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Now I quite like this chapter so I hope you will too, well a bit of a cliffy none the less.

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The room was hot and steamy, every time James touched her Lily felt a sensation run through her. Every time he kissed her she shivered with pleasure. She was in absolute bliss.

Was this what James mad her feel?

Or was she supposed to feel like this with every bloke?

She didn't know. James had been her first since she had left school. Even in school she had only had one partner in this way. But even in the drunken state of last night she had remembered the sensations he had sent through her body. She had thought that because she was drunk she had remembered it differently to how it was.

But now, this it was pleasure beyond all pleasure. This was a tub of ice cream and five bars of chocolate all in one.

The next morning Lily found herself laying on a bed. It wasn't her bed and it didn't seem to be James' bed. She turned a little. And there was James laying next to her, stroking her hair and looking at her.

"Where are we?" She asked snuggling into the green quilt. This room was decorated in green.

"My house." He whispered back. "When you fell asleep I apperated us and all our stuff back here. Didn't want anyone catching us now did we."

"This isn't your room?" She asked still confused.

"Well my room is lacking a quilt so we're in a guest room."

"Are we really?" Lily asked with a cheeky grin. "Has it been used much before?" She added.

"Well unless Sirius enjoys his own company..." James laughed. "Why do you ask?" Lily didn't reply to this question with word, instead she set a quick kiss on his lips, then pulled away so her eyes could search his.

"Is this just lust or do we really like each other?" She questioned, climbing over her professor so as to straddle him.

"I was thinking along the same lines myself. I mean you have a boyfriend, I'm your teacher. Can this really be more then a two night thing?" He began kissing her neck and sucking his mark onto her.

"I have a feeling I would be disappointed if it were just a two night thing." Lily replied quietly as she rolled her neck back allowing him better access to her sensitive areas. She began running her hands over his chest which was still bare from the night before.

"As would I." James said huskily between kisses. He gently rolled their bodies over making Lily gasp as their bodies were pressed more firmly together. Her chest heaved as his mouth lowered and her hands felt the need to roam his back in swift and needy movements.

James' hands moved round her own back to find the clasp to her bra like they had done the night before and Lily's hands came to a halt, digging her nails in and gripping him with pleasure as his tongue made it's way over her erect nipples one by one.

Arching her body more willingly into his mouth Lily moved her hands down to his boxers and inside to where his member was throbbing excitedly making it's way up. She tickled and teased it lightly with one hand whilst the other pulled his boxers down. As they reached his thighs she raised her legs and pushed them the rest of the way off with her feet. He groaned erotically as the fabric of her undies pressed against his most sensitive area. The soft silk rubbing provokingly.

His mouth movements became more harsh and needy as she rubbed herself purposefully into him grinding her hips upwards. The torture she was doing to his body making him shiver with pleasure, was becoming more and more unbearable for him. He went to remove her panties from her but she stopped him. In quick, sharp intakes of breath she shook her head. He looked into her micheviously glowing eyes in confusion.

"With your mouth." She panted. Gosh this girl was going to be the death of him. He licked his lips and kissing down her body to where the hem of her knickers sat, he took the fabric between his teeth. As he slid them down he let his tongue slide down the inside of her leg all the way down to her toe. He dropped her undies on the bed then licked his way back up the inside of her other leg. She groaned from the intense feeling and pulled him back up to her level so his tongue could explore other parts of her, and other things could explore down there.

As they plunged in to an unending splash of passion, lust and erotic fulfilment, the couple had never felt more alive. In being with each other they knew what it meant to breath, how it was to fit perfectly into another and why it was important to live life to the max.

Never underestimating what the other can do and being surprised by the limits they would go to do it. Making love was a natural and desired occurrence between the two. Always wanting what wasn't supposed to be had. Forbidden fruit was always the tastiest- this was it no?

The rest of the day Lily and James just laid chatting. Lily told James more of her travels- he was surprised to hear that she had been scared at times. And James told Lily about losing his father, how it the worst he had ever felt and how she was the first person he had ever been able to talk to about it.

Lily had never felt as secure as she had today. In James' arms. She wondered what to do about Alex. He was so sweet and she loved him to pieces- perhaps she would feel as strongly about him aswell had she slept with him? He deserved just as much of a chance as James did, maybe even more so?

Undecided in what to do she apperated home from James' with a last sweet kiss on the lips. It left her tingling from the lips downwards. She spent the rest of her Saturday and most of her Sunday asleep- after all it had been quite a busy week and she hadn't had a lot of sleep.

Sunday evening she decided to catch up on the assignments she had neglected over the week. However every time she picked up her quill she couldn't help but think about James. So with a smile on her face she sent him an owl.

"If your name was homework I'd be doing you on my desk right now."

