It was at a feast honoring the newlywed Prince and Princess that Kunzite
found himself on a balcony with Minako's pale-haired friend. It was dark out and
the feast was in the garden, under the stars and the full light of the moon,
with candles and people coming and going beneath them, servants moving
restlessly to keep the guests fed and happy.
Kunzite moved up next to the young man at the rail, a wine glass dangling
precariously from his fingers as he leaned and looked over the party below.
"Nice night," the young man commented, sending him a furtive side glance.
Kunzite nodded and watched Minako laughing with Princess Jupiter, who seemed
much more amiable than when Minako arrived. He was glad that they were accepting
her back so quickly. Although. . . . He looked over at Princess Mars, who was
standing silently by a tree with Jadeite and ignoring his fluttering about her.
She was, instead, looking at Minako in a clandestine, uncertain way. He wondered
what she knew about why Minako had left. She would not speak of it to anyone,
and he only imagined that the other senshi knew because the Queen would have
told them. She had drawn terribly into herself since her vision of Minako's
misfortune, becoming quiet and pale. Jadeite, ever since the senshi and their
Princess had come down several months ago, had been barraging her with his
cheerful personality and an insane optimism that Kunzite believed he would never
have developed but for the withdrawn princess' presence. He had seen, in his
previous brooding observations, small, appreciative smiles that the princess
spared Jadeite – and had noted the way his friend's eyes lit with elation at
each small, positive reinforcement of his efforts. It was an ambiguous
courtship, but Kunzite had seen the dark princess' smiles becoming more and more
frequent – and more and more affectionate.
He looked at the Princess Mercury, who was talking to Princess Serenity,
holding her hands earnestly. From Zoicite's tall, proud posture behind her,
Kunzite knew something was up. He narrowed his eyes as Serenity paused in
astonishment and then threw herself on her Senshi of Water and Wisdom. He
couldn't help smirking as Serenity announced something to the people surrounding
them and a mass of laughing party-goers converged on the couple.
"Wonder what that's about," the young man commented, not two feet away from
Kunzite.
Kunzite turned lazily to look at Minako's friend through narrowed,
unfriendly eyes. The young man looked away quickly and Kunzite dropped the
glare. "They're getting married, I'd imagine, from the reactions." He saw Minako
give Ami a careful hug and took a sip of his dwindling wine. "I can't say I'm
surprised. They were the second couple made out of our lot." The wine must have
been loosening his tongue, because he suddenly felt a wave of affability towards
this young man. "See that couple by the tree? Princess Mars and that General?
I'm not sure they know it yet, but they are quite a pair. The third pair is that
brown-haired couple: Princess Jupiter and my friend Nephrite."
There was silence for a moment as Jezibiah picked the couples out. "What
about Venus?" His voice was soft and casual, but there was an important
underlying question.
Kunzite looked down at the bundle of gold now sitting by one of the banquet
tables with Nephrite and Jupiter, round and beautiful with his child. "She
left," he replied simply.
"In town, once, the younger girls were bothering her about men and she told
them that there had been one, but she wouldn't say any more. I remember though –
the look in her eyes was hard to forget." He paused and added quietly, "That was
the day I realized I didn't have a chance with her."
Kunzite snorted bitterly. "No one has a chance with her. She's bad luck."
"Someone did," Jezibiah bit out abruptly. "Someone had her and I'd like to
skin him alive for what he did to her. Leaving her like that."
Kunzite stared at him. "What?" It was all he could manage.
Jezibiah looked back at him, righteous anger twisting his features. "She
says the father is honorable, but I don't believe her. I don't think he's going
to do anything about that baby – he hasn't so far, has he?"
Kunzite stared at the boy a little more, becoming annoyed, and then turned
deliberately back to the view and shrugged. "Maybe he had good reason. And
maybe," he spat out before Jezibiah could add anything else, "she
left him."
Jezibiah shut his mouth with a snap and stood turning this over in his head
for a minute. "We still don't know what happened," he said carefully.
"Exactly," Kunzite triumphed. "So we don't know who is to blame."
"I still don't think she would have done anything very bad."
Kunzite snorted. "You don't know her very well."
"I know her well enough," Jezibiah rounded on him. "You seem
determined to make her into some monster, and you'd better stop!" It was
a warning.
Kunzite allowed all of the bitterness and anger wash into his eyes as he
stared down the presumptuous boy. "I was with her before any of them had
even met," he pointed down to the party in the general direction of his friends.
"And I think I know the leader of the Sailor Senshi a bit better than you
do." He poured the remains of his wine negligently over the rail and stalked
out, blinking a bit at the shrill cry from below.
"My dre-ess!!"
He refrained, admirably, from smiling, but had the decency of grimacing in
the darkness of the hallway.
