Disclaimer: i do not own the song Tourniquet or Gundam Wing.
Key: lyrics are done like this
( Duo POV)
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As I sat in the silent forest I looked up at the full moon that shined in the night sky. The full moon was beautiful, shining in all its glory.
But not even the full moon could stop me from me doing what I was about to do. I fingered the sharp blade of my pocketknife thoughtfully, and then I sliced it across my wrists.
"I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more ( so much more )
I lay dying
and i'm pouring, crimson regret
and betrayal,
I thought of all the times I had tried to help others, only to be hurt and shoved away. Of the trust I gave to those few only to be stabbed in the back and thrown away carelessly. Lying here with my wrists sliced open and bleeding freely. I felt tears slide down my face.
" I'm dying, praying, bleeding, and screaming
am I too lost to be saved, am I too lost,
I shifted my position as a root dug into my spine. Remembering all the harsh, stinging words they say all the times I tried to get close, only to be met with rejection. I thought of all the death I had seen and caused in my life.
" My god, my tourniquet
return to me salvation
My god, my tourniquet
return to me salvation,
Why did eeryone treat me like something to be hated or feared? Was I so ugly or undeserving of love? I felt my breath becoming harsh and I smiled, knowing that my pain would be over soon. Would anyone miss me or remember me after I'm dead and gone?
Not likely.My thoughts drifted to Solo, the first person to ever care about me. I wandered if I would meet him again.
"Do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side
or will you forget me,
I'm dying, praying, bleeding, and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost,
My vision was getting fuzzy and my eyelids felt like they weighed a hundred pounds.
" My god, my tourniquet
return to me salvation
My god, my tourniquet
return to me salvation, ( I want to die )
My god, my tourniquet
return to me salvation
My god, my tourniquet
return to me salvation,
The pain from my wounds I hardly felt.
I felt the darkness closing in around me and I welcomed it with open arms.
" My wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverence
will I be denied
christ
tourniquet,
Smiling, I closed my eyes and whispered, " My suicide."
( owari )
well wat do ya think. flames welcome as well as creative criticism.
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Emerald.
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