(A/N: Okay. So I re-wrote it. It's cute. This is an angsty one-sided Cova, told in Coop's perspective. This takes place AFTER the show. Not during it. Anywho, Kiva left for the future again... leaving Coop alone. This is a mushy little ficlet.
Disclaimer: I don't own MEGAS XLR, or any characters related to it. Nor do I own My Immortal.)
"I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone..."
I still can't believe she's gone. I mean, it seems like just yesterday that she was by my side. Feeling her beside me when Jamie wasn't hogging the passenger's seat.... Watching her out of the corner of my eye. Holding her hand when my love wasn't enough to keep her here. Watching all that indomitable spirit fade away as the days grew closer to the time she had to go back... Oh, baby, why'd you leave me here alone?
"These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase..."
Kiva... the love of my life. Why did you finally let Them take you from me? How could you have done this? Wasn't my love and my faith in you strong enough ? Who was there when you cried? Who held you after you had a nightmare? Who held your hand when They came back for you? Oh, baby girl... didn't you see that you had my heart in your hands?
When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me..." I still hear you, you know. I hear that beautiful lilt to your voice every time a red-head walks past me. Sometimes I forget... and I'll try to call out to you, only to be glared at. Suddenly, the lilt is gone, like a faded illusion... oh, baby, you took my sanity with you! I see you everywhere! You left me here all alone, and you left me changed. I'm not the man that I was! Can't you see that?
"You used to captivate me by your resonating mind
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me..."
I can't tell myself you're gone. Every time I come here, I keep expecting to see you here with me. To watch you come closer... to hold you in my arms like I longed to do for so long.. It's like you're still here. I hear you, see you, feel you everywhere! But... baby, you left me here alone! Even though you're with me, every second... you left me alone
"I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along..."
Okay. I guess some things just aren't meant to be. Anyway, I've gotta stop holding on to the past. What's done is done.
Even so... I still love you, Kiva.
(Wow. ::hands everyone tissues:: Sorry if that was sad. Oh, and if you do not like my story, then don't review it. I accept your opinions, and I ask you kindly to accept mine. If not... well, it's your business. Please be courteous in any and all reviews to this fiction. Thank you.
-Moonlight to dance in;
SnowChaser)