Author: I'm so sorry it takes me forever to update peoples! Don't hate me!
Zazan: I'm glad u like it, Goku is being mean it seems.
Clarobell: This chap is kinda rushed but hopefully in the next we'll see more of Bulma.
Nitara: Don't kill Goku? :frowns: But the other person wanted him to die. Gah the decisions!
animeprincees1452: The lemon wasn't bad, but then again it wasn't good. :grins: Bleh and I'm sorry for the slow updates.
Keighlee: Well we might see more of Bulma in the next chap :laughs: but Chi-Chi is dead. I only mentioned it briefly though so :shrugs: But I'm glad u like it so far!
fan: :laughs: I'd like to what I write next too :winces: really need to think out the chaps beforehand.
The Chi-Chi Slaughter House: Glad u liked the very short lemon! :dies: The evilness. :perks up: and yur lemon was great! :nods: Really good job, it's too bad u didn't post it, but again with the possible thing with deleting yur account. Thanks fer reviewing though!
Flashback
Vegeta lifted himself from the ground weakly and frowned in discomfort at the soreness in his backside.
"You wait Kakarot, I will have my revenge." He hissed as he limped away.
He left the saiyan there in the dark forest, bathed in the moonlight that had stolen his mind.
"Vegeta, you can't stay in there forever you know!" Bulma called. "You need to tell me what happened!"
Vegeta growled and continued to ignore the insistent pounding on his bedroom door. He buried himself father under his protective covers and closed his eyes.
Finally Bulma seemed to get the hint and walked away with a finally thump of her fist on the door.
Vegeta sighed in relief and fell back into his sour thoughts. His rear end felt as though it was still being filled by his enemy, the lingering pain a reminder of his weakness.
I'm always weak though, isn't that the reason I'm constantly being abused?
Vegeta shook his head at his reasoning. "I'm a fucking prince, I can't be weak."
Then why is this happening? Why did I submit to that baka?
You are a submissive male Vegeta, remember that.
Vegeta blinked, eyes widening as he remembered the conversation from his childhood.
Flashback
"But father, why do I have to go with that monster Frieza?" A childish voice asked.
The King of Saiyans looked down at his small son and patted his head.
"It is for our planet my son, because of you we will live." He tried to explain.
A young Vegeta pouted as he bowed his head. "But I will miss you." He said softly.
The King rapped his son on the head sharply. "Never admit to those types of emotions, they make you weak. If you are to be a great ruler you need to be strong."
Vegeta cowered and gently rubbed his head with his tiny hands where he had been hit.
"Yes father." He whispered.
"Another thing you must be aware of is your rank, never let those with a lower rank get close to you, it is disrespectful and wrong." He continued.
"Yes father." Vegeta nodded.
The older man suddenly swooped down and kneeled before the young child, staring him in the eye with orbs equally dark.
"Vegeta, you must be aware of what you are." Black eyes bored into Vegeta's widened stare.
"What I am?" Vegeta repeated in confusion.
"You are sadly a submissive male." The man said with slight disgust. "That means when you find your mate you will obey him or her, you will be the weaker."
"I'm not weak!" Vegeta snapped.
"You must be stronger, if you attain strength you will not be able to be dominated." His father said forcefully, gripping Vegeta's shoulders tightly.
"I will never allow myself to stoop that low." Vegeta growled.
His father shook his head. "When the time comes your blood will call for your mate, for a dominant." He looked away. "Never has one of our own line been submissive.
Vegeta remained silent, he was a disappointment to his father, that's what the man before him was saying.
"I'm sorry." Vegeta whispered lowly.
The King waved his hand. "It's done, you are my heir and I can't change that." He said as though he had contemplated the idea in the past.
Vegeta nodded mutely and followed his father as they moved down the long hallway. He swore to himself that he would never fail his father or their planet.
"You leave with Frieza tomorrow." His father said offhandedly.
Vegeta felt his heart drop in his chest and he nodded. "Yes father."
The King continued walking, trailing the tiny prince behind him.
"You are a submissive male Vegeta, remember that. Do not fail me or our bloodline with your submissive habits."
"Yes father."
End Flashback
Vegeta found himself trembling beneath the covers as the horrible memories bombarded his thoughts.
"I failed him, I failed all of them." He struggled to hold his tears.
Why was I different, why did I have to be the one to destroy our bloodline?
He knew it wasn't his fault his planet had been destroyed but he was still scarred by his father's words.
"I'm useless to this world, no one needs me." He growled to himself.
He rose from bed, allowing the covers to fall to the ground and made his way to the bathroom.
"I'll just be doing everyone a favor when I take my life." He sighed.
The shower was turned on with numb hands and Vegeta shivered as the icy spray of needles tickled across his skin. He turned to the mirror and stared at his reflection, loathing the face that looked back at him.
"You're nothing." He spat at his twin.
He knew he wouldn't get a response, yet still his fist shot out to crash into the reflective glass. It rained slivers of sharpness across his skin as he remained still.
Tiny slices appeared on his skin, trailing small rivulets of blood down his body.
"Worthless." He hissed, deftly grabbing a cracked piece of the mirror.
The pain was nothing compared to the hate he felt as he slit his wrists open to the crisp air of morning.
His hand opened slowly, dropping his weapon to shatter amongst its brothers and he turned toward the shower. His clothes were shed and unceremoniously dropped to the cold tiles.
The trail of blood followed him across the floor and into the water in a bright hue of red. His skin immediately sprouted goose bumps as the water washed over him with numbing cold.
He sank to his knees in the shower and allowed the water to wash away everything he had once been. All he could see was red now as his life essence poured from his arms.
"It doesn't matter anymore." He whispered.
Numbness washed over him, filling his limbs with lead heaviness. His vision began to blur as his body shut down, drowning him in grey darkness.
"Vegeta?" a voice broke into his fuzzy haze.
…Who?
Vegeta blinked his heavy eyelids and vaguely heard the gasp of surprise as the trespasser found the state he was in.
"Vegeta!" The being screamed.
Vegeta's head bowed forward onto his chest and his body soon followed as he crashed down into the puddle of frigid water below the showerhead.
Strong arms latched onto his body and ripped him from the pink water roughly.
"Damn." Vegeta hissed.
Darkness filled his vision and he welcomed the black shadows of death.
Author: I know it sucked but school does too as I continue to remind all of u. Watch out for forest fires! And try to do yur evil homework! :dies: