Okaaay, I am really sorry I updated this late! But school started and all
the teachers are crazy and the leave more homework and I don't have time to
do it.... You know the drill. I just hope people didn't stopped reading this
story!! The first part is James's point of view! The second of Lily's
point's of view Without any more stupid words , here be the chapter:
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It had been 4 days since they had taken Lily, and they had no news.
It had been 4 days since he had seen Lily all bruised and bloody. And he couldn't take that image out of his head.
It had been 4 days since they had been trying to convince and persuade Hailey to tell them where Lily was. Hailey hadn't broken down and told them where the headquarters was.
It had been 4 days since Sirius, his roommate, had started this new habit of breaking everything he had in his hands, every time he saw something that was related to Lily, and in Sirius case, even the empty bag of chips in the dinning room reminded him of Lily.
It had been 4 days since Remus had been living in their apartment and Frank came regularly too, because the three of them were so sad to be all by themselves. James himself was sad, but he knew he had to be strong for the sake of his friends.
It had been 4 days since they had to tell the news to Anne, Lily's best friend, and her other friends. And he had seen them break down. Anne even fainting because of the shock.
It had been 4 days since Sirius for the second time in his life had cried his eyes out to James because of Lily.
Lily.
Lily.
Lily would have normally been there when Sirius was sad and depressed; she would know whether to laugh and make jokes or hug him and tell him everything will be alright.
James didn't know whether to laugh and make jokes or hug him and tell him everything will be alright.
Lily would have normally apparated in their apartment at 7 o'clock in the morning to wake them up and cook breakfast for them. She could cook pancakes and eggs and muffins at the same time.
James couldn't even toast bread without burning down the apartment.
Lily would have normally brightened their days at work. With stupid jokes and just with a grin.
James couldn't even crack a stupid smile.
CRASH!
James sighed.
Lily he thought would have known how to handle this situation.
Slowly he rose from bed, and went into the living room. Sirius was there staring at the window with a sad expression. There was a glass splattered at his feet and in the window was a lonely white bird. Lily's favorite bird.
James slowly and tentatively placed his hand on Sirius shoulder. He turned around, the sad expression still on.
"It's been 4 days," he said softly, "and I am already going mad."
James could think of nothing to say, so he did what he thought Lily would have done, he hugged his best friend.
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Painfully Lily raised her head to watch the Death eater think again. It had been 4 painfully days full of torture and pain.
The Death Eater's face lit up. He had thought another spell. For three hour today this stupid ape had been "torturing" Lily. The big dork had only thought of three different spells to torture her , he used them on her for about half an hour until he got tired and then he thought for another half an hour, until finally he would remember another spell.
This time, when the spell hit her, it was a lot more painfully than the other, she tried not to scream, not to gasp, no to show that she was in pain, not to be weak.
That was the phrase she repeated to herself every two minutes. Every time she saw how another body was carried into the large room where all the prisoners were.
Every time there was another green flash and another body was carried outdo the prisoner's room.
Every time there was another "torturing Session", which by the way was 3 times every day or more.
Every time she thought about her friends and family, and what they were doing right now.
Every time she thought about all the things she didn't say to all her friends and family, and she should have.
Every time she thought about all the things she was supposed to do, and couldn't do it because she was stuck in this living hell.
Every time she thought 'Don't be weak, breaking down in front of your enemy is for weak, crying in front of your enemy is for weak, showing that you are in pain in front of your enemy is for weak. Now on the other hand she thought with a dry smile laughing and mocking your enemy is not weak.
"That's all you can do?! Please! My sister could do more harm to me when we were 6 YEARS OLD!" she said, laughter in her voice.
The great ape narrowed his eyes behind his mask.
"OHH NO! please don't narrow your ayes at me! Please it will kill me!" She said, her laughter booming in the little gray room.
The great ape grunted.
Lily just laughed more. This was fun. And useful, one of these days she was going to get them so angry that they would make a mistake. And with that mistake done, a lot of things could happen. A lot of good things.
For example she could escape. She could go back to her normal life and forget this place. Remus was very good at doing some kind of spells that made you forget some things, she could ask him to make her forget this horrible 4 days. Yes, that was an idea. Then she would not have nightmares, about how she heard the Death Eaters tutoring people and finally killing them, waiting for her turn to come, waiting for them to come and kill her. But it never came. She didn't know why her turn hadn't come.
The Dark Lord would have usually killed any Muggleborn that dared to cross his path, but not with Lily, she had been here for 4 days, and she still wasn't dead. Not that she wanted to die. But she could not help but think that there was a horrible plan worked for her. The Dark Lord had a reason to keep her alive. Perhaps he knew she was one of the best new aurors and he could use that against the ministry. 'Give me money and I'll give you the girl' plan for example. Perhaps that was the reason why her turn to die hadn't come yet.
Or perhaps her turn hadn't come because she was just lucky. Lucky? Yeah right, no one who is here is lucky.
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When James arrived today at the auror central, he knew something was wrong.
Ignoring the fact that he was hungry. And the fact that he had almost burned his kitchen before Remus had the sense to come in and throw buckets of water to him and his "toast".
