Chapter Thirteen: Pardon?
And while Hermione was innocently sleeping the night away, two very tense men were discussing a horrible subject in the Headmasters office.
"Do...Do
you have any idea what this means?" Dumbledore said softly after
a moment's intake of breath. "We could be fi-"
"We
won't be." Snape answered darkly, "When Fudge learns of the
circumstances surely he'll see the light. He's so petrified of the
Dark Lord I doubt he'd get on the bad side of any of his
ex-followers." Snape chuckled at the thought of a shaky Fudge
hiding in a cave somewhere in Albania, frightened of Snape.
"That's
not only it Severus." Albus said twitching still, "When the
students learn of your 'engagement' to an underage student not only
will thousands of letters be owled in demanding your dismissal, but
they may permanently shut down the School. I don't think you're
understanding how serious this is."
"She's
almost of age sir." Snape said shrugging, trying to appear less
nervous than he actually was. "If we are to be married,
we will do so when she reached the age of eighteen, in five months
time. And I am positive we will find a solution. In case you yourself
haven't noticed, you are quite possibly the most brilliant wizard
of the age Headmaster, sir."
Albus
shook his head, pinching the bridge of his nose and muttering
something that sounded vaguely like 'time turner'. Finally his
bleary eyes met those of the dark man before him. "This is the
worst thing-."
"What
would you have had me do Albus?" Snape hissed malevolently, his
dark eyes blazing as Albus glared back at him. "Hand her over to
the Dark Lord? Let her become a Death Eater's plaything? I apologize
but I doubted my conscience or yours could have rested knowing that I
had handed over one of my own students into their repulsive
clutches."
Albus
seemed taken aback at the outburst, but reason finally won over his
frantic panic. What Snape had made sense...Out of all the
alternatives what was he to do? But what he didn't want to admit to
Severus was that he had been trying to think of a plan, and each one
seemed as unlikely as the next.
"But
a student..." Albus said dimly, "Of all people, the one we
were considering for Head Girl next year."
"Well
don't let this stop it." Snape said dryly, bending over to pick
up a fallen book, placing it on his side table as he spoke. "I
doubt her vigorous appetite for studying will decline under this sham
of a marriage."
"We
still can't give her the position." Albus admitted bitterly.
It
was then as Snape straightened and looked over to the old wizard that
he noticed Albus' infamous twinkle in those eyes half hidden by
half moon spectacles was back with a vengeance..
Just
what was he getting at?
Snape started to shake unknowingly again, and Albus took notice.
"We still cant give her the position." Albus repeated.
"And why is that Headmaster?" Snape questioned.
Dumbledore was now displaying a glaze of fear over his eyes.
"We cant give her the position because..." he started. "Because she'll be living with you."
Snape's jaw dropped.
"Living
with me?"
The
sound of Snape's voice was slightly above a whisper as his normally
relaxed and surly face turned into that of a worried child who'd been
caught stealing. His stomach was flipping as he surveyed that the old
codger was more than serious.
"Surely
you jest." he spat, looking at Albus in disbelief. "She
can't. This is outlandish." he offered as he began pacing about
the room. "She just can't. No woman has ever been in my
chambers."
Albus
looked to Severus solemnly before speaking. When he did Snape was
sure he'd have a brilliant idea, he'd save him from this spectacle of
idiocy and humiliation. Instead he did just the opposite.
"Miss
Granger really should be present for this."
Albus
walked to the door, opening it a bit as he spoke in hushed tones to
the appearing McGonagall. She looked utterly broken as Albus in
hushed tones gave her a small order as she nodded and grimly walked
off.
"No,
Miss Granger should most certainly not be present for this."
Snape hissed, his whole frame seeming more sinister, and his dark
eyes blazing like nothing Albus had ever seen before. In truth, it
was a little unsettling.
"I
think she should Severus." Albus said softly as Snape sneered at
him, "She's got every right to know what's going on."
Snape
rolled his eyes emphatically at the explanation and hunched his
shoulder's while crossing his arms over his chest. It had grown
stuffy in the office, but he didn't care. Right now, all that Snape
could feel or try to express was furious anger. If that stupid little
girl hadn't been off cavorting with those two she never would have
been caught, he never would have had to go and save her and he they
wouldn't have to be married.
