SO Sorry I haven't updated in a long while but ... Ehmmm lets just say that my computer had problems cause one night I got mad at it and I sorta spill my water on it... Sorry...hehehe anyways... on with the chapter
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As the days went James began to think they had lost their chance. They had looked everywhere they thought Death Eater could be, but they hadn't found them. They hadn't found Lily. James really didn't care if they caught 100 or 3 Death Eaters; he only cared if they found Lily alive.
After a few days after Hailey died, James had begun to realize that he did care for Lily. Not only for his friends sakes, but for his sake too. He missed her, her laugh, her smile, how she brightened the day.
He even missed how she insulted him; he especially missed how she pointed out his defects. And then how she hugged him, saying that she was only messing with him.
He, James Potter, missed Lily Evans.
Nothing more.
Really.
And the worst of all was that he didn't want to show it. He didn't know why but he thought that showing that he missed her and that he was worried, would somehow give people the wrong idea, it's not like he liked her.
He didn't like her.
Really, he didn't.
He didn't even think she was his friend. They fought and bickered 70 % of their time together, for chrissake! And 20 % of the other time they ignored each other! You can't possible call that being friends!
But... He did care for her... that was all. He cared for Lily.
He, James Potter, cared for Lily Evans.
Nothing More.
Really.
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Now Sirius Black was another case. He loved Lily Evans like a sister, like the sister he never had. She was just ... so rare. In a good way. The best way to be rare. She was unique.
They had met in third year, when Sirius had asked her out. She had agreed and they had had an awfully good time. At the end of the day Sirius kissed her. But it felt ... so wrong.
He remembered, with a smile, how the head of James had popped into his mind. He had no idea why. Then he thought that it was because Lily was a better friend than a girlfriend.
Two weeks later they had become the best of friends. They had the same stupid character in them. They were both happy and cheerful. They were inseparable.
But the problem was their friends didn't get along with each other.
Sirius was loved by all the girls in Hogwarts, minus Lily and her friends, who seemed to have this kind of disgust for Sirius.
And Lily, well... She and James had and little tiny enormous problem. They fought all the time and never missed a chance to insult each other.
Sirius smiled while he thought of this. Now everything was different, they all got along with each other. Except Lily and James. They always fought.
But not anymore.
Lily was not here to fight with James.
Lily was no longer here to eat with them everyday, as she always did.
Lily was not here to teach them about muggles.
Lily was not here to take them to the cinemas and see new movies.
Lily was not here to take them to muggle theme parks and laugh at them when they got on those roller-coaster-thingies.
Lily was not here to laugh with Sirius.
And Sirius wasn't in the mood to laugh anyway.
He wasn't even in the mood to eat or work.
Strangely enough he was in the mood to see a movie.
Without thinking he grabbed his jacket some muggle money and left his apartment.
He arrived at the movies ten minutes later. He saw which movies were showing. Then one title caught his attention...Sleepless in Seattle.
They had seen that one with Lily once. Lily had liked it. He bought a ticket and went into the room. He took a seat and started to see the movie, without actually paying attention to it. He was only thinking about Lily.
And about what she was doing in this moment.
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Lily looked up; the big ape was torturing her for the 3rd time since she had been here. She smiled at him. A sweet innocent smile.
All she needed was to make him a little angrier and he would do a mistake ... and then she would be free.
She would see Anne again, and Sirius, and Remus, and Frank, and Lisa, and Jake, and Katie, and May, and James, and Rod, she would se all of them again. And they would all be happy again.
She would forget about this place, like she had already planned. She could go back to her normal life and forget this place. She would not remember, about how she heard the Death Eaters tutoring prisoners and killing them.
The Death Eater, which much effort might I add, placed another curse on her. This one made all her scars prickle and burn, it hurt. A lot.
But she didn't show it.
Instead she laughed at the man.
That made the man angrier.
That made her laugh again, which made the big ape furious.
A nd then the curse was lifted.
Again he was going to use his own fists to cause pain. He did that every time Lily didn't respond to his jinxes. Lily hated it. She never understood where the next blow was going to land or when.
She had to think fast. She never thought fast, she always got detracted. She was a slow thinker.
Here came the first blow. Right into her right cheek.
Then came the other one. Into her right eye. Oh one of this days, you'll do a mistake and then you will be sorry.
Another blow to her jaw. Actually you already made a mistake a lot of them, your first one was to be born, and the second one was to mix yourself with these kind of people. Another blow to her other eye. And the third one was to try and torture me, because if I don't kick your ass later my friends and family will.
Another blow to her stomach and Lily noticed she had been babbling in her thoughts.
Then another one in her ribs. She fell to the floor.
"What? Is the party over so soon?" asked the man in a smug voice. Is voices can be smug, she thought.
She only glared at him. He punched her again in the stomach.
What a happy, happy party it is.
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Sirius had to get out of the cinema before the movie ended. His eyes had been watery again, when one of the girls watching the movie started to cry, Lily had cried too. Sirius felt like crying.
He walked back to his apartment. It took him like half an hour because he was walking so slowly. He looked up, to find the moon, only a half moon, illuminating the street. Illuminating the faces of friends who were all laughing or talking happily.
Sirius didn't felt like laughing, he felt like crying.
But who would he go to, if he cried? Lily wasn't here to be with him. He thought of all the jokes she said, to bring him up, tried to laugh. Remembering her smile, hw smiled one of his own.
But even so he felt like crying.
He hadn't eaten dinner. He passed a take out restaurant; Sirius was always one to eat everything that crossed his path.
But strangely enough, he didn't felt like eating, he felt like crying.
It started to rain. Even the sky is crying.
For Sirius Black, was indeed crying.
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What do you think? You like it? I hope you do! Well on with the reviewers:
-smurfinator ... heheh they will find her .. I mean they have to!
-lauren: you really think I shoud change the title? Why? If you do please tell me another title!
Thank you guys so much! And I am really sorry that I haven't updated but... I will try to do it faster this time... I do not promise anything though...