Lin3: Thank you to all that has kindly reviewed my sad little excuse for a story. I AM going to redo chapter one and probably this one too. I kind of like how three is turning out though. I forgot to mention something, SO PLEASE READ THIS NOTTICE!!! I am not at my parent's house on the weekends, Friday - Monday, because I am at my foster home. So please don't flame when I don't admittedly up date. I have to work only Mon evenings to Thursday evenings. Thank you for reading. Please do read, AND THANK YOU ALL WHO REVIEWED!

Track 14 Remix

Eiri Yuki continued his attempts to locate his lover as he searched alleyway threw alleyway.

He sighed as he made his way out of another alleyway, not even caring if his careless mask wasn't put up anymore. Looking down at his watch it read 12:23. He shivered. How close to the store, really, had the alleyway been? Had he gotten the wrong store? Had Shuichi moved? Or worse, could of some one found him before hand, trying to shut him up before. . .

Yuki halted suddenly as he herd a yell from an all too familiar voice," LEAVE ME ALONE YA GODDAMN PERV'S! MAN THIS JUST ISN'T MY DAY! LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!"

He quickly started to run down an ally which led to a maze of back ally's. Close to where the voice had been he heard a struggle.

"Please, can't you see I've been threw enough, please stop! Somebody help! Hiro! Hiro help! Anyone please help me! Yuki! YUKI YUKI PLEAS HELP ME!" Yuki turned the corner to where the already horse voice called for his assistance.

"Come on kid, quit whining, it'll be over in a minute," their were two guy's down the alleyway. His Shuichi lay on the ground shivering trying to push one of the men off him as the man began to pull down Shuichi's pants.

For a moment he wasn't in the cold dark alleyway, with his lover trying fight off some sick pervert, but was back in his high school day's, yelling for help at the top of his lungs but no one could hear him.

Yuki only saw red.

"Get off him NOW!" Eiri's voice was deadly low, and he stepped forward aggressively. He was shaking out of pure rage and he honestly considered just killing the men right their and then.

The two men jumped up and started to back off while Shuichi weakly propped himself up a smile weakly braking over his face," Yuki"

Eiri didn't even look his way but kept approaching the guy's. But, it seemed, they were cowards, as for they ran off without a fight, though Yuki couldn't' say he exactly liked it that way.

Turning attention to his fallen lover Yuki swooped Shuichi up and held him closely. Shuichi looked up to him with a glazed gaze, in which he found returned with surprising gentleness.

He sighed tiredly and leaned on Yuki's broad chest," I knew you would come." With that he drifted off, his tiredness overtaking his weak body.

(A.N UGH! THIS IS SOOOO HORRIBLE. I PROMIS I'M GOING TO REDO IT! I DONNO HOW I DID SUCH CRAP. I'V BEEN IN A MOOD LATELY, ITS EFFECTION MY WRITING. Yah that's it.... WELL BACK TO THE STORY, SORRY!)

"Ugh," Shuichi lifted a hand to his forehead where he found a cool wet cloth laying, which felt quite nice on his heated face. He blinked his blurry eyes and shivered, clutching to the blankets that covered him, as he suddenly felt very cold.

"Shuichi ," Shuichi quickly looked with fevered eyes up to his blond haired lover, who was gazing down at him with the same stone expression, though worry shown clearly threw his icy blue eyes," You're sick. You have a fever." He stared at the young singer then asked in a slightly more demanding tone," Who did this to you. I know it wasn't those guy's in the ally, so who did it." He paused and Shuichi could of sworn he saw anger in those golden orb's," What all did they do to you."

Shuichi sat up and blinked then shook his head," It's nothing," His voice started to crake as his lip trembled and he quickly duck his head, chanting mentally that it was ok, and nothing but a sick dream.

"Don't give me that bull crap," Shuichi flinched at the harsh tone Eiri decided to use. Now fully convinced that Yuki was angered with him, he couldn't help but imagine his Eiri, his lovely Eiri doing the same horrible thing's to him. He started to tremble.