"I
think that little know-it-all shou-" Snape started but stopped
as a voice from the door interrupted.
"Headmaster?"
Albus
gave a small smile at Hermione who had just arrived at the door with
McGonagall, looking ashen and disturbed. She was shaking a bit,
whether that was from Snape's presence or merely from worried fatigue
was beyond any of them. When she went to bed, she wasn't worried,
but now that she had been summoned in the middle of the night, she
was becoming very worried. Unless, it was Dumbledore who had thought
of plan that quick! Probably not, though. The tense feeling dropped
into her stomach one again as she glanced at her Headmaster. Albus'
eyes were crinkly at the sides and he gave a small smile of
reassurance.
"Come
in m'dear, come in."
She
didn't dare look in the way of the sullen Professor at her left,
instead focusing all rapt attention to the aged wizard before her,
the one with a merry twinkle in his light eyes, a wizard she had come
to trust as almost her own father.
"Hermione."
he said softly, "I think you should sit down."
Hermione
had a lump in her throat that wouldn't leave no matter how many
times she swalloed. Looking around to the small assembly; Dumbledore,
McGonagall and Snape. (of course) He was scowling as usual, his arms
crossed as he stood at the front of the room, looking her over once
before turning his attention back to Albus. Hermione nodded curtly,
and smoothing her skirt down sat primly upon the sofa, making sure to
keep her eyes away from Snape in fear that they may burn out her
soul.
"Of
course, we have all heard what is to conspire in five month's time."
Albus said dimly, his watery eyes solemn as Hermione nodded, her eyes
fell to the floor as he continued.
"If
worst comes to worst." Snape cut in, giving a severe glance at
Albus who continued, still looking sympathetically in Hermione's
direction.
"And
I want you to know it wasn't your fault at all Hermione. You were
very brave in such a treacherous condition and that shows true
Gryffindor courage."
Or
Gryffindor stupidity... Snape thought sourly, looking out the
window in boredom. Why he had to be present at such an petty meeting
was beyond him. Hermione's fingers were digging into the cushion of
the seat she was on as her crossed legs swung nervously a bit back
and forth. She was clenching her jaw so tightly it was beginning to
pain her, and hear head pounded.
"Thank
you sir." Hermione said softly, her dark eyes suddenly glazed.
"But now because of it...Professor Snape and I..." she
trailed off with a small shaky sigh, and Snape fixed her with a glare
that she didn't see.
"We
still have five month's time to think of something better Hermione."
Albus said lightly, "You needn't worry."
Yet,
that was impossible. Hermione's
face was flushed with emotion, "But what can we do? Can you
think of anything that could replace it? We've already told Voldemort
that we're to be married. If we don't, he'll kill me for sure."
At the given name of his old Master, Snape shuddered a bit. Hermione
shot him a confused look and then gazed back at Albus who was
thoughtfully scratching his chin. Hermione was now picturing
Voldemort holding his wand up to her and a flash of green light
before her. She was breaking out in a cold sweat, and she looked like
she was going to pass out.
"Miss Granger..." McGonagall said while approaching her chair offering her assistance.
"I'm
fine...I'm fine..." she said over and over again until Dumbledore
continued. He couldn't bear to see his student in this state, so he
wanted to get it over with as soon as possible.
"We'll
think of something, Hermione, we always do." Albus was saying,
having taken a seat next to Hermione who looked utterly dejected.
"But for what conspired this evening, you mustn't blame
Professor Snape."
Snape's
bored attention was suddenly directed at Albus. Was that old fossil
actually coming to his defense? About bloody time. He nodded
respectfully before frowning at the top of Hermione's head.
"I
don't blame him." came her soft voice, and yet she still met
none of their eyes. She was instead, staring at her suddenly
interesting shoelaces. "Not at all. I know he was only doing
this to save us both."
Snape
offered an eyebrow raise; her answer surprised him, though by all
accounts it shouldn't have. She was known for her maturity and
intellect, and he then knew her ranting before had just been fleeting
panic.
