Chapter 4: Sunnyhell now and forever...

Buffy moaned as she awoke grabbing her neck where just seconds again William...Spike...who ever that had been had bite her. She shuttered. But not for the gross factor. The whole thing had turned her on. She was beginning to become worried. She moved and fell off of the table she had been placed on.

"DAMNIT!!!" She screamed as she hit the floor. She grumbled and pushed herself up. "Just my luck."

"Buffy?" Giles asked as he appeared in the room. "Your awake...Good." He said.

"Yeah....The falling down part." She waved her hands around as she got up into a chair. "It's nothing. I promise." He sighed and rolled his eyes.

"We have found some more information about what might be happening to you." He said looking up from a book.

"Yeah, what?" She asked yawning. "God! Doesn't he ever get enough sleep!" She cried.

"You have both been sleep depraved for close to a week. I would have to say that you might be the one who is tired." She bit her lip as she thought about that.

"Maybe...I just..."She closed her eyes. "What did you find?" She asked.

"Quite a lot..." He reopened the book and handed it to her. She rubbed her eyes and moved the book around.

"It's in like French, so something.

"Or something." Giles grumbled. "It a language that was before time." She laughed and passed him back the book.

"Sorry can't say I can read that." She shrugged. "What's it say?" Giles cleared his throat and began to read.

"In the year of the new beginnings the chosen two will be show their destiny's. From the powers that have decreed what is to be. They will meet upon the mouth of Hell and everything we come to what is to be. They will face-" He stopped.

"What will they face?!? Where's the rest of it?!?"

"It ends there." He informed her as she jumped up.

"You have to be wrong. That doesn't answer anything." She growled as she covered another yawn.

"Buffy, you really should get some sleep. There is nothing you can do." She nodded. "And with Spike on his way."

"I know. I should be at the best of my game." He nodded and smiled.

"Willow and Oz have set up a cot in the back. I think it would be safer if you stayed her for the night. I have already called Joyce." Buffy smiled.

"Thanks." She said softly as she moved towards her temporary bedroom. "Wake me up around eight if I haven't already gotten up." She said as she laid down and pulled a blanket over herself. Going fast asleep as soon as her head hit the pillow.

"Stupid red eye flights." Spike grumbled as he stepped outside of the LA. He looked around for a cab driver. "Damn Dru, stealing my bloody car." He mumbled as he flagged down a cab. Growling slightly he got in.

"Where to bud?" The driver asked.

"SunnyHell." He replied as he settled down for a nap.

"You mean Sunnydale." The driver said. Spike nodded, but mumbled.

"No I really mean Sunnyhell." Then he was asleep.

Buffy slowly makes her way towards Spike's crypt. She is walking purposefully and with a look of determination on her face. She opens the door and walks in.

"If I'd've known you were coming, I'd've baked a cake." Spike stated looking up at her smiling. She didn't smile back.

"Tell me you love me." She demanded.

"I love you." He said watching her carefully.

"Tell me you want me." She continued walking closer

"I always want you." He said moving over to her. He grabs her and pushes her down as he begins to kiss her like they have no time left to be together. He moves over top of her and grabs her top pulling it over her head his lips travel down her neck licking and nipping. She moans and her nails dig into his back. His lips cover her bra as he licks at her nipple.

"You are my everything. My anything." He says between licks as his hands travel lower to graze her jeans. His fingers play over her button and zipper as she moans . He kisses down her stomach pushing her pants down her legs with his hands. She helps him as she kicks off her pants when they reach her ankles. She licks her lips as he hovers over her.

"Tell me you want me." He said a smirk playing across his features.

"I want you in me." She said avoiding a straight answer.

"Tell me you need me." He growled lifting his head from her.

"I need you in me." She grunted out as he stopped.

"Tell me you love me." She closed her mouth.

"I can't." She stated.

"Love me?" He asked worried.

"Tell you.' She said, watching his reaction she bit her lip a tear forming in her eyes. "I'm sorry." She said brushing his check softly. "But I just can't."

"But maybe someday." He said hopefully, she nodded.

"Maybe someday."

The two lay wrapped in a Persian rug looking up at the ceiling. Buffy rolled over to face Spike. "Do you think we will ever be able to just be us?" She asked tracing light patterns over his chest. He sighed.

"I'm not sure. I hope that one day I can just be with you and not worry about you running away, to ashamed to be near me." He said.

"I'm not ashamed." She said as she kissed his check." He smiled at her softly.

"Then what is stopping us from being together?" He asked. She paused in thought. Licking her lips she frowned. Nothing was. It was all her. She was the reason that they still hid in the shadows. Why they were never around one another during the day or when her friends were there. Spike was safe as long as the others didn't know about him. They would never let her be this happy if they could help it. They pulled her out of heaven and they would do it again if they got the chance. That is why she kept Spike a secret. He was her little slice of Heaven. And she could never give that up.

