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Anyway here is the next chapter I hope you enjoy it!

Disclaimer- I own nothing of Harry Potter (or any Potter for that matter). If I did then you would be reading this from a book and not a computer screen.

Summary- What would you do if the thing you needed most in the world was out of your reach, Stolen from you or even forbidden?
"James you are her teacher!"
Would you accept it? Or would you fight for it?
"I don't care I love her!"
Some of the worst case scenarios are between a man and a woman.
How can you give up all you dreams all your beliefs? I'm not worth that!"
To love some one so much, yet not be allowed to touch them.
"My dreams and beliefs changed the minute I met you. My world revolves around you."
This is a story of two people, two dreams and one love which can taint it all.

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Jessie xxx


A nightmare called Lily Evans

"So class, you make the incision here on the upper arm and remove the swage sting like so." Professor Potter explained. It was about five weeks on since that first day and neither Lily nor James had given up their fighting.

"Sir. Would it not be a better Idea to make the incision from beneath the sting, that way you would not be dragging the poison in the opposite direction and it would cause the patient less harm?" Lily questioned him. Her Professor looked at her then at the demonstration dummy he was using. She was right it would make more sense. Dam her.

He couldn't actually believe it. She had been making his life a living hell since she had started. Always undermining him, answering back and making suggestions where he could improve his skills. The worst thing was she was always 100% correct and all the other teachers adored her. They had never seen any student so brilliant, she had done her assignment in one shot (although James had refused to give it back to her until the other students had completed theirs and they had been marked). When she had gotten it back she had gloated non-stop for a whole week. She was infuriating.

When James had gone to Remus to report the problem, Remus had replied; "We can't quick a student out just because she's too smart. Plus it would be criminal to waste that girl's talent. She's going to make one hell of a healer." James was so furious he banged his head into the table. He was not going to let her walk all over him like this.

That night was the worst, which was to come. He and his closest friends belonged to a society, a secret society. It was one, which had been created to get rid of an evil, which had been gathering for about 8 years. Lord Voldemort set his task to rid the world of those he thought unworthy. Those were Muggles and muggleborns. Dumbledore had set up a group of his most trusted and talented acquaintances. James and his mates had qualified for a position. Apparently, he had seen potential in all of those pranks they had done in school? Tonight James could feel in the pit of his stomach was going to be shocking, and it was.

"So glad you could all come." Dumbledore started. "Today I would like to introduce you all to a member of our society whom is new, yet she has been working for us for a year already. When she left school just over a year ago I asked her a humungous favour. I asked her to put her life and dreams on the line to help our aid. She went in search of alliances, and those who could be betraying us. She came to me a month ago her task complete. And today we have a better understanding of the world around us. I would like to introduce you all to Miss Evans." The whole room stared at the gorgeous Lily Evans. Maybe some more then others. James noted how she was not in the formal clothes which she wore to class and the nerdy girl was now wearing a short black skirt, which was cut unevenly around the bottom and a green top which was conservative yet still showed something to stir a young mans imagination. Her hair was loose for once and she was wearing a little make up. It really brightened up her appearance just enough to bring out her features a little bit more.

"Kindly show us dear what you have found." Professor Dumbledore said to her, a fatherly smile adorned his face.

"Good evening." She said smoothly. It obviously hadn't fazed her to be speaking in front of all these people who were casting a judging eye over her. "As Albus said, I have been conducting a thorough research over certain countries who have claimed alliance with us. Well it seems that only one country, from my research is fully on board. That would be Australia. I found not one dark group in the out back. America I found was a far to big country to not be corrupted. Some of it's states were strong in their word, however a few seemed weak and over run in darkness. France and Spain completely lost causes and Bulgaria, now theres a whole new story. They were the worst country I found, they even have a school which is teaching the dark arks. It is basically a death eater training camp. Now here is a map of the world I have coloured all the countries, which I did not visit, yellow. The areas of the countries, which were, corrupted red and those, which weren't green. I also have here a diary of the events, which took place each, and everyday. In it I have names of suspected death eaters, addresses of camps and useful hide aways I found. Finally I have a report on what my own conclusions were and some possible solutions, which I thought up. Do we have any questions?" The order looked at the young girl stunned. Finally someone raised a hand.

"Mr Moody?" She asked. Professor Dumbledore had told her everyone's names, and well he was barely a face you would not remember.

"Miss Evans, how is it you have managed to achieve all this information in a year? I mean it is a fair deal." He asked. Lily noted that he had his eye trained on her. She knew that he was a top Aurour for the English ministry. She had heard countless death eaters worry over his name. She knew that he was looking at her thoroughly to determine whether or not she was truthful.

