Shining Collection
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Kumagoro1391- Hehe. Here ya gooooo… I actually made the fan fic pure English… I can see that not all people understand Japanese. So, I'll have mercy and be a nice person. wink
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Claire- without Yuki, there would be no conflict… so… umm… he's kinda' important to the story…
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Chapter 6: Make Me Shining
I cried and cried myself to sleep that night… It was just painful… so painful… The feeling that no matter what you do, what you say, who you are, you will never be loved.
The next day, I woke up early and didn't have that usual smile on my face. I hugged Kumagoro tightly and said, "It's hopeless, Kumagoro… nobody will ever love Ryu-chan… Nobody…"
I looked at my cell phone and saw that there were many messages… mainly from Shu-chan… "Shu-chan…" I whispered silently as I read the text messages… 'Sorry, Sakuma-san… if I hurt you…' 'Sakuma-san… I'm so sorry!!' 'Please forgive me, Sakuma-san!' 'I didn't mean to hurt you…' 'I love you too… but… I love Yuki more… I'm sorry…'
I hugged my knees and looked at the floor… "Is he all you ever think about… Shu-chan?"
It was then, the phone rang… I was too depressed to answer it… so I just ignored it and went on with my thoughts… 'Does love really feel this way…?' I thought. 'How come it's always pain on my part?' I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep as I muttered, "But… I really love Shuichi…"
I woke up probably two hours later. Perhaps I felt better because I found myself smiling as I turned on the television. My eyes then went wide as I saw the pink-haired boy on TV… It seemed that he was being interviewed…
"Well… yes… Bad Luck's doing quite well…" He answered the question asked. And I listened as he said, "Well, we're going to have a concert this Sunday and there are only a few tickets left so… I guess that's good news."
I noticed that he didn't seem to shine so much… Maybe he was depressed because I was depressed… Or maybe it's just me… Darn it… I don't know…
And then that was when I heard the question that made Shu-chan look nervous… "Are you rivals with Nittle Grasper?"
"Ni-Nittle Grasper?!" He exclaimed, quite shocked. I saw him look at the table as if he remembered last night… "No way… Sakuma-san is my friend! We're friends!"
I closed my eyes, turned off the television and sighed. "Friend… huh? I guess that's all I will ever be to you, huh, Shuichi? Friends… but… I guess it's okay, na no da…"
I stood up and walked towards the window. "Concert, huh? Well, I guess… I'll see you there… Shindo Shuichi… but… you won't be able to see me!" I said and grinned. "Well, I hope."
"TOHMA! Good morning, na no da!" I said the following morning. "Uhh… what's wrong?" I blinked twice as I saw him slightly frowning at me.
"Ryuichi-san… you missed work yesterday…" He said with THAT disappointed tone.
I suddenly made a sad face without noticing it as I remembered what Shu-chan said… 'Friends…'
"Ryuichi-san… did something go wrong the other night?" He asked me. I knew he was concerned. I knew he had the right to be concerned. And I knew he had the right to know what was wrong… But then again…
"Nothing… nothing much happened, na no da…" I lied as I sat down the carpeted floor.
"Ah, is that so?" He said in a tone, which said he didn't believe me. I knew he didn't… I'm not good at lying at all.
"Aww, darn. I'm a bad liar, don't you think, no da?"
"Yes, that's right." Tohma nodded. "Shindo-kun actually told me what happened."
"Really? Well…" I stood up and headed for the door "Give him my regards, Tohma-kun."
He then asked me, "Aren't you going to the concert?"
I just shrugged and replied, "I dunno…"
He got something from his drawer and gave it to me. "Whenever you make up your mind… but you know… Shindo-kun wants you to be there as support."
That sentence struck me and I smiled at Tohma. "I'll think about it… Thanks a lot, na no da!"
And then I was there, standing at the entrance of the concert hall. I wore a cap and sunglasses in order for people to not recognize me… but some of them were… pretty witty… But even so… I still entered…
I just sat down quietly at the middle of the concert hall. And there was this teenage girl who asked, "Are you Sakuma Ryuichi-sama?!" And almost everybody looked at me as I sank back to my seat as I shook my head. "Ohh… I see… I'm sorry… but you look so much like him… well, thanks anyway…"
-Shuichi POV-
And so I stood there as I sang and looked around the audience for any signs of Sakuma-san there… But I guess… I was hoping too much… I broke the man's heart and I was expecting him here? Yeah right… Maybe in my dreams…
But the question was… 'Why was I waiting for him? Why not Yuki or something? Why Sakuma-san?' And the answer to that… I didn't know…
But as I sang my last song, "The Rage Beat". It was in the middle of the chorus when I saw those sunglasses and that cap far off at the distance. And everybody kept quiet as I stopped singing. And Hiro and Fujisaki were looking at me as though I've gone nuts.
"What happened?" They asked simultaneously.
My eyes went wide as I made sure my suspicion was correct… And I was unaware that I said this through the microphone, "Sakuma… san…"
And everybody else looked at the middle section of the concert hall at the man who loved me more than anything else…
-Ryuichi POV-
My eyes went wide with fear as they all looked at me as though they were expecting me to melt at any second…
Having no options left, I stood up and cried out to him as loud as I could, "FRIEND?! FRIEND, HUH?! Well then… SHUICHI, I HATE YOU!! I HATE YOU SO MUCH!" I ran out the concert hall and ignored his, "WAIT, PLEASE WAIT, SAKUMA-SAN!"
"I'm sorry… I'm so sorry… Shu-chan… But… this is for the best…"
End Chapter 6...
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