Buffy feels time change around her. She looks down and she is completely dressed. "Huh?" She asked out loud. She looked over and there stands Spike.

"Slayer?" He asked, confused as she is.

"It's over." She stated, hearing his heart break along with his. She can't let the others tear them apart so she would skip right to the point.

"I've memorized this tune, luv." He informs her watching her carefully as she moves away as he steps closer.

Tears sprout in Buffy's eyes. "I'm using you... and it's killing me." She said her heart breaking completely. She held back the tears as she turned and walked from the building. She heard Spike cry out in pain as she left. She wanted to turn around so badly. If she would only turn around....But she didn't, she couldn't, he deserved better and she couldn't let her friends take another part of heaven from her.

Time picks up around the couple again and drops them into a new setting. Spike has Buffy pinned to the ground. She struggles against him wearing her bathrobe. They are in her bathroom as she cries out in pain. Her back is on fire as the wound is tore open.

"I'm gonna make you feel it." Spike yelled at her. "You have to feel something." He gasps as he fight her.

"Ah! Stop!" She cried out. "Oh my god. Please stop Spike. You're hurting me." She said as tears ran down her face. "I need to you to stop." She pleaded. "I want you to stop!" She screamed. Spike seems to come to them. He jumps back off of her and leans on the sink, looking horrified at his attempted rape of Buffy.

Buffy slowly climbs to her feet, clutching her robe to her body. Her looks show her emotion. She is hurt and betrayed that he would do this to her. After everything she gave up to be with him. So she says the only thing that will hurt him.

"Ask me again why I could never love you."

Spike feels horrible as time spins around them again. Now Buffy is the only one that comes to a complete stop. Spike watches from behind a wall as a man shoots Buffy as she is talking to Xander in her backyard. He cries out and tries to get to her but he can't move. He gasps as she falls to the ground as the man fires more shots.

"OH-God." Spike said. "No please. Save her someone." He screamed. But no one can hear him, Buffy is laying there dying because he ran away. He growled at himself. What was wrong with him.

Now it's Buffy's turn to watch as Spike walks into a cave in what looks to be a new world. He is brusied and beaten but he looks so happy. He is speaking with a demon but Buffy can't make out what is being said. She watches in horror as bugs climb over him. She screamed for him, trying to help him but he can't hear her and soon everything stops and the demon and him begin to talk again.

"-your soul." Is all Buffy's catches before the world turns upside down again.

Time is coming to them slower. Willow saved Buffy and they are slowly coming to a stand still. Suddenly. Like they hit the end of the ride they slam into what can only be described as their future.

Spike is shackled to a rocky cave wall. He has just about given up. He shook his head as he sees someone coming towards him

"A knife, now, is it? "He asks the figure. Buffy steps closer to him with a large kinfe in hand. She is cut and bruised, she has been in a serious fight. Her face shows no feelings at all. She weakly laughs and begins with a conversation. "What'll...what'll that...you—you can't hurt me. You're—you're just a bloody figment, you are. You're just..."

Buffy approaches him slowly and cuts him loose of his tethers. He collapses forward and braces himself with his hand on her shoulder. When he touches her and realizes she's real, he smiles and squints, searching her face intently. She looks into his eyes, tapping an emotional connection between them. He almost breaks down in joy. Buffy's face is filled with pain and fear for her lover.

"You. Oh. "He puts his arm over her shoulder, and she puts her arm around his waist. Although Spike is weak and limping, they walk out of the cave together. As it will always be.

Buffy slowly wakes up looking around. That was different then the rest. This one seemed...possible. She shuttered remembering the way she had treated him. She had been so mean. She shivered what was wrong with her. She was feeling bad for SPIKE...the big bad. She closed her eyes and wiped at the sleepiness that was in them. When she removed her hands she was amazed to wetness. She had been crying...in her sleep. She looked over at the door, could she really go and face her friends after that? She knew it was a dream...she hoped that it was a dream, because if it wasn't then she didn't know if she could every look them in the eyes again.

Spike slowly woke up as the cab driver was knocking on the connector window. He growled in frustration. He was interested in that dream. It seemed almost...real...his feelings, the way he acted, it was almost him. Without any different pieces of reality. The only bit was that he was in love with the Slayer. He shuttered. He still couldn't believe every thing that was in that dream. He hoped that it wasn't their future, and not because he didn't look forward to loving someone again, but because he didn't want the slayer to be hurt so much by her mates.

TBC...I know bad ending...but I thought that you all deceived a new chapter so this is what I came up with I hope that you like it....Next chapter Spike and Buffy meet in the real world...Let me know which of the AU's you like the best or if you want me to come up with some new ones...I have one more new one....I think all you human lovers will enjoy it ;) stay tuned to find out what I mean...and keep the reviews coming....