Chapter Nineteen: Of Eggs and Wizards Chess
Looking around the cramped space and listening to the sounds of shrieking from below (evidently the Trio had been reformed), Snape pinched the bridge of his nose irritably and came to suddenly realization that this was just the start of one agonizingly long summer.
The
sunlight filtered into the small room of Ginny Weasley, and on the
bottom bunk of her bed laid Hermione Granger, almost Head Girl with a
sappy smile on her face as the light shone on her in a warming glow.
Her lips were curved into a small smile and her eyes blinked a bit as
the light creeped into them slowly.
It
was a brand new day, a new day in which she would make the best of
things. She was a new woman, one with a remarkably good attitude
about her life. She somehow knew that the marriage would never go on
and that she was worried about something that would never happen.
With
that clarifying thought in mind she stood shakily, arching her back
until it popped in protest. Yawning slightly she moved out of the
room, sure not to wake the slightly snoring Ginny. Once last year she
had made the fatal mistake of nudging the redhead and ended up on the
receiving end of a pillow upside the head. No, Ginny Weasley was not
a morning person.
On
her way to the bathroom she looked out one of the large windows and
noticed that it had to be early morning, the sunrise was still new.
Also giving the time away was the slight morning chill that greeted
her as soon as she escaped the confines of her current room.
After
a few minutes of showering, dressing and fixing her hair, Hermione
opened the door to the bathroom, a thin mist from the shower
following her out into the silent hall. She titled her head for any
detection of noise around her, waiting for any telltale signs. None.
She
assumed everyone was exhausted and sleeping in, and supposed she
should be as well but she couldn't. She wasn't though, the morning
brought her out of her lasting depression and she was ready to face
it. Plus as a diligent student Hermione had become accustomed to
waking up early, even on vacation it was a hard cycle to break. She
briefly wondered if Snape was still here, perhaps he'd gone back to
Hogwarts in anger at Dumbledore?
If
he hadn't, she was going to be mature about all of this. She would be
civil and see things from Snape's side. He too was caught in the
middle of this mess, he too was suffering from the painful
realization that he was currently engaged but unlike her he seemed to
bask in solitude. One thing was for certain; Hermione was going to
make the best of this and if Snape wanted to be a rude prat he could
do so within the confines of his own room.
At
this she looked to her left at the large door where behind Snape
possibly slept. Probably in his robes too. She never saw the man in
anything else. Even though the room had once belonged to Fred and
George as she passed it now, knowing Snape was in the room made her
wary.
She
felt the early morning chill once more around her and wondered if she
should race back upstairs and grab a sweater. She had chosen jeans
that rolled up just below her kneecaps and a red t-shirt whilst her
unruly hair hung in waves around her head.
She
didn't care to wake anyone and so with careful precision made her way
down the not-so creaking staircase, thinking to herself how good some
eggs would taste.
It
was at that moment that Hermione heard a small sound, shuffling and
she stopped, pressing herself against the wall that lead to the
kitchen. Hermione had once read somewhere that facial expressions
were actually useful. For instance when one is frightened, their eyes
go wide to take in all their surroundings. Right now, Hermione's eyes
were as big as saucer plates and her heart was thumping
painfully.
Voldemort.
That
was the only thought that came into her mind. Voldemort was here to
get her and Snape and kill everyone else. She had lead Voldemort and
all his horrible ilk to the Burrow. Suddenly a shrill sounded
startled her, the sound of a kettle boiling.
Oh
yes Hermione, Voldemort's here and he's making himself a nice cup of
tea before coming up to slaughter you all.
She
felt immense relief flood her and a small smile pasted itself along
her lips. She was safe here at the Burrow, and in the worst of times;
with Snape. Had he not saved her from the horrid Voldemort? He had
indeed risked his life to save them both, a detail she had forgotten
in the throes of misery.
Now
feeling better and much more at ease she walked into the kitchen in
hopes of a nice breakfast...As soon as she walked in however, she
instantly wished she hadn't.
