This is just a poem i wrote while i was feeling a bit sad. It came out of no where really. Anyway its based around the death of their mother and it is wrote in a letter sort of way. Its in the POV of John (because I can relate to his feelings and the way he thinks).

Its my first effort at any form of FanFic, so please R & R.

Torn up letter

Why can't anyone understand me?

It's not like I'm any different.

When my feelings are hurt,

My heart aches like any other.

Can't you talk to me about this?

Or maybe you could listen.

Even though I'm shy and quiet,

I need to get things off my chest too.

Since that day when we lost her,

I've always appreciated your kindness.

I was often vulnerable,

And I thank you for being my protector,

But now I want to talk about it,

Will you be there for me?

I wish you could be,

I'm sure you'd like to talk about it too.

I don't want to upset you,

I just want someone here to listen.

Dad often asks me what's wrong,

I stay quiet because I know how he hates to talk about it.

So, maybe I'm being selfish in asking you?

I mean you've had to deal with the pain too.

I feel I can trust you,

You've always stood by me before.

I know I haven't been the easiest to deal with,

I just struggle with my emotions.

I think you might have tried to help me before,

But I just ignored you and got on.

Its not because I didn't need support,

I just wanted to keep my feelings to myself.

I'm ready to talk about it now though,

That's if you're ready to listen?

I've always felt close to you,

That's why I'm writing this to you.

On my quietest days when I just sit and look up at the sky,

You're the only one who understands.

I'm sure the others think I'm just a loner,

But I'm not! It's just how I deal with things.

I'm glad we had those times when we'd just sit together,

I hope that never changes, but now I want to talk.

So, I was wondering if we could have a chat,

It's completely up to you.

It would mean a lot if you could listen to me,

I've never spoken about it before.

I hope you understand that I'd always be there for you,

So for this time could you be there for me?

It will be emotional to talk about that day,

But I hope you'll be by my side.

I need you're help with this,

I need someone I love, to try and understand me.

John

I don't know who it's being wrote to. Use your imagination and maybe tell me who it would be, if you review. Thanks.