Okay, so I'm writing a second chappie I guess. I've noticed that the more I write, the worse I get! What the hell! I reread some of my early stories, and it didn't even look like I wrote it. Yeah. I get worse everyday. sigh

Anyway, I changed the first chapter after I read the reviews. And ppl, I did not purposly copy's anyone's fanfic! There's a lot of repeated ideas and sentences out there. I can't promise the it won't be repeated. Like "The silence is killing me." I can't promise that nobody else's fic has the same thing! You stop blaming me for repeated sentences and ideas. So please stop blaming me for everything!

And Miss DreamingDucky, when you wrote, "if you don't think you're good enough to write, you shouldn't copy other ppl's sentences." I just wanted to say that I might not write as good as you, but I did not purposly copy anyone's anything! That was really mean to say.

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2 months later.

"Father D. Can you tell me more about this future thing."

"Sorry Susannah, but that's as far as my knowledge of the future goes." He said locking up his special mediating box. I was sure that there were more information in that box, but he just isn't telling me. He probably think that the knowledge is too advanced for me. But I bet that he'd show Paul the informations. He put the key in his pocket.

"Father D. I think Sister E wanted to see you earlier somewhere. Um, you should probably go see her." I lied. Ha! I'm such a good lier. Maybe I was lying because I was too desperate to fix everything, and the answer's in the box. I know that it wasn't good to lie, especialy to a priest.

"Okay. You should probably get going too." Father D said leading me out of his office."

"Yes. I think she wanted to meet you at the Priest Church." I said. I knew that it was a 30 minute drive from here to there. It's probably long enough for me to get everything done in time.

"Good bye Susannah." I grinned like a sweet, sweet angel.

I finally managed to sneak into his office again. Ha ha! Who said I'm not slick.

"Do you have a appointment from Father Dominic?" The secretary asked.

"Oh yes." I grinned. "He wanted to see me earlier. But I had to come after my period is over."

"Okay."

I sneaked into Father D's ever so neat office.

"Susannah? What are you doing here?"

I jumped half a mile at Jesse's voice. "Jesse? What the hell are you doing here?" Yeah, Jesse, thanks a lot for ruining everthing!

"Father D-"

"Yeah, yeah, whatever. Well, Father D wanted me to get something for him." I said nervously. Too obvious? I moved my way across his office at where he had left the old mediating box. I swiftly picked it up.

I felt Jesse's hand coil around my wrist. "What are you doing Susannah? Father D instructed me to not let anyone touch that box. Especially you, Susannah."

What the HELL! Father D knew that I'd come back for the box! He knew! Well, thanks a lot Jesse. For ruining everything. First my life, and now this.

"Um, well, Jesse. Maybe you heard wrong or something. But Father D told me to take the box." So...

"Susannah. Don't lie to me." Jesse shook his head.

"Jesse! Please! I need the box!" I pleaded.

"Susannah." Jesse said holding the box up, out of my reach.

Suddenly, the box popped opened, and everything fell out.

I picked up a peice of paper. I quickly skimmed though it, and it wrote:

As Dr. Slaski deciphers, it is said that it is

possible for us to reach the future. Only one

kind of people, called full shifters, may reach

into the future.

Full shifters are rare, and only some worked

for the King. The others were for evil. Full

shifter has many pathes to pick into the future,

and only the strongest full shifters may bring

back informations or things from the fut-

Jesse grabbed my paper out of my hand before I could finish. My breath got kinda caught up for a while. Full shifters. Going to the future. Different pathes. Jessica. Paul.

"Oh my god." Then, I knew the answer. It was clear, all too clear. And Jesse knew, but, didn't know. Now, I know. Everything made sence. "Oh my god. Paul."

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"Paul!" I stormed out of the cafeteria.

"Hello Suze." He grinned. "What a pleasant suprise to see you Suze."

"What do you know about full shifters?" I asked angrily. He knew. He knew the answer. He knew that I'd ask him the question someday. And he was ready for it.

He frowned for a moment. "Full shifters?"

"Yes." I stormed. "Full shifters."

"Well, everything. I'm a full shifter. You're a full shifter-"

"Excuse me? What did you just say?" I choked out. I'm a full shifter. I'm a full shifter.

"Full shifter is one of the most powerful shifter in the world. They have control on almost everthing." He continued, ignoring me.

"E-everything?" This was news to me.

"If you know how to do it. But being a full shifter can be one of the most dangerous thing."

"You did if didn't you." I hissed. He gave me a funny look. "Jessica."

"Jessica? Oh yes, Jessica, our baby." He smirked.

"Your baby. You did it. I know what you did."

"I did what?" He asked looking bemused.

"You know what I'm talking about. The future."

"The future? What are you talking about Suze?"

"I'm not stupid anymore." I snapped. " I know you know Jesse knows."

"What?"

"You went into my future. You choosed your future. And brought Jessica back. Because you knew that Jesse knew, but not all of it. You knew that Jesse knows about the future. But he didn't know about full shifters, and what they-"

"We."

"-Could do. You choose your future. You picked the one with us ending up together, not me and Jesse. You knew that it would make Jesse loose hope, and he's leave. That'd leave me with you. But you're wrong! I know. I know about everything. And Jesse is going to know."

"If Jesse gives you a chance to explain, that is." He smirked. He knows something that I don't.

"What? What are you talking about. What did you do to him?"

"You precious Jesse is up there now." He pointed up at the sky. "You're too late. But nice try though."

"No. No. You're lying. Jesse would never leave me! He wouldn't." I felt my cheeks wet. Oh god, I was crying. "Jesse woudn't do that to me. He can't. he just can't!"

"Suze. Get over it. He's died."

"No. He means so much more to me. He would never leave me." I sobbed. "He wouldn't do that to me. He can't. He won't!"

"But he did."

"You are a Lier! He would never!" I threw my fist in his face. "He would never."

It was just so hard to believe that he's gone. So hard to me to accept that it was over. But he's gone, and I knew it. He'd left. But he was still here with me. He'd always be in my heart. Always.

And, I'm still clutching onto memmories....

Hope....

Memmories....