What2callmyself-hehe don't worry rants don't bother me, Opinions are always
welcome!

sakurasango- Yeup but hey knowing me things may just change around,
maybe he wont forget hehe you'll just have to wait and see

Hiei's pheonix girl- O.0 Dialogue fic... Runs away screaming Hehhe sorry, I thought about making this a dialogue fic but my mind voted otherwise maybe
when its complete maybe I'll do a rewrite and make a dialogue version.

Thank you everyone for your kind reviews!

I almost decided not to update today but I promised, so I will update!
so here we go chapter two Hieis' POV

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I glared coldly at ceiling.
How long would I have to stay
and watch him suffer like this?

Is this my hell is this what I
get in return for everyone
I've killed?

No I don't think it is.
This is worse then Hell itself.

I could hear every word,
every thought of my kitsune.
I could feel his pain.
His anger. His sadness.

I punched the wall.
Small cracks formed from the indent,
Spreading outward like a spiders
Web.

He wanted to forget me...
How am I supposed to help him,
do that?
Once again my fist hit the
wall.

Over and over again, I
took out my anger and frustration.
Creating more and more of those
Intricate cracks.

"Damn it fox, how do you expect me to do this?
I will not help you forget me!" I half growled.
Knowing he couldn't hear me. Unless Koenma
allowed it.

I could feel his very thoughts at that moment,
and it was if he had heard me.
They were at this time confused , angry and sad.

What am I to do? I cant do this..
Its not a matter of that I don't possess the power.
Its that I will not do it I will not,
help erase all that he knows of me.

I wont.

One last time my fist hit the wall.
A small trickle of blood slid down the wall
And to the floor.

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Hmm I guess koenma might only make one apperance after all.

this story of mine just took a turn I hadnt meant it to, but I like where its heading, so I wont change it.

random note- Lets all hope that MT.St. Helens blows again! Yay for active volcanos! (Sorry but being so close to such an awsome thing is so cool,(I'm not that close its two and half hours away from here(Mt.St. Helens I mean.))

Thanks again for your reviews!