Snape
stood with his back to her, and was currently dipping his teabag into
the steaming mug in front of him on the counter. She was dumbstruck
with agitation as she silently watched him, his precise fingers
working like that of a complex potion. What was he doing up so
early?
She
wondered if it would be a better plan to just head back up to bed,
wait until Ginny arose and then they could all venture down to
breakfast. Alone with Snape was not what she had in mind. She was
willing to be more open-minded with him in the future, but the future
had come much too soon. She hadn't seen him since he left in a huff
up to his room the night before, and she hadn't really
minded.
Sadly,
just as she had resolved to go back up to bed Snape had turned around
slowly, the tea in one hand and the Daily Prophet in the other. He
was headed to the kitchen table to place down his mug when he viewed
someone in the doorframe and stopped. His inky black eyes ran up her
body to her face, as she stood ashen, looking at him with worry
clearly written in her eyes.
He
sneered at her a moment, wondering on earth why she'd be up so early,
and why she had decided to come down to the kitchen of all places. He
thought teenagers liked to sleep in. He furrowed his brows intensely,
worried at the prospect that his normally quiet mornings would be
habitually shattered.
Hermione
felt her blood going cold, and she let the jolting shock register
that it was indeed Professor Snape in the kitchen, drinking tea and
glaring at her whilst wearing his ridiculous robes of his, ridiculous
on account of the weather.
His
gaze drifted on her a moment before searching her face for some
possible reasoning to her silent staring and she felt a flush go all
over her at the thought of him sizing up her body. She had never been
a big fan of her body, it was normal she supposed, nothing to get all
worked up about. She had always wondered what the point of a knockout
body was when you were stupid. She had always preferred brains to
beauty, in all aspects of her life.
But
now she felt a small blush rise to her cheeks and instantly wished
she had been wearing her own robes. A stupid fancy indeed, but she
realized Professor Snape had never seen her in anything but her
uniform, and now in the confining kitchen with his predatory glare
she desperately wished she had worn something else. Suddenly her
mouth began quivering and she said the only thing she could think
of.
"Good
morning Professor."
Is
it? He wanted to ask, and his first inclination was to tell her
to stop gaping at him and to sod off, but that would prove to be his
undoing. He had resolved last night that he would try to be kinder to
the little tw- to Granger.
He
had tried to see things from her point of view, and had just settled
on the fact that she was mad about whatever bothered teenagers these
days. Her emotional stability wasn't really a concern, although on
afterthought he supposed it should be. And so instead of being
explicitly rude to the girl standing a few inches away, he did the
one thing he believed to be proper at the current point in time. He
answered.
"Good
morning Miss Granger."
Not
sure of what else to say Hermione relied on her instincts which told
her Snape wasn't exactly overjoyed to see her, especially this early
in the morning. She shifted from foot to foot a moment before
glancing at him quickly once more as he sat at the table with his tea
as she walked over to the other side of the kitchen to the stove.
With a small swish of her wand and incantation later there appeared a
pan on the large stove along with two eggs.
Snape
hearing the clattering of suddenly appearing pans glanced over with
agitation at the noise. As if feeling his eyes upon her, the noise
quieted as much as she could muster. Snape couldn't help but feel a
bit intrigued at the fact that she was trying to be civil; perhaps
she'd grown up out of that feeling sorry for herself rut.
He
went back to his paper intently, sipping his tea as the only sounds
in the kitchen became the sizzling of eggs and the sipping of tea. It
didn't take long for the delectable scent of Hermione's egg's to come
over to him, taking him by surprise as he read the paper deliberately
ignoring her. He could only be civil for so long.
He
heard his stomach growl and coughed loudly to cover it, willing down
the flush that had accompanied the resounding growl. Hermione though,
noticing something was amiss looked over her shoulder to her
Professor, a perplexed look on her face.
He
was ignoring her, that much was evident and she wondered in a curious
way if he was hungry. Had he eaten before? She doubted it. Was he
just going to have tea? Did he not know his way around the Weasley's
kitchen?
Maybe
I shou-
"Would
you care for an egg or two Professor?"
