This Moment

I just want you to know who I am......

Allan Francis Doyle looked down at Angel Investigations. Angel and Cordelia were carrying on as usual. The new guy Wesley was being a clutz. He sighed, thinking back to when he was part of that gang. He walked away, back to this place. It was Heaven, he was sure of it. But it wasn't Heaven for him. Thinking back on that night, it reminded him of a song he heard once.

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow.
You're the closest to Heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't wanna go home right now.

This isn't Heaven, he thought aloud to himself. He longed to be with her, he had gotten one first and last kiss. He knew that when he had kissed her. He remembered what thought went flashing through his head.

Don't wanna go......Angel can do it........I'll stay here.........I'll go away forever..........Just love me back.

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life.
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight

He loved that kiss. He had pulled away, and made the jump. He smiled back at them before pulling the cables. His life wasn't worth anything. Anything accept for the thought of her. He couldn't forget her.

Don't look back.....Just turn this thing off.......Smile one last time.

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everythings made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am.

He never liked the idea of leaving as a hero. Too cliche. The bum turned the savior. But that's what he had done and proved. She had known him better than anyone else in those few moments. She knew him as the bum. Nobody else was worth any thought in his life.

Did I do the right thing?.......Everything's better now........Everything's much worse.........I don't want to go anywhere........I want to remain with you.......Not worth it.......But now we know who I am.

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am