I went three days without updating--' sorry I forgot to mention I wont usually update on the weekends and friday there was no school, and so i considered it a weekend and I think I left to a friends house.(Aera-chan, was I at your house friday? Seriously I dont remember--')

anyways, this fic sadly will be ending soon. I estimate about 3-4 more chapters.(Hmm that may be too many actually.) Heheheh only one person besides me knows how this will end! And they'll never tell!

I know where I plan to take this and I hope that when its over no one wants to kill me.

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What is he trying to prove?
That he can make me do this?

I wont let him kill himself.
But yet, I cant help him forget. What am I supposed to do?
If I don't do what he wants,
he will die.

This was not a lie.
He was serious about it.
I could tell, up until the
moment the glass went into
his arm.

If there was a way for me
to be with you again I would.
You want my answer I know.
I'm delaying what I don't
want to say.

I look down at you.
Your arm now bandaged.
Not a single emotion,
can I read from you.

I don't want you to die.
Not because of me.
But..
I will not do it.

I'm sorry.
Do not end your life because
of me.

Your are the great youko,
are you not?
Forget me on your own.
I know you can do that much.

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Nothing to say now except the next chapter will (hopefully) be up tommrow. And if you havent already go read a manga called Yami no Matsuei heres where you can get it: sakura-crisis . net / translations / yami /

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