Author's note: This is the first fanfic I ever posted so please be gentle with me.
Warning: This is a shounen-ai fanfic meaning this is a guy-guy relationship. Mano and Monika are both guys so if you are uncomfortable with this, please hit the back button now. Also, this was unbetaed so if you see any spelling errors... whoops.
Disclaimer: I don't own Demon Diary. I wish I did. Unfortunately, I'm not creative enough to write something like that. Demon Diary belongs to Kara and Lee Chi Hyong.
Now, on with the story.
Blind: Mano's Story
Being dead sucks. As I stand next to the one I love the most, I wonder if I did the right thing. Stranded here in the realm of the living as a wandering ghost, I look on at Monika and ask myself, "Was all of this really worth it?" I stand here and watch as he falls into the depression that I caused. It hurts knowing I can't hold him. It hurts not being able to tell him "I'm sorry."
When he told me he found the person that he loved, it hurt me. Of course he wouldn't know that since he doesn't know the way I feel about him. I wanted to make him feel the pain he caused me for looking at someone else other than me. I wanted him to look at no one else but me, so I killed myself to stay in his heart forever. I gave him the Crystal Heart knowing fully well what the consequences were.
They say that when you give the Crystal Heart to someone, that person will find happiness. When I was dying, I thought to myself, if I couldn't give him the happiness that he was looking for, then I hope he will find happiness in Lilith. Who would've thought that she would be a crazy demon bitch who plays with peoples emotions and kills them off in the end after she got what she wanted. Damn her to all the hells. I hope she dies a horrible death and rots.
No one knows how the legend of the Crystal Heart started. Frankly, I don't really want to know either. All I know is that when I encountered it for the first time, my life changed forever...
To be continued...
Well that's it for the prologue. There will most likely be a revision. I hope everyone likes it. Please give me a review. Constructive criticism appreciated. This is eventually going to be a one-shot. I just wanted to post something up so my page won't be so empty. I was also thinking of writing Monika's version of the story as well. It will obviously connect to this fanfic. Please tell me what you think. Thank you all for reading my crappy story that took me a year to post (yeah, that's right, a year).