Was all it read. Minutes later she received a reply.

"I'm willing to change my name for an offer like that."

If Lily had dared to send any letter like that to Alex, it would have been all over the paper the next day. Plus the fact Lily thought he would have fainted at the innuendo.

Thinking of Alex she owled him and asked him to meet her On Monday after class. She had to decide once and for all whom she wanted- she couldn't just keep stringing both men along.

On Monday in her lesson, Lily had a great time in class for a change. Sure her and James were at each other's throats the whole time- but now neither of them meant it.

Lily would run down James' teaching methods and he in turn would pick on her for demonstrations. Although both parties enjoyed teasing the other, both also found it hard to be in the same proximity and not beable to touch the other.

"Miss Evans, a word please." James said after class. And Lily waited for the rest of the class to leave before walking over to James.

"Yes sir?" She asked innocently. James smiled adoringly at her.

"Just wondered if you fancied coming round for dinner tonight?"

"Oh." Lily was taken back, Alex was meeting her soon. "Sorry James, I have... um some stuff to sort out tonight." She replied guiltily.

"Oh." He said furrowing his eyebrows. "I see. Well I'll see you tomorrow then."

"Will do that." She smiled brightly, then checked around and kissed him softly on the lips. She gathered her bag and left the room, James watching even after she had left.

"Hey honey." Alex greeted her on arriving home. He kissed her on the cheek. "How was class today?"

"Oh yeah it was ok." She replied

"Ok? Just ok?" he teased.

"Well what am I supposed to say- It was magnificent, I mean first we learnt about Splinching how it happens and how to fix it, then we got to explore the pleasures of how infection occurs when Splinching isn't properly healed."

"See you had a wonderful day." He laughed. Lily hit him lightly.

"How was your day then?"

"It was ok." He laughed. She pushed him back into the sofa for this remark.

"So Mr smart guy, what do you fancy doing tonight then." Alex gained a very smug smile on his face.

"Well, I was thinking we go into the dinning room." He led Lily into her own dining room and turned the light off.

Lily was stunned. Before her was a small table with two places set. A candle was set in the middle and a soft romantic music was playing in the background.

"Milady." He said leading her to a seat and pulling her chair out for her, then taking his own seat opposite her. "I thought we could have a nice dinner. We haven't really seen a lot of each other recently." Lily gulped guiltily.

"I know, I'm sorry. I've been busy." She poured out quickly. So far she wasn't having a bad time. Perhaps she had jumped into it with James too quickly.

"Don't worry I understand- becoming a healer is a lot of hard work. I couldn't have you being any less then you dream can I?" Lily positively beamed.

Suddenly the door opened and in came a small house elf carrying two trays. Lily turned her nose up slightly. She didn't really agree with house elves, she felt they were servant labour.

Through out the meal Lily had a pleasant time. It was just she felt that she was part of a play or something. It was like they were the perfect little couple talking about the perfect little couple things. They sounded like it was coming from a script. And once the normal conversations were covered they had nothing left in common to talk about. With James it was all so much more natural and comfortable.

Lily didn't know why, she just had to give him one more chance. Alex would be the sensible and safe option to have chosen but James, James was another story completely he was where her heart was leading her.

But Alex had been with her for almost a year now they had history. She couldn't just drop him for a weeks worth of "fun" with someone else. He needed one more chance. That's why she said the sentence which she would later regret beyond all regrets so far in her life.

"Do you want to come upstairs?"

And that's why when she started kissing him, she didn't feel that familiar tingle.

And that's why she felt sick and needed to stop, but couldn't find it in her heart to break away.

And that's why when there was a knock at her front door she ran through the rooms of her house in triumph, not bothering to straighten her self out.

And that's why when the man standing at her front door turned pale so did she.

It had happened so quickly. Lily opened the front door to find James Potter, Alex coming up behind her, looking just as well dressed as she did.

"May we help you?" Alex had asked James.

"Um, yes, um Miss Evans said to pop by so she could give me her homework." James stuttered. In actual fact he had come to retrieve his quilt. Sirius had started to ask questions and James had merely replied that it was being dry cleaned. Lily looked at him guiltily yet questionably. Still she ran up and found some homework for him.

When he left she knew her answer. James' face had been to her readably sad, he had known she had a boyfriend but he hadn't seen them actually together. She knew that she would be in trouble. But she felt that when he left it may just be for good. She felt if it was for good, she may never be the same again.

"Shall we get back then?" Alex asked with a cheeky smile.

"I'm sorry Al, I don't feel in the mood anymore." Lily replied in a huff.

"Ok then, well I suppose I should go I have something really important to do anyway." He apperated away leaving Lily to hate and berate herself.

What had she done?