What if there's two?
I never thought it was possible before now. I never knew that you could love two people at once. But that's where I find myself today. Torn between two.
The divorce was a mistake. One I regret making but...but does that mean that my marriage was a mistake as well? I love Barbra Jean, our marriage can't be a mistake but..sometimes i wonder. Which place do I belong?
Here. I belong here with my wife and boy.
Still it makes me wonder. If one was mistake, how does the other stand?
Finally found a flaw in my mother's reasoning. The more is not the merrier. It's more complicated, that's what it is.
Barbra Jean loves me, this is where I will stay. She figured part of it out though. I'm not sure how she actually put it all together. She knows something has been on my mind. I hope she doesn't find out, it would brake her spirit so.
She found out. How, I don't know. She's asked me to leave so I have. I'm staying at the old condo. Life couldn't be better. I spilled to Reba as well so now she's avoiding me too.I went from two to zero. Selfishness. That's what she said, and she was correct.
Okay so its not the best thing you've ever read but hey. No one else writes or updates them glare so you're stuck with my poor excuse of a fanfic. Well, its okay, I guess. Please review! I dont care if u hate it. hugs