I rushed thought the halls and Mr. Gibbs told he where he's last seen Cameron, and there I raced, straightening before the door, because I wanted to look presentable. I was about to announce myself, when I heard a voice from with in.

"Robert."

Why was he in there with Robert? Did I want Robert to know? I decided I didn't care and stepped into the room.

Why did I step into the room? Why! I wish I never had..

On the bench was Robert and Cameron, hands intertwined, faces close together.

"Robert.."

And Cameron lent forward, and the kissed, slowly and then more passionately.

HE WAS GAY!

I mean, I have nothing angst them, growing up in Tortuga you meet the queer ones now and then, but him..

I'd trade any person on this ship, right now, to has him. and he was the one person I couldn't have.

Tears filled my eyes. It was all Roberts fault, he took Cameron from me! ALL HIS FAULT!

But wait. Cameron never knew, maybe it was my fault! Maybe he's gay because he thought I didn't like him!

BUT I DID! I DO!

I ran from the room, blinded by anger and tears.

No he's not!

Yes, he is!

NO he's NOT!

Sob

How could he had lead me to believe?

I ran head long into someone, and a startled alien voice answered my wails in a foreign tongue.

"Êtes-vous bien?" I looked up into the worried face of... NICOLAS