well Harry's nice and all-"

"Saving us from the perfectly harmless you-know-who." Ginny retorted

"But I mean he's been through a lot-" I finished meekly, I could see Ginny's face turning red.

"Wait-what happened here? I thought you were on his side?"

"I am but I also don't want him going mad and killing me in my sleep."

"Then don't come." Ginny said simply turning back heading toward the castle.

What have I done?

Three days later

Now all need to do is just post this and-

I heard footsteps you walked toward me.

(A/n: I'm not sure I can redo this scene so let's just say she talked to Harry and now is walking down to the Great Hall.)

Talking with you made me think about my mum.

Flashback

We were in St. Mungo's; Dad went to get the healer's latest news on Mum. I was left alone sitting beside this woman who had brought me into this world and, yet, I barely recognized her. Sweat glistened on her body; she also had a high fever, from a potion that had gone wrong. Without even hearing what the healers had to say, I know she was going to die. She stopped moving for awhile. Is it over? I reached out to touch her. My finger tips were about an inch away from her. She jerked and looked up at me with the same soulful blue eyes I have. My breath caught in my throat; without a word my mother was communicating everything that she would have told me when I had gotten older. In an instant I saw all the joy, happiness, love, sorrow, pain that life could bring...then a flicker that could only be death. She grabbed my hand and pulled me to her taking her last breathe as she did this. Her lips moved wordlessly. Her pupils faded out, all that was left were those incredible blue pools that seem to draw one in. I was too shocked to cry she told me everything in an instant and a second later I forgot.

How could someone so full of life just die like that?

End flashback

Tears gathered at my eyes. I know I will be there with her one day. I felt horrible about what I said to Ginny, Harry was just grieving, I should know a lot about that myself. What made me say those things? I thought about the lake something was in the water right? Or was that just me? They did something to-

"Oy! Luna!"

I turned around and smiled, "Ginny I'm-"

"Yeah I know...so do you want to stay over the summer? Mum said it was all right." She looked a little impatient I smiled.

"Sure."

After I finished eating I started to get up, but a person's hand grabbed mine which brought me down again.

"Hold up there I need to talk to you."

It was Roger again. What in the world does he want? He leaned closer to me I could smell his cologne and it made me gag.

"Yes" I managed to choke out.

"Well I was wondering if-"

"Students settle down please." At this I heard all the conversations stop, "Thank you. As the years go by the danger increases, I urge you to use extreme caution. As I have said last year we are entering dark, dark times; but keep in mind that without the dark, one would not appreciate the light. Have hope...have faith, in the end that is the most precious thing one could ever have..."

I was briefly aware that Roger had shivered. I looked around at the table, your face showed everything. I was just as scared but I mustn't show it-if Dad knew then he would be even more afraid for us.

The train ride was a pretty quite one. I sat here with you; you played chess with Ron, you looked so happy it was as if that...accident never happened. I know it was just an act, I know that you thought or maybe trying not to think about what happened. That okay play that game, in time; maybe you'll accept that not everything is your fault. I know because that was how I felt when Mother died. Of all the ways to die why did it have to be by a potion? After that accident I closed myself from the world it's the same for you, this mask you wear for the others please do not wear that for me. Ginny told me about your night terrors and how you can't get to sleep after them, I had them as well, maybe not as vivid as you but I had them. I just want to tell you that I'm here if you need me, I'll always be here.

Oh for future reference when Luna says "you" she's talking to Harry in her mind. If it's too confusing, I'll change it. Goes off to do the "YaY I posted" dance

Loki Mischeif-Maker- Yeah I'm sorry about Gin's behaviour but I'm making her have a teasing relationship with Luna. Let me know if she gets too OOC. gives out a chocolate frog

Sandy Black and Vicky Lupin- Thank you for reviewing grabs a bag of candy and gives it out. I am so sorry it took so long and that this sounds different from the other two chapters.

Emma Lovegood-Emma you just put me in a good mood. grabs some sugar quills

B. R. Wells- I feel like I'm floating on air. The first chapter is just me trying to get into Luna's state of mind, seriously this just popped in my head. I wrote that in like five minutes but thank you for making it into a poem it's spiffy. gives out a strawberry tart

Insertgoodnamehere- Man I thought I lost you on the interstate...Oh wait that's me!!!

Review please!!