Eiri, surprised by the young boy's reaction, mentally chided himself for sounding so harsh, and quickly corrected his mistake as best as possible. With a sigh he leaned over and began to wrap his arms around Shuichi," Ok, listen brat I know-"but he was cut off. As soon as he had enveloped the boy in a hug the singer had freaked, giving off a freighted scream, slapping his arms away, sending his hardest punch his way as he tried to back up into a corner.

Yuki at once began to get frantic himself, but with worry. Biting the inside of his lip he stopped himself form making any foolish comment's that could upset the already distressed boy.

"Shuichi," he said finally once the boy's small whimpers had worn away," I'm not going to hurt you, come on, you know that."

Their was a chocked sob from the small boy as he hugged his legs closer and then a small," Yes," issued from him.

Eiri nodded unconsciously to himself as he continued," Now what happened. Please tell me. I'll try to make it all better. I know you got beat up, yes I can see, but . . ." the boy lifted his head, his watery lavender eyes looking up in fear," What are you not telling me."

"I," the boy's voice cracked. Shuichi started a mental chant as he looked down to the floor. With a sigh he chocked out, as more tears started to fall," They. . . I didn't want. . . I really tried to get away . . . not my fault . . . I'm sorry . . . couldn't stop them."

Eiri thought of coming closer to the boy, but thought against it as he said," Shu-kun, you're not making any since. Please," he gently tried to pry his way threw the distressed boy who was currently mumbling things under his breath that he could barely make out," calm down, tell me, what happened."

Silence ruled over everything, laying it self thickly around them until he a sob escaped the shaking boys mouth and he chocked out," I . . . I was raped."

The room became incredibly quite, and Yuki heard a ringing in his ears as he forced himself to believe what had came out his young lover's mouth. Working his jaw he set it sternly, forcing himself not to hit something. Finally, once he was able to push away passed memories, he gritted out," Who . . . did it."

Shuichi looked up sadly. He could only read anger and sorrow on the writers face as he responded," Aizawa from Ask," he looked down," I don't know who the others were. Just three guy's he hired to . . . to . . . to" he started to hic up and his tears welled up again.

A slight shuffle was heard and Yuki put a gentle arm about him. Shuichi froze at first, a flash back of the blond guy wrapping his arm around his neck cutting off his breathing, but then he relaxed as he chided himself, mentally saying that this was Yuki, and he was safe now.

Slowly his sobs quieted and he leaned into Yuki, drained emotionally and physically. The lights around him seemed to dim, and the room seemed to swim.

"Shuichi," Yuki's voice was strangled and the youth quickly looked up in worry. He was surprised to see the older man near tears," I'm so sorry."

Shuichi blinked, then his expression took one of worry as he croaked out," Yuki," tears filled his eyes but he blinked them away," It's ok; I'm fine, I never took a vow of chastity or anything. I," his breathing started to deepen as he got more nervous, his croaky voice rising with worry.

"Enough!" Eiri practically yelled. Shuichi shut up, thinking that Eiri was defiantly pissed at him," No it's not ok. It messed you the fuck up. You're probably feeling like a piece of shit right now. Listen," his voice softened and so did his face and Shuichi found himself in his own dream world, happy over just the fact that his Yuki was so caring towards him," Just get better."

"Aishitaru, Yuki," Shuichi stared him down, patiently waiting his answer. The minutes ticked by silently then Eiri did something Shuichi never expected.

Twisting around Eiri put his hands gently on each side of his lovers face, allowing time for the younger man to relax from the touch. As soon as he cleared his mind from a another flash back he heard Eiri murmur in his ear, and his breath caught in his thought," Aishitaru , Shu-Kun," Shuichi's heart beat quickened and the only thought going threw his mind was," Yuki is only this passion like when were about to have sex, or when ever he has his little weird bout's."

Shuichi smiled when they broke away from their kiss, tears in his eyes," Can I please stay?"

Yuki paused and stared at him with love," Yes."

Shuichi smiled.

Lin3:Crap crap and more bull pucky. Gowd. Cant I do a single thing right. Hope this chappy was ok. Nothin much really happens till the end of chp.3. Well seeyah!

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