A/N:: It will be a long time before there is a lemon. I am trying to figure out a way to get it in but I totally ruined my story. Anyways, if I were you I would stop reading it right now. It sucks.

Kagome fell into her bed heavily. She had shared a lot with her mom, and it embarrassed her a little. But it also felt good to tell someone about what was going on in her life. She looked at her clock. 9:00. It was very early for her to go to bed, but she had been through a lot.

"Inu Yasha..." She mumbled just before she drifted into her world of dreams. She laid there, a slight smile on her face until she heard a thump on her floor. She opened her eyes slowly to see Inu Yasha looking down at her.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know you were asleep."

" I wasn't really. Thank you for coming."

"Yeah, I just had to tell the others that you came back. Otherwise they would have a panic attack."

Kagome sat up. Her pajama bottoms fell down a little, but she pulled them up before the boy noticed.

"So, how are you?"

"I'm doing okay. I had a talk with my mom tonight, so I feel a little less guilty"

"What do you mean? How could you feel guilty? You're the victim." Inu Yasha was a little angry that she would even try to blame herself.

"Well, I'm past the other stuff, but what is really bugging me now is you."

"What?" Inu Yasha sat on her fluffy bed next to her. She looked so hot with her skimpy tank top and her eyes looking down. He knew that she was upset but he couldn't help but chuckle.

"What? I'm serious."

"I'm sorry, I was just thinking about how much I love you." He only received a small smile before she continued.

"Inu Yasha, I have been torn apart. I'm no longer innocent. You can't even imagine what I went through that night. But what is killing me even more is that I can never be what you want. I love you, and I wanted to be with you forever, but I'm unfit to even hug you."

"Kagome, what the hell are you talking about? I love you. I know what happened, but I can't judge you for that because you couldn't help it. Of course I still want to live my life with you."

"But Inu Yasha," her voice was nothing but a stifled whisper. Her tears were leaving small damp spots on her bottoms. "I'm no longer pure. I'm no longer clean. I am used. How could you ever take me that way? All I wanted was one man but now I cannot be loved by anyone. How could you bear to be with me if you knew that another man had also been there? How could you live with the fact that he was all over me?"

Inu Yasha closed his eyes slowly. He hugged Kagome into him and rested his cheek upon the top of her head. Her raven hair smelled so sweet. But so did she. " Kagome, I want my love to take away all those memories. I want you to only laugh, and be happy. I don't care if you have supposedly lost your virginity because to me it doesn't count. To me you didn't do anything. That bastard was the only on who did anything. But I love you, and I plan on showing you how much." He released her and stood in front of her solemnly. She looked up at him anxiously.

"But not yet. Not here."

Kagome sighed. She was falling asleep and she stretched herself out again. Inu Yasha brought her blankets over her warm body and kissed her cheek. He sat down beside her bed and fell into his own world of bliss, bathing in his love's sweet scent.

Inu Yasha awoke with a start. He jumped up and stared at Kagome in horror. Her scream was short, but to him it seemed eternal. He hugged her tightly and she woke up. She was sweating and he could feel her heart pounding against his bicep.

"Inu...Yasha" She fell back to sleep and he rested her head on her pillow. He knew what she was screaming about and it stabbed him through his heart to think about it. He rested his head lightly on her chest and her hand rested on his silver hair. Even though he knew that she was asleep, he could not. He was too worried. As the morning drew near, he began to hear her mumble his name in her sleep. His ears perked up and he listened closely.

"Don't leave me... why...love you...Kikyo..." He glanced up to see tiny drops of water slide slowly down her cheeks. She looked so peaceful, but also so sad.

' Kagome, I'll never leave you. Kikyo is nothing anymore.'

Kagome felt the sunshine warm her pale cheeks. She felt Inu Yasha's silken hair between her fingers and she smiled to herself. She ran them through and he lifted his head.

"So, can you brush my hair today?"

Kagome laughed and it made him smile to see her back to her self. "Yes, of course!" She looked better today. Her eye was back to a normal color and her lip was almost healed. Her eyes, too, had a sparkle to them. She sat up easily and bent down to kiss Inu Yasha. He was surprised to feel her kiss so hard. She was totally turning him on. Her mouth, though she had morning breath, tasted like candy, and he couldn't help but think to himself how lucky he was.

"I'm sorry, I need to brush my teeth. I'll be back. She disappeared into her bathroom for a few minutes, but returned looking fresh and cheerful. She sat down on his lap and gave him a pout. "You know, I had a rough night last night. I kept having bad dreams."

"I know. I heard you, but I calmed you down a little."

She smiled at him and stood up. "I have to get a shower and change, okay? I'll be right out."

She grabbed some clothes and ran into the bathroom. Inu Yasha heard the water turn on and began to look through her closet. He found a white, silk kimono with pink flowers and a baby pink obi belt. He looked at it. It was so pretty, and he wanted her to wear it. He was so used to seeing her in her uniform, it would be nice to see her in something decent.

"Or maybe not. Let's see what other skirts she has."

"I have this one." She walked out of the bathroom, a cloud of steam following her. He looked with wide eyes. This skirt was very short. It was white with a blue bow on the waist. It sat on her hips, and he couldn't believe how tiny it was.

"What? Do you not like it?"

"Uh, no. I really like it." She stared at him with a cocked eyebrow.

"You've been hanging out with Miroku too much. I think that I'll change. It's getting kind of cold."

"Please don't. I like it when you wear skirts." She reached into her sock drawer and sighed. After digging for quite some time she pulled out a pair of her leg warmers and threw them on. She smiled at him and stuck her tongue out teasingly.

"All right, what do you want to do today?" She saw the look of lust in his eyes and shook her head.

"How about we do stuff with your friends? I haven't met them, but they seem nice in the pictures."

"If we do, you have to pretend like you are really nice and "

"Pretend? I am nice!"

"Not to strangers. They kind of know who you are, but they think you're rude. Any ways, I'll get you some clothes and a hat. We can go out to breakfast or something. Kagome ran downstairs to get some appropriate clothes for him. While he changed, she called up her friends.

"I want you to meet someone... No... How about WacDonald's...Ja ne!"

"Inu Yasha, are you ready?"

"Damn it, wench, these clothes are stupid."

Kagome looked up to see Inu Yasha standing in the doorway. Her eyes widened when she saw him.

A/N:: I apologize for not updating sooner. I have been really busy. I'm going back to school September 7th, so after that it should be pretty regular because I spend my lunches on the computers. Thank you for all of your reviews. I have broken my record and it warms my bleeding heart to hear from you guys. I am sorry for the rape thing, but I felt a need to put it in. Ja!