And the fact that Sirius had another depressed attack, as he had been calling those moments where the were too sad even to go to the bathroom, when he saw Lily's favorite movie last night on TV.
And the fact that no jokes were made on the way to work.
And the fact that there was no stupid race between Lily and James.
And the fact that everyone was looking gloomy.
"What's going on?" asked Remus.
A witch with white hair, whose name James's didn't know, sighed. "That woman – what was her name? Oh yeah! – Hailey killed herself last night. So now we have nothing. Everyone is gloomy because now we can't find the headquarters."
She sighed again. "You're the boys who were friends with on of the girls who is there, right?"
Sirius nodded.
"I'm sorry" she said. With that she walked away.
James thought his friends will have another depressed attack but instead to act all sad and emotional they all looked angry.
"MATT!" roared Sirius. "MATT! YOU SAID THAT WE WERE GIOG TO RESCUE HER! YOU SA-"he stopped mid sentence. His mouth was still moving bet no sound was coming put of it. James didn't understand.
The answer was answered (A/N: hehehe answer was answered, funny) when he saw Matt coming out of his door. His face was pale and his hair was messy. He had bags under his eyes.
He motioned for them to come into his office, they did. James now was angry himself.
Matt looked at them, he was frustrated, they knew it and there was some guilt in his eyes too. James knew he was going to apologize, he knew it, but no, he would not take this shit from him. Not this time. He knew his friends wouldn't either.
"Look boys I am really sorry. You know that I didn't want this to happen but you have to understand- What Black? Oh yeah, sorry. "He unjinxed Sirius and immediately regretted it. For Sirius just started screaming and insulting him again.
James looked at his friend and felt sorry for him. For all of them. He knew they all loved her more than life. Who couldn't? Lily was always liked by everyone. James had to admit it he was quite fond of Lily and her weirdness. Her happiness. Her jokes. Her smiles. Her pranks. And now he had lost her. He had lost her for every.
No he hadn't. Perhaps they had lost this chance. But he would not let Lily die. For his sake and especially his friend's sake he would not Lily Evans die.
There were other ways to find where the Death Eaters kept the prisoners. They only had to do some research. And talk to some contacts. With a little work they could find all those poor innocent people. But most important of all they could find Lily.
For they had lost this chance, yes. But they hadn't lost hope.
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So what do think? I really hope you like it. This chapter is not my favorite really I don't like it. I hope next one is better. Tell me please
if you like it or not. Okay now... I want to thank my reviewers! YOU GUYS ROCK!!! Blackiebrens : the direction of the story? I think you will see it
after a few chapters... at least I hope. Shortnsweet9013: didn't update
soon enough did I? AndromedaTonks: thank you!
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It had been 4 days since they had taken Lily, and they had no news.
It had been 4 days since he had seen Lily all bruised and bloody. And he couldn't take that image out of his head.
It had been 4 days since they had been trying to convince and persuade Hailey to tell them where Lily was. Hailey hadn't broken down and told them where the headquarters was.
It had been 4 days since Sirius, his roommate, had started this new habit of breaking everything he had in his hands, every time he saw something that was related to Lily, and in Sirius case, even the empty bag of chips in the dinning room reminded him of Lily.
It had been 4 days since Remus had been living in their apartment and Frank came regularly too, because the three of them were so sad to be all by themselves. James himself was sad, but he knew he had to be strong for the sake of his friends.
It had been 4 days since they had to tell the news to Anne, Lily's best friend, and her other friends. And he had seen them break down. Anne even fainting because of the shock.
It had been 4 days since Sirius for the second time in his life had cried his eyes out to James because of Lily.
Lily.
Lily.
Lily would have normally been there when Sirius was sad and depressed; she would know whether to laugh and make jokes or hug him and tell him everything will be alright.
James didn't know whether to laugh and make jokes or hug him and tell him everything will be alright.
Lily would have normally apparated in their apartment at 7 o'clock in the morning to wake them up and cook breakfast for them. She could cook pancakes and eggs and muffins at the same time.
James couldn't even toast bread without burning down the apartment.
Lily would have normally brightened their days at work. With stupid jokes and just with a grin.
James couldn't even crack a stupid smile.
CRASH!
James sighed.
Lily he thought would have known how to handle this situation.
Slowly he rose from bed, and went into the living room. Sirius was there staring at the window with a sad expression. There was a glass splattered at his feet and in the window was a lonely white bird. Lily's favorite bird.
James slowly and tentatively placed his hand on Sirius shoulder. He turned around, the sad expression still on.
"It's been 4 days," he said softly, "and I am already going mad."
James could think of nothing to say, so he did what he thought Lily would have done, he hugged his best friend.
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Painfully Lily raised her head to watch the Death eater think again. It had been 4 painfully days full of torture and pain.
The Death Eater's face lit up. He had thought another spell. For three hour today this stupid ape had been "torturing" Lily. The big dork had only thought of three different spells to torture her , he used them on her for about half an hour until he got tired and then he thought for another half an hour, until finally he would remember another spell.
