Buffy and Spike were both cuddled in Buffy's hospital bed.

"Spike?" Buffy questioned.

"Yes, luv?" Spike replied.

"I can't believe that that was my first time" Buffy said.

"What do you mean?" Spike asked.

"I mean my first time having sex. I always dreamed that it would be with someone I was in love with and that loved me back" Buffy said.

"That doesn't have to be your first time" Spike replied.

"Yea right...and who's going to change that?" Buffy sighed.

Spike gave Buffy a meaningful look.

Spike leaned in and they started to kiss.

"I love you Buffy" Spike said.

"I love you too" Buffy replied.

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"Morning Luv" Spike said the next morning when they woke up together.

"Morning" Buffy smiled.

"So, tell me, how was your first time?" Spike asked.

"Amazing" Buffy replied.

"I might even be up for a second time" Buffy smiled.

Spike smirked and pulled her closer to him.

"Oh my god!" A nurse sheirked as she walked into the room.

"Ms Summers, what is this young man doing in your room?" the nurse asked with her lips purst.

"I....um.....we were just.........um..." Buffy trailed off.

"Please don't tell anyone" Buffy pleaded.

"Fine, as long as you don't let it happen again" the nurse replied as she lefted the room "I'll be back in a few minutes and I expect you both to be decent" she added.

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As the nurse had said she was back in a few minutes.

"Ms Summers do you have anyone to pick you up from the hospital?" the nurse asked.

"My parents are in Mexico. They won't be back for another week" Buffy replied shyly.

"So who will you be staying with?" the nurse asked.

"She'll be staying with me" Spike replied.

"Are you sure that's best?" the nurse sounded skeptical.

"You can phone my parents and they'll come pick us up" Spike said.

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Buffy had been home for a few days now and she and Spike were both staying in the pool house.

Buffy and Spike hadn't been apart for more than a second. Buffy was completely dependant on Spike.

Buffy's parents were still away, but would be home in a few days.

"Are you sure you're ready to go back to school?" Spike's mom, Jenny asked.

"No, I'm not sure, but I can't stand not having anything to do" Buffy replied.

"I think I know what'll have it easier on you" Jenny smiled.

"Mum it's supposed to be a surprise" Spike replied.

"What? You two and up to something" Buffy said.

"I'm sorry William, but I have to tell her. I enrolled William at your private school" jenny said.

"But Spike hates private school" Buffy replied as she turned to look at Spike.

"I guess I love you more than I hate private school" Spike replied.

Buffy gave Spike a hug.

"Thank-you" Buffy said.

"No problem" Spike replied.

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"Am I aloud to change my mind?" Spike asked as he put on his school uniform.

"Come on honey, it's not that bad" Jenny replied.

"I think it's cute" Buffy smiled.

"I look like a prep" Spike complained.

"Awwww muffin" Buffy mocked.

"Come you two are going to be late for school" Jenny said as she pushed them out the door.

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"I don't think I can do this" Buffy said to Spike.

Spike had walked her to her first class and now it was time for Spike to leave and go to his class.

"You'll be fine" Spike reasured her.

Buffy wimpered.

"I'll see you really soon okay?" Spike said.

"What class do you have?" Buffy asked.

"Math" Spike replied "If you need me you can just come and get me from math" he added.

"Okay" Buffy replied as she went into her class.

"Ms Summers it's nice to have you back" the teacher said.

Buffy nodded and took her seat.

Buffy's body started to shake and her heart was pounding. She kept seeing flashes of the guys face.

"Ms Summers are you alright?" the teacher asked.

Buffy was now on the floor beside her desk. Knees pulled up to her chest, rocking back and forth.

"What's wrong with her?" Buffy heard someone behind her ask.

Buffy was now wimpering Spike's name.

"Buffy, tell me what's wrong" the teacher was now beside her on the floor.

"I want Spike" Buffy replied quietly.

"Can somebody please go and find Spike" the teacher called out to the class.

A few minutes later Spike rushed into the class.

"It's okay, I'm here" Spike said as he pulled Buffy into his lap.

Buffy barried her face in Spike neck and held onto him for dear life.

Buffy and Spike both missed their first classes, but the principal forced them to go to their next classes.

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"I have PE, if you need me for whatever reason, Just come and get me" Spike said as the principal lead Buffy away to her next class.

Not more than ten minutes had passed before Buffy was freaking out again and she went to find Spike.

She was just about to go into the guys change room when one of the male PE teachers grabbed her arm.

"And where do you think you're going?" he asked.

Buffy screamed and all she could see was her rapists face. She slapped the Pe teacher and tried to run away.

Spike heard her scream and went running out of the change room, even though he was in the process of getting changed.

Buffy ran