"Well
then." Albus said a bit lighter, "I think we have some
small details to resolve. One:" Albus said, counting on his
chalky fingers, "There will be no word of this to anyone. "
Hermione
ducked her head in shame a moment, "I already told Harry and
Ron." she breathed solemnly. She saw Snape's shoes twitch as the
words were spoken, and accompanied with a breath of exasperation.
"I
know dear, that's fine." Dumbledore assured her, although he
wasn't sure it was such a good thing that they knew.
"You
already told those two twits?" he growled, angrier at the fact
that she wasn't making any effort to look at him in terror. "Do
you realize the news will be over the school in less than an
hour?"
"I
didn't know." Hermione offered, small tears welling up within
her eyes as she looked to her twisted hands in her lap. How was she
to know? She had just gotten devastating news and she had confided in
those she trusted.
Albus
shot Snape a withering look before looking back to Hermione; "It's
all right Hermione." he looked to Minerva, "Could you have
a word with the boys?"
"Already
have Sir. They know not to tell anyone..." McGonagall
notified. Dumbledore nodded and turned back to Snape a moment, "Won't
you sit down and relax Severus?"
Snape
didn't look over. "I'd prefer to stand."
"Very
well." Albus leaned forward, a tea tray having just arrived via
house elf. "Care for some tea?" He offered Hermione, who
looked past ill. She shook her head lightly, not up to anything more.
Albus
stirred the sugar into his tea three times before sipping it, placing
it with a clatter upon his saucer and then speaking again. In that
time Snape had glanced over at Hermione, sneered at her and turned
back to look out the window.
"Two:
As you already know, we shall make sure to meet here every Friday if
new developments arise." at this Snape rolled his eyes and Albus
continued undeterred, "We shall discuss new thoughts to be rid
of this inconvenience..." Hermione grimaced a bit as he referred
to the marriage as such, she didn't know why.
"And
by the end of five months time, you both shall be as free as you ever
were."
Hermione's face
became a bit relaxed as she put full stock in what he was saying. She
wanted to believe it so badly; she wanted her life to go back to
normal. Snape seemed to be yearning for the same, as he made no
sarcastic comments or made any ugly faces.
"And Three:"
Albus said lightly, "In the meantime, I don't want either of you
butting heads. And by that I mean, no point deduction for no reason
and no being a smart mouth to your Professor."
"I'm
never a smart mouth." Hermione said offended, when had she ever
talked back to Snape...well maybe she had, but only because he
deserved it. Albus was smirking a bit, a merry twinkle back in those
eyes of his.
"Give it time Hermione." he said grinning,
"You may just get frustrated with him."
"And just
what is that supposed to mean?" Snape said, stalking over to the
two who shared a private smile. Hermione's disappeared right as soon
as the git himself had come within a foot from her, and he glared at
the mere courage she had to mock him when he was right
there.
Hermione, in a desperate attempt to change the subject, did
just that. "That all sounds fair sir."
"But...there
is one more thing, Hermione." Albus said dimly, "If all
goes through and the marriage does happen...you will not receive the
position of Head Girl next year."
Albus had been
putting this detail off for a good time, as his heart began to pound
just a little harder. He hadn't wanted to break any of this to
Hermione, the poor girl had nothing but splendid marks, she had
dedicated her life to books and here he was taking away everything
that mattered to her.
Being awkwardly interested, Snape had
turned his gaze from the window over to Hermione who sat with her
mouth agape. All at once her head had flipped up, sending her hair
haphazardly about the place as her dark eyes widened in disbelief. He
smirked as he saw her eyes widening in shock, and the way she had
instantly paled. For some reason she bothered him like none other,
especially tonight and now he couldn't explain why, but he was glad
to see her having the wind taken out of her sails.
"Pardon?"
Hermione said breathily.
"I know you're disappointed."
Dumbledore grimaced, "But when married to Professor Snape, to
keep things believable, you'll have to move in with him, and in turn
married students cannot apply for Head positions. "
"And
why not?" She asked persistently.
Hermione was sitting
straight up now, her face intense as her hands balled into fists.
"The Head girl and boy positions are offered to students who
have high academic careers, are positive members of the school and
have what we consider to be a bright future ahead." Albus
rattled this off softly, then grew a bit embarrassed. "But,
these positions have been around far longer than I, and they decreed
that married student's couldn't have the position, because the
wizards of the day claimed that any student married obviously
wouldn't have a very bright future."