"That is a good question, the answer is simple. I worked hard. I worked long hours each day, I can assure you. Getting up as early as five Am to sneak around suspicious camps, and going to bed as late as 2 or 3 O'clock in the morning when I have been getting information out of people. If you would like to know exactly how then I suggest you read my diary." James decided this was a good idea and hastily picked up the large leather book.

"How exactly did you get the information out of people. I mean you could hardly just out rightly ask them?" Sirius Black asked.

"Couldn't I Mister Black?" She smirked. "I found with the right amount of alcohol ingested by them and an appropriate choice of attire, I could get most men to tell me anything."

"Amen to that!" Sirius grinned. Lily glared at him.

"And let me assure those of you who would think any differently," She stared pointedly at Sirius. "The people I spoke too would have passed out due to their alcohol consumption before I would have let them so much as touch me." This put a lot of people in their places.

"Miss Evans, may I ask why you accepted such a dangerous task? I mean after all you are only a young girl and I believe that you are very passionate about becoming a healer. Why put that on hold?" James asked looking up from her diary.

"Professor Potter." She smirked evilly. "You of all people should know eager I am to learn. I saw this as an opportunity to explore, to learn new things about the world and different ways of healing. After all I visited a great deal of hospitals to gather accounts of how many attacks the country had suffered. May I add all those figures are in my report."

"What about your family? Or any friends or boyfriends? Why leave them?" A tall well built man with green eyes asked.

"Mr...?"

"Longbottom." He informed her.

"Mr Longbottom, I have none of those commitments you mention. Death eaters murdered my family in my 5th year. I have had no serious boyfriends yet to speak of and my friends fully understood that I wanted a year out to study medicine as I told them. As a muggle born witch I am determined to help prevent others like myself from the pain which I have lived through."

"Thank you Miss Evans." Professor Dumbledore said laying the subject to rest. "Now that we have this information we need to decide what to do with it..." He trailed on and they discussed the evidence and idea's of how to use it.

After the meeting at the Order of the Phoenix, James and his mates decided to go out for a drink at their local boozer.

"So James, Remus, you never told us this girl who you don't like from your class was so HOT!" Sirius said as he placed four beers down onto the table.

"Sirius don't even think about it. I couldn't take having to try and make civil conversation with her out of class. And man I've never seen her dressed like that. She normally has her glasses on, a long skirt or trousers and a shirt." James replied shaking his head.

"Ok but mate, when you start doing the practical and they have to wear those uniforms, dude you have to let me sit in."

"No way. Not a chance in hell. Anyway dude you saw how she acted, I bet that was the most social interaction she ever has."

Peter chuckled. "Yeah she was a bit harsh with everyone wasn't she."

"You could say that." Remus smiled. "But you have not seen her when she's talking to Prongs in class, till then you don't know the meaning of harsh!"

"Shut up Moony. Ahhh man I cannot believe she is in the order. This is unfair."

Just then James heard a loud musical laugh. He turned round enchanted, wanting to see who it came from. His eye's rested not on the pretty blonde whom it must have come from but the red head sitting next to her.

There were four people on the table. Two males each were holding the hand of the female next to him. "Noway! Guys look over there!" The four boys all looked around seeing Lily Evans talking animatedly with Alice Hodges, Frank Longbottom and holding hands with Alex Bagnold, the ministers son himself.

They all stared at the group of people for a few minutes before Sirius exclaimed a; "Damn!"

"She has a boyfriend? And some friends?" James faltered.

"Well come on she is quite attractive, and I expect that she acts differently around people she seems to like." Remus said levelly.

James and Sirius did not reply they just looked towards Lily's table.

"I don't think they agree with you Moony." Peter said.

"I think your right Wormtail, I think you're right. So Pete how's it going as the assistant to the minister of magic?" Remus asked. And Peter and Remus had a little conversation.

"Quick she's coming!" James said urgently.

"Yeah start laughing, pretend I said something funny!" Sirius added. James hit him.

"Stop trying to impress her you dolt." He said.

"Impress who sir?" Lily Evans said in an angelic voice standing behind them. James turned round.

"Miss Evans? When did you come in?" He asked.

"About twenty minutes before you started staring at me." She replied sweetly.

"You must be mistaken. So what do we owe this pleasure?" He asked sarcastically.

"Actually I was just on my way out, I thought that I would say hello." She replied. "You know that beer you are all drinking is full of toxins, it's not really any good for you at all. Being a healer you should know that. Anyway I have to go. I have class tomorrow and I want to be up on time, my teacher already has the arse ache with me." Three of the boys on the table burst out laughing. James just glared.

"Well maybe if you showed him a bit of respect..." But she had already apperated away.