Yep I dont own them, not yet anyways ;)
What If I Never Let This Go?
They're going to split up! They're going to be seperated. How could this have happened.
But isn't this what I wanted just before? To have him back in my arms. Now is my chance. But I can't. That would be to selfish of me. He has his own life and family now. Not to mention it would change everything here with the kids.
Earlier That Day
I did something incredibly stupid this afternoon. He came over all worked up, yelling and flailing his arms about. Fed up with his behavior I told him to leave and he refused. Not until we settled things between us.
Not good, I should have noticed. I should have made him leave, but I didn't. Why didn't I, I should've seen it coming. That's when he said it.
Best friend. That did it. Of all the things he could've said he had to say, best friend. That's what I thought we had been until...
That's when I did it. He was upset and depressed and I jumped at it. I had him back in my arms, if only for that one moment...
Then it dawned on my crystal clear. He's married, and not to me. Not anymore.
So I had to let him go.
I did something very stupid this afternoon. I let my walls down and, even if it was only on my side, let him back into my heart. Wonderful, but stupid.
What if I never let this, him, go?