At
certain times in her life Hermione could be a know-it-all who
overanalyzed everything. But at other times she could be so quick to
speak that reason seemed to take a backseat. This was one of those
times.
The
question hung in the air awkwardly, and as it rang over and over in
her head she winced at the sound of her voice. Strangled, high
pitched and nervous. The thought of making Severus Snape breakfast
had thrown her off.
She
should have known he'd decline by the scowl that had suddenly
appeared on his features, but trying to make the best of things she
had flashed him the brightest Gryffindor smile she could muster and
look to him expectantly.
Snape
didn't answer at first, knowing full well he could have just snapped
a rude, "NO!" had her in tears and running out of the
kitchen which he could have had all himself. Instead he had favored
the idea of getting back in Dumbledore's good graces by being civil
to the little brat. Sadly his ego couldn't take the prospect of
Hermione Granger making him breakfast, it was all too
uncomfortable.
"I'm
not hungry." came the smooth reply before his onyx eyes were
back on the paper and Hermione's face went a slight shade of pink at
the rejection. It didn't matter all that much to her, after all he
just wasn't hungry. She continued to stare at him a moment even after
he'd gone back to reading the paper with a curious look in her dark
eyes.
She
went rigid then, a bit perturbed at Snape's quick reply and a little
offended at the way he had looked at her with such contempt. Going
against all her predisposed ideas of civil kindness she gave Snape a
harsh look of disgust.
Sadly,
just as she had done so he happened to glance up, (having felt her
eyes boring into him) and catch her in the act. Raising a dark
eyebrow skyward he narrowed his eyes at her with exasperation.
"If
you don't mind Miss Granger," he said silkily, "I am trying
to read a rather interesting article and your glowering and carrying
on across the room is proving to be quite the distraction."
Hermione
turned a slight blush, turning around and ignoring the statement as
Snape shook his head and squeezed his eyes shut in exasperation. He'd
gone across the one oath he had made to himself; be civil to her. He
was furious at the fact that she had managed in one foul swoop to
take away the one thing that he had always assumed he'd been the
master of. His self control.
Why
had she been glaring at him? Hadn't he been nice enough to say, "I'm
not hungry" in place of, "I wouldn't eat anything
from a little brat like you, not even if I were starving and your
eggs were the last food on earth, so kindly piss off, stop grinning
at me and leave me alone!"
No.
He'd been civil and she'd thrown it in his face. He made a face at
her back and went back to his paper all the time wondering what
provoked a strange girl like that.
With
bored contemplation Snape's thoughts drew to; how could one
understand a teenage girl? The only logical prospect was that one
must think like one. With this idea in his head Snape looked to the
paper, not really reading it and narrowed his eyes in concentration
and began.
Alright...I'm
a seventeen year old girl. I'm too clever for my own good, and I'm
always getting into trouble to assist that stupid, moron- Potter. I'm
quite bossy, my voice gets shrill when I'm nervous and I aggravate
everyone when I shove my hand up in the air like the know-it- when I
brag...I sneak into classes to steal from my Professor's storages
just so I can s- so that from my point of view I may help Potter...I
have unusually large hair and teeth. I am fairly good in Potions and
I was going to be Head Girl until I got engaged to my
Professor...
Hmmm....he
frowned, suddenly realizing just what could have been ailing Miss
Granger the last few days and he couldn't really blame her. With that
interesting thought in mind he went back to his paper.
Hermione
meanwhile had finished with her things, placing the finished eggs
onto a plate and waving the excess objects away with a swoosh of her
wand. She looked at the food with indifference, knowing full well she
could have done better, but under the strain of Snape's presence,
scrambled would have to do.
She
was halfway to the table when she stopped as if she'd been stung.
Where was she to sit? With Snape? That was a laugh. Panic suddenly
hit her and she contemplated eating up in her room, would it be
obvious she was too nervous to sit with him? Would he be thankful at
her absence? Woul-
"Are
you just going to stand there all morning?" Snape said with as
minimal malice as he could muster. He wasn't looking up from the
paper as he spoke; he seemed engrossed in it as he continued. "The
table is large enough to facilitate both our needs."
