Disclaimer: I don't own this, ok?


Also, I already know that part of this is almost identical to something in the series, that was the base that I went off of. There's no need to point it out to me.

I'm so lucky.

I have two really great friends, Uo and Hana,

Yuki, Kyo, Shigure, and the house we share,

all of the other wonderful Sohma's I've met,

and oh so much more.

I should feel so lucky.

But, lately, I've been noticing things...

Things I don't think I'm supposed to see.

I'm still so very, very lucky...

But Hana looks at me differently than at anyone else, even Uo.

She smiles so... So warmly at me.

Has she always?

Why did I never notice before...?

Notice her eyes, her smile, her face, or so many other things that I never noticed the same way before.

I am so lucky.

But, why do I feel like this when she looks at me?

So empty and cold, but so very, very warm inside at the same time...

Oh Mom, I'm so confused! I don't understand!

Why don't I feel as lucky as I am?


Reviews, please?