(a/n): okay, i'm new to this fanfic thing, so please R&R (i need some ideas). oh, and i love writing from Aaya's POV, but i'm a girl and don't really know what he would think....ideas?

September 1-

Dear Diary, today was the first day of school. I was the first of the mabudachi trio to arrive, and I got the pleasure of greeting gure-san and tori-san at the door. Gure and I hugged, and recited out greeting: "now gure-san, you haven't been cheating on me while we were apart, have you?" and then Gure says "why would I do something like that, Aya?" and we both say "ALLRIGHT!". Charming isn't it? Tori just rooolled his eyes... but ddep down, he's trying not to laugh... i just know it! Our Algebra II teacher is extremly gorgeous... Gure and i have play a little trick on her... it soemhow involves her turning around to face the board, and a hook coming from the cieling.... and her skirt...

September2-

Today was the second day of school. The second day, and already the administration has been acting like idiots lecturing us on how to "apply" ourselves. I think this is just stupid, if I wanted to learn how to "apply" myself, I would have learned a LONG time ago. We have a new principal- Mr. Clan. He seems to be disturbed by my hair, but he has yet to confront me about it (I think our last principal warned him about me... and Gure) Tori-san is already showing off his skills as a perfect student. Gack! Sometimes he makes me sick. Why does he try so hard to please the teachers? I mean, I only go for laughs, but he actually tries to make them like him. Weird......

Septmeber 3-

Well, this has been a fine first week. I have officially frightened off my classmates- they have finally begun to realize that I have no wish to be "normal"... I mean, it sounds sooo boring! Gure-san has come up with an amazing idea: he is going to write a manga, staring yours truly.... (and Tori) I am simply gorgeous in his manga- my hair is pulled back and all twisted up and.. oh, there is simply no point in attempting to describe it: I will have to get gure san to give me a copy of his drawings.... That would be a lovely addition don't you think?

Septemeber 4-

Well, school is out for the weekend and I am having the time of my life. Today I went to a party (YAY!) for an acquaintance of mine- her name is Shana, the party was a bit of a drag, but I went swimming and I watched anime on tv. THAT was the highlight of my evening, upstairs, watching anime while a bunch of drunk idiots hit a ball back and forth on a volleyball court- although, I must admit, THAT was QUITE amusing.......

I was up talking to Gure-san on the internet last night- imagine what it would be like without that lovely contraption.... it would be like life without Gure-san- I'm just not complete...I have a large pile of textbooks full of home work that my teachers actually expect me to do... the fools! Can't they see I have more to do with my life than sit around doing algebra? Phh! Well, I will just have to explain my priorities to them.. this could take a while.....

September 5-

Ah... complete relaxation. I hate it! I need noise! I need stimulation! (I mean the only reason I even GO to school is the stimulation of human contact outside of my family... although it is hard to really enjoy yourself with this !!!#$ curse!!! Sorry, I do get a bit carried away at times.. but I was so looking forward to that party at Kina's house... it was going to be unupvised too! But our stupid family head, Akito refuses to let me. I hate having to listen to that brat! For one thing he's spoiled rotten, and the next he's only nine years old. How can he understand the yearnings of a man? It is sort of depressing-talking to him I mean. All he ever talks about is how much he hates Yuki... I almost feel sorry for the little guy (Yuki), growing up all by himself- he's not even allowed out of the house to go to school! They have to bring a Sohma (an outsider) who is a teacher to come and tutor him... well, he's getting very bright, according to Akito, but he has some "major" problems he needs to get rid of. Akito refers to Yuki like a dog with fleas. I hate him! I hope he dies, I really do! I hope that someday his ill health will take away his life- he has no right to treat my baby brother like a dog! Three years does not give him that authority. I thought at first that might be my job, but I see now that as his older borhter, I need to help him.. too bad he barely knows me, let alone the fact that he is not allowed outside of his "room"! How can our family be properly governed by such and idiot?! Damn, I just wish I could kill him....

September 6-

Another day, another dream: last night I had trouble getting to sleep (thinking of Kina), and when I finally did get some z's, I had an awfull dream: Akito was yelling at yuki like he always does, he was threatening him with "the room", and yuki was terrified- but when I saw Yuki's face, it was mine! I was yuki! Then Akito looked into my eyes and said, Ayame Sohma... what should I do with you...? I woke up, sweating. I don't know, but there was something about the malicious glint in his eyes, and the way he smiled... almost as if my pain was pleasing to him.... But how can that be?? I barely know him, I just know I hate him for what he's done to yuki..... I'm confused, and I have a headache. It's history class, something that normally puts me to sleep.. I think I'll just take a little nap...just.. a ...short nap... I'll be ...awake...before....the .....bell.....zzzzzzzzz

September 7-

I got detention for my "little nap" yesterday... apparently, I was still sleeping when the bell rang, and no one could wake me up... Even Gure –san -he tried by whispering something into my ear-normally something like that would wake me up right away, but... well, at least I remember what he said: it filled my dreams, which lasted for the whole day, by the way... I has in heaven for one school day...oh, the sweet memories.... I definitely owe Gure-San... but what can I give him... we already skipped school to go THERE recently, and I don't wan to be repetitive.... Oh! I have just the idea! Now all I need to do is stop off at the appliance store and get some PCV piping, and corn syrup...

a/n: okay...umm, i know this is really bad, please R&R... criticism is wholeheartedly welcome, just no pointless flame-throwers... oh yeah, and please give me some ideas on what i cna do with Aaya.. i might make this a journal from Tori's and Gure's POV too... :P thanx for reading! next chapter will be up soon...