The
words were low and laced with something formidable, and it took her a
good few seconds to fully understand he was offering her a seat. She
went pale a moment, nodding to no one in particular and then placing
her eggs on the table she chose the chair the farthest away from him
across the table,(Which in fact wasn't as far as hoped.).
She
was about to say thank you when she clamped her mouth shut. What
would she be thanking him for? He was just as much a guest as she
was, and noting the way he raised the paper to block out her face she
felt little anxiety over her choice.
Snape
continued reading the paper, all the time tuned into the way she had
reluctantly accepted his overly kind offer, and was now sullenly
eating her eggs whilst probably relieved that they weren't talking.
In
truth Hermione had had motivation behind her offering of breakfast.
She had wanted to probe that brain of his perhaps over a filling
breakfast. Obviously this was not to be, she'd be stuck with
conversations of Quidditch and schemes to humiliate Malfoy all the
time wishing she was in the library.
Whilst
Harry may not want to play wizards chess (even though it was
barbaric, at least it was challenging.) and explore the Library,
Snape surely would. The mental comparison was gone in a fleeting
moment as Hermione merely wished for a stimulation conversation on
occasion, something that Snape was evidently not prepared to offer
and something she was not about to ask for.
She
snuck a glance at him as she chewed her eggs quietly, trying
desperately not to vex him. Sitting this close to him, level was
quite intimidating. He still towered over her even when sitting and
she was thankful that the paper he held was covering his face. She
didn't think she could handle him sipping tea and staring at her.
Before
she could even consider if this was the right course of action, or if
what she was about to do would only further widen the gap between
them she timidly spoke whilst looking to her breakfast
plate.
"Professor?"
There
was a bout of silence before a small grunt of a reply was heard
behind the paper, giving Hermione the courage to talk to him almost
face to face.
"Do
you enjoy Wizards Chess?"
Slowly
the paper was lowered at one corner, enough for one black eye to
stare at her from behind it. He seemed to be taking her into
consideration; one well-placed brow was raised and lowered in
contemplative interest. Was she offering to engage in a game? How
should he proceed?
As
if she were outside her own body Hermione suddenly felt the need to
smile at him again, show him that she wasn't being a nuisance and
that she wasn't trying to trick him. This seemed to be an odd course
of action for as soon as she had smiled broadly at him he'd gotten a
peculiar look on his face as he stared rather pointedly at her pearly
whites.
Merlin's
beard, her teeth have shrunk!
Snape
in a sudden gesture of kindness had been about to indulge Hermione's
query with an answer when he had been distracted by her teeth.
Evidently
over the course of Granger's duration at Hogwarts after his ill-fated
comment of "I see no difference." he had greatly upset the
girl, spurning her to change her teeth. They were normal sized now,
giving her a sunnier smile (one that he'd never been privy to) and
the end result was his staring.
Hermione
though, taking it the wrong was as usual had a horrid flash back to
her fourth year and slammed her mouth shut. He viewed as a small
pinkish blush arose on her cheeks and she went silent.
I
was only trying to be polite...What's he bloody well staring at? He
hasn't the most lovely teeth himself...
Seeing
the young girl's awkward nature now he was about to inform her that
he'd been thunderstruck by her teeth when there was a sudden noise
from behind them as Harry stumbled into view, his hair in disarray
over his bright eyes and the look they'd been sharing was broken.
Hermione
looked to Harry with a strange look upon her features, one that Snape
couldn't help but be confused by. Suddenly growing flustered as she
looked to the two of them Hermione suddenly stood, almost knocking
her chair over in the process as Harry stared at her.
"Erm...have
a nice day Professor. Perhaps we can talk about chess another day."
Hermione sputtered, looking to him before heading back up the stairs
and brushing past Harry roughly. Snape and Harry exchanged matching
looks of hatred before the-boy-who-lived-to-be-his-torment rushed up
the stairs calling after Hermione.