This time, when the spell hit her, it was a lot more painfully than the other, she tried not to scream, not to gasp, no to show that she was in pain, not to be weak.
That was the phrase she repeated to herself every two minutes. Every time she saw how another body was carried into the large room where all the prisoners were.
Every time there was another green flash and another body was carried outdo the prisoner's room.
Every time there was another "torturing Session", which by the way was 3 times every day or more.
Every time she thought about her friends and family, and what they were doing right now.
Every time she thought about all the things she didn't say to all her friends and family, and she should have.
Every time she thought about all the things she was supposed to do, and couldn't do it because she was stuck in this living hell.
Every time she thought 'Don't be weak, breaking down in front of your enemy is for weak, crying in front of your enemy is for weak, showing that you are in pain in front of your enemy is for weak. Now on the other hand she thought with a dry smile laughing and mocking your enemy is not weak.
"That's all you can do?! Please! My sister could do more harm to me when we were 6 YEARS OLD!" she said, laughter in her voice.
The great ape narrowed his eyes behind his mask.
"OHH NO! please don't narrow your ayes at me! Please it will kill me!" She said, her laughter booming in the little gray room.
The great ape grunted.
Lily just laughed more. This was fun. And useful, one of these days she was going to get them so angry that they would make a mistake. And with that mistake done, a lot of things could happen. A lot of good things.
For example she could escape. She could go back to her normal life and forget this place. Remus was very good at doing some kind of spells that made you forget some things, she could ask him to make her forget this horrible 4 days. Yes, that was an idea. Then she would not have nightmares, about how she heard the Death Eaters tutoring people and finally killing them, waiting for her turn to come, waiting for them to come and kill her. But it never came. She didn't know why her turn hadn't come.
The Dark Lord would have usually killed any Muggleborn that dared to cross his path, but not with Lily, she had been here for 4 days, and she still wasn't dead. Not that she wanted to die. But she could not help but think that there was a horrible plan worked for her. The Dark Lord had a reason to keep her alive. Perhaps he knew she was one of the best new aurors and he could use that against the ministry. 'Give me money and I'll give you the girl' plan for example. Perhaps that was the reason why her turn to die hadn't come yet.
Or perhaps her turn hadn't come because she was just lucky. Lucky? Yeah right, no one who is here is lucky.
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When James arrived today at the auror central, he knew something was wrong.
Ignoring the fact that he was hungry. And the fact that he had almost burned his kitchen before Remus had the sense to come in and throw buckets of water to him and his "toast".
And the fact that Sirius had another depressed attack, as he had been calling those moments where the were too sad even to go to the bathroom, when he saw Lily's favorite movie last night on TV.
And the fact that no jokes were made on the way to work.
And the fact that there was no stupid race between Lily and James.
And the fact that everyone was looking gloomy.
"What's going on?" asked Remus.
A witch with white hair, whose name James's didn't know, sighed. "That woman – what was her name? Oh yeah! – Hailey killed herself last night. So now we have nothing. Everyone is gloomy because now we can't find the headquarters."
She sighed again. "You're the boys who were friends with on of the girls who is there, right?"
Sirius nodded.
"I'm sorry" she said. With that she walked away.
James thought his friends will have another depressed attack but instead to act all sad and emotional they all looked angry.
"MATT!" roared Sirius. "MATT! YOU SAID THAT WE WERE GIOG TO RESCUE HER! YOU SA-"he stopped mid sentence. His mouth was still moving bet no sound was coming put of it. James didn't understand.
The answer was answered (A/N: hehehe answer was answered, funny) when he saw Matt coming out of his door. His face was pale and his hair was messy. He had bags under his eyes.
He motioned for them to come into his office, they did. James now was angry himself.
Matt looked at them, he was frustrated, they knew it and there was some guilt in his eyes too. James knew he was going to apologize, he knew it, but no, he would not take this shit from him. Not this time. He knew his friends wouldn't either.
"Look boys I am really sorry. You know that I didn't want this to happen but you have to understand- What Black? Oh yeah, sorry. "He unjinxed Sirius and immediately regretted it. For Sirius just started screaming and insulting him again.
James looked at his friend and felt sorry for him. For all of them. He knew they all loved her more than life. Who couldn't? Lily was always liked by everyone. James had to admit it he was quite fond of Lily and her weirdness. Her happiness. Her jokes. Her smiles. Her pranks. And now he had lost her. He had lost her for every.
No he hadn't. Perhaps they had lost this chance. But he would not let Lily die. For his sake and especially his friend's sake he would not Lily Evans die.
There were other ways to find where the Death Eaters kept the prisoners. They only had to do some research. And talk to some contacts. With a little work they could find all those poor innocent people. But most important of all they could find Lily.
For they had lost this chance, yes. But they hadn't lost hope.
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So what do think? I really hope you like it. This chapter is not my favorite really I don't like it. I hope next one is better. Tell me please
if you like it or not. Okay now... I want to thank my reviewers! YOU GUYS ROCK!!! Blackiebrens : the direction of the story? I think you will see it
after a few chapters... at least I hope. Shortnsweet9013: didn't update
soon enough did I? AndromedaTonks: thank you!