Jezibiah fell into step beside him after a moment, but Kunzite didn't stop
him. "Are you the father?" he asked softly, tightly.
Kunzite didn't reply, but led Jezibiah into the deeper hallways of the
palace. He stopped before a pair of bronze doors and turned on the younger man.
"What kind of girl do you think Minako is?"
Jezibiah took it as a challenge. "A sweet girl. Kind and caring, full of
life and joy and . . . and . . . sadness."
Kunzite stared at him until Jezibiah's gaze faltered, then turned and opened
the doors. "Come."
Jezibiah looked up and followed him through into a great room, over to the
side where Kunzite worked a few glittering controls, then turned to look at
Jezibiah. "Yes, but only partly. Minako is a warrior and a leader. She has
responsibilities and honor and pride – like me. And that's why I fell in love
with her." He turned to face the center of the room and pressed his hand to the
panel. An image flickered up in the center of the room and Jezibiah shrank
closer to the wall and Kunzite. The room was filled with a great dark archway
and figures were coming out of it, four of them. Something about the way they
moved – the purpose and pride – frightened Jezibiah.
Four young women emerged from the darkness and paused, breaking apart in a
smooth, practiced motion. Two went either way and the blonde in front held her
sword high, face hard and eyes sharp as the fourth dropped slightly behind her,
pulling down a blue visor. An unfelt wind ruffled their hair and the hem of the
blonde's short skirt.
Then everything froze.
"The girl in front is Minako, Sailor Venus. Behind her is Princess Mercury.
To the left is Jupiter and over there is Mars. The Inner Senshi, the Moon
Princess' royal guards." When Jezibiah remained silent and stunned, Kunzite
explained. "This room is a memory machine, built by the Plutonian royals for the
Prince's recent marriage – as a present. This is my own memory of a fight by the
senshi." He let it play and the setting changed – Minako shrank and Jezibiah was
looking out over the center of a dirt-packed battle arena, royal flags and
banners hung all around. A great ugly beast was in the center and it was
slightly misty, as if a dissipating fog. He saw a line of fire flash through,
closely followed by a blast of electricity and blurs of red and green. A wind
blew the last fragments of mist away and he saw a glowing yellow line wrap
around the creature's hand and the girl on the other end tugged. More
electricity and suddenly the beast grew in the room and he could see Sailor
Venus running, leaping at the thing's back, and saw in horror that it turned as
she reached it and spat something at her. . . . and that she kept going,
skewering it, and as it fell, her face was melting. . . .
The scene changed, but it was a still-life. A room with a mahogany bed,
windows open and curtains billowing slightly in a breeze. A man with platinum
hair lay on the bed, unconscious, and the Princess of Mars was crumpled into
herself on the side of the bed, being comforted by the Moon Queen herself. There
was blood on the butter-yellow covers.
"Minako's room, when she ran away. Mars saw what had happened, but none of
us were told. That man," his voice tightened and Jezibiah looked at Artemis,
"was her guardian and most trusted friend. I don't know what he did, but it was
hard for me not to kill him when I saw him at the wedding." He switched the
machine off and turned to Jezibiah, but didn't look at him. "At that festival,
when I woke up and she was gone, I felt like a fool. I had talked about . . .
love and," he gave a wild half-laugh, "marriage . . . as if she would agree with
me." His gaze, again impassive, met Jezibiah's. "I guess she wasn't over what
that bastard did to her, because she ran away from me. I never thought she would
run away from me, because I loved her. . . . and I had thought that she
loved me. But."
They stood there together and didn't look at each other for a long, long
while.
Kunzite finally moved toward the door. "That is who the Princess of Venus
is, make no mistake."
For a brief moment, Jezibiah's mind threw up an image of Minako wrestling a
boar to the ground and snapping it's neck, but he just as quickly denied it,
sweeping it from his thoughts as promptly and irrevocably as he would flick a
bug from his sleeve. He shook his head, once, as if to clear it, and was certain
in his decided stand. "You're a liar and a rapist." He was trembling with
righteous fury. "And you better shut up before I have to make you."
Kunzite looked at him and blinked, strangely disappointed. He had been
hoping . . . what? That this man would be sympathetic? Understanding? That he
could make a friend?
Stupid. Stupid, dumb, insane. Anger and hurt boiled in his stomach, mixing
and making him sick. He'd just put his heart out, his pain, and had it spat
upon.
When would he learn not to trust people?
Kunzite turned without speaking and strode out, down the hall and out of the
castle, heading away from the party. He didn't know where he was going, exactly
– just that he wanted to get away from people for awhile. And so he
strode, tense, into the dark, holding tight to a strip of red cloth in his
pocket, as if it would somehow save him.