A/N: Amanda!!!!!!! Keep your mouth shut! I don't want anyone to find
out who the dead body is. If people knew they wouldn't read my story
and what fun is that?!? Anyways, who knows (other than you), it could
very well be a homeless person? I'm strange like that; you's should
know that by now! Anyways, ON WIN THE SHOW!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Chapter Eighteen
My eyes opened and were met with the ghastly sight of white. White walls, white lights, white sheets, white everything!!!!!!! After staring at blackness for who knows how long, this sight was painful to my eyes. Wait a minute! I opened my eyes once again. I can see! No more black. As I was basking in the glory of being able to see I noticed something that wasn't white. It was Ray. He sat in the corner farthest from my bed.
"Hey Ray." My voice was horrible and scratchy but I continued talking. "What are you doing here?"
"I'm so sorry Lily." He stood up and gripped my hand as he sat in the chair next to mine. For a split second I thought I saw someone peering into the room but then again, this is a hospital. It's most likely a nurse.
"Ray...I don't want to blame you. I mean, technically it was your fault but...I should have stopped you. And I didn't, and that was my fault." Tears streamed down my face in hot floods. I thought I heard someone shuffle outside but once again I reminded myself that I was in the hospital and sick people were coming back and forth.
"Lily, I never thought this would happen. I never thought Travis would find out. He's so mad at me. I hate seeing him like this. He's angry but still upset. He's sad. I can read it in his eyes. And I know it's all my fault and that hurts more than anything." I noticed how his words would break as tears ran down his face and fell to the floor. Seeing Ray cry was nothing new to me. I had seen him cry many times but...this time just seemed different. Maybe because this hurt him so badly. I slid my arms around his neck and held him as we cried into each other's shoulders.
"You really love him don't you?" Our crying had died down and we were just sitting there.
"Yah, I do." More tears flowed out of my eyes. For some reason my eyes flew to the door. I had heard another noise but I had to keep reminding myself that it was nothing. I guess I'm just hoping for it to be Travis.
"Ray, I've never felt like this before. I have butterflies in my stomach consistently and whenever I see him the butterflies want to come out. When he said he wanted to break up I just...I couldn't take it and I guessed that's why I passed out." Ray looked at me and then looked away with a sad look on his face.
"Lily, the doctors think...they think something might be wrong with your blood. They're not sure but this is the second time you've passed out and...it could be leukemia. But they're not sure." My heart stopped and I ceased to breath. My body froze into place and a cold chill ran up my spine. I saw Ray notice this and he quickly spoke up. "They said it could be nothing!!! Lily you've also been under a lot of stress and that could have caused that unconsciousness." I let out a breath of air. I was terrified more than ever but I had to believe that this was just stress.
"Ray, where's Travis?"
"He hasn't been here the entire time you've been in the hospital. He refuses to see you. Say's it would be too painful to see the girl who cheated on him." I felt my cheeks tingle as more tears formed in my eyes. "He said that if he saw you like this he would give in and be with you again. And he doesn't want to do that."
A/N: Ha-ha-ha-ha!!!!!!!!!!! Take that MoonGopher! Lily MIGHT have cancer! HeheheheHahahahaHohohohohoh!!!!!!!!!!!! Naw, I'm over the MoonGopher thing. Some people are just very vocal with their opinions. I still don't think she/he should have told us what to and what not to write but hey...I don't own her/him.
Anyways, I hope you liked. If you did than review! It won't kill you. Plus it make's me happy and a happy me means more chapters. Which brings me to my next topic. I'm going camping this week until the 2nd so I won't be posting. Sorry but I LOVE hiking which is weird because I hate physical activity to the highest extent. But I'm NOT fat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Trina
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Chapter Eighteen
My eyes opened and were met with the ghastly sight of white. White walls, white lights, white sheets, white everything!!!!!!! After staring at blackness for who knows how long, this sight was painful to my eyes. Wait a minute! I opened my eyes once again. I can see! No more black. As I was basking in the glory of being able to see I noticed something that wasn't white. It was Ray. He sat in the corner farthest from my bed.
"Hey Ray." My voice was horrible and scratchy but I continued talking. "What are you doing here?"
"I'm so sorry Lily." He stood up and gripped my hand as he sat in the chair next to mine. For a split second I thought I saw someone peering into the room but then again, this is a hospital. It's most likely a nurse.
"Ray...I don't want to blame you. I mean, technically it was your fault but...I should have stopped you. And I didn't, and that was my fault." Tears streamed down my face in hot floods. I thought I heard someone shuffle outside but once again I reminded myself that I was in the hospital and sick people were coming back and forth.
"Lily, I never thought this would happen. I never thought Travis would find out. He's so mad at me. I hate seeing him like this. He's angry but still upset. He's sad. I can read it in his eyes. And I know it's all my fault and that hurts more than anything." I noticed how his words would break as tears ran down his face and fell to the floor. Seeing Ray cry was nothing new to me. I had seen him cry many times but...this time just seemed different. Maybe because this hurt him so badly. I slid my arms around his neck and held him as we cried into each other's shoulders.
"You really love him don't you?" Our crying had died down and we were just sitting there.
"Yah, I do." More tears flowed out of my eyes. For some reason my eyes flew to the door. I had heard another noise but I had to keep reminding myself that it was nothing. I guess I'm just hoping for it to be Travis.
"Ray, I've never felt like this before. I have butterflies in my stomach consistently and whenever I see him the butterflies want to come out. When he said he wanted to break up I just...I couldn't take it and I guessed that's why I passed out." Ray looked at me and then looked away with a sad look on his face.
"Lily, the doctors think...they think something might be wrong with your blood. They're not sure but this is the second time you've passed out and...it could be leukemia. But they're not sure." My heart stopped and I ceased to breath. My body froze into place and a cold chill ran up my spine. I saw Ray notice this and he quickly spoke up. "They said it could be nothing!!! Lily you've also been under a lot of stress and that could have caused that unconsciousness." I let out a breath of air. I was terrified more than ever but I had to believe that this was just stress.
"Ray, where's Travis?"
"He hasn't been here the entire time you've been in the hospital. He refuses to see you. Say's it would be too painful to see the girl who cheated on him." I felt my cheeks tingle as more tears formed in my eyes. "He said that if he saw you like this he would give in and be with you again. And he doesn't want to do that."
A/N: Ha-ha-ha-ha!!!!!!!!!!! Take that MoonGopher! Lily MIGHT have cancer! HeheheheHahahahaHohohohohoh!!!!!!!!!!!! Naw, I'm over the MoonGopher thing. Some people are just very vocal with their opinions. I still don't think she/he should have told us what to and what not to write but hey...I don't own her/him.
Anyways, I hope you liked. If you did than review! It won't kill you. Plus it make's me happy and a happy me means more chapters. Which brings me to my next topic. I'm going camping this week until the 2nd so I won't be posting. Sorry but I LOVE hiking which is weird because I hate physical activity to the highest extent. But I'm NOT fat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Trina