"But why?"
"I
suppose the fact that they're married before they've even left school
might have something to do with it." Albus shrugged, "I'm
not really sure myself."
Hermione's face fell, and her
eyes began to fill with tears. She would have openly sobbed if Snape
hadn't been in the room; she refused to have him think she was a
crybaby as well as a know-it-all.
"But Hermione,
I want you to know that if it were within my power, I would give you
the position in a heartbeat." Albus was speaking softly, kind
and soothing. "You're a brilliant witch, a splendid student and
you have the highest marks we've seen at this school in a long time."
he leaned forward a bit, lowering his voice to a hush. "You're
marks are even better than our coveted Potions Master's
were."
Hermione raised her dark eyes somberly, but
offered a weak smile at his attempt. As if one cue Snape turned to
them and boomed, "What?"
Hermione giggled as she and
Albus leaned back, and the Headmaster claimed it was nothing to worry
himself about. Hermione was about to ask Albus if she could indeed
have some tea when she stopped. Her chest grew tight and to breathe
became increasingly difficult.
It was if suddenly a light went
on in her mind, Hermione grew solemn and rather frightened looking.
Hermione's dark eyes whirled over to the still standing Professor who
offered a dark sneer before dragging his eyes away from her and out
the windowsill. She looked back to the Headmaster and spoke in a
shaky, strangled voice.
"Did you say...I'll be
living...with...Professor...Snape?"
"Yes. To
cover any suspicion...spies are everywhere." Albus explained to
the shaky girl. "We can't trust anyone but ourselves, so you see
why I wish you to speak of this to no one. So, you see another reason
why Head Girl wouldn't be the best idea."
Hermione was
trembling, and this time not from anxiety, but pure untainted defeat.
She had dedicated her life to her studies, she had missed out on fun
events, adventures, and Hogsmeade visits all to study, and now
because of one little mistake she was going to pay for it forever?
She suddenly turned her head slightly to the oblivious Snape
whose eyes were still on the window. All rational reasoning left her
as she openly glared at the man who had ruined her life. Hatred she
had never known welled within her as she looked to him. He was so
untouched by all of this. His life wasn't as ruined as hers was.
Selfish, greasy git...
As if feeling her gaze on him he
rounded his gaze over to her own, and noticing it's loathing capacity
raised an eyebrow of surprise that faintly reminded her of one he'd
shot at Harry. Surprise at her impertinence.
Fine. She
was furious, fuming as she looked from one man to the next. What
could she do to pay the slime ball back? She couldn't do anything to
get her expelled could she? No. Perhaps the marriage didn't happen,
and she was elected Head Girl? No...She couldn't afford to bugger
that up.
"Well then." she said patronizingly,
glancing at Snape for a moment before her eyes became level with
Dumbledore's. "I suppose I should see Professor Snape's flat,
then."
Both
the men gaped at her a moment, Albus looking remarkably like a fish
as Snape sputtered and blinked a bit. She would have smiled if it
weren't for the pit in her stomach.
"Pardon?" they both
said in chorus.
"Well if I'm to pretend to be Professor
Snape's fiancée to fool spies that obviously loom everywhere,
it would seem prudent I knew my way around his flat. What fiancée
doesn't?" Hermione said confidently.
"I-I think not
you-" Snape was sputtering as he fixed a foreboding glare at
her, "That's the stupidest idea I-"
"Brilliant plan
Hermione." Albus said nodding, "You two can go now, before
the castle begins hustling and bustling with students."
Hermione
gulped in shock, she had really been sort of hoping that they'd say
no. But in suggesting what she had, she'd be showing Snape that he
didn't intimidate her. Now she was going to be stuck with him alone,
at night in his chambers. She was beginning to feel sick already.
"Are you sure?" she asked, hoping they would tell her
no.
These three small, tiny words suddenly caused Snape to get
a horribly twisted grin on his face. So...the little chit wasn't as
ready as she thought she was...splendid. As if seeing her worry Snape
moved to the door, glaring at her and with a look of utter disgust he
growled over his shoulder,
"Come then you silly little girl.
I haven't all night."
