What does it mean to be the best?

Why does is matter to the rest?

I didn't ask for it, but it came anyway.

So tell me how I'm supposed to make it go away.

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No time for friends

And we drift apart

A rift comes between us

As jealously buds.

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Tell me what I'm supposed to do.

Tell me if this is really true.

So much confusion and tumult within.

Am I really meant to fight him?

Or is this just one big misunderstanding?

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No choice

No freedom

All I can do is listen

To kill them all

And not feel a thing

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The captain

And the growing pain

I have to do something

Before I lose everything

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To rebel

Or to follow rules

The head

Or the heart

Which will I choose?

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Yet through it all

I surprise myself

I still have time

To fall for you

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Note: to all the ppl who have reviewed my other poems.... thanks!! You have no idea how much I love you... :P and if you haven't read them.... pls do? I just want to know if it's worth writing. I do like writing them.... they're much shorter...and yes.... pls review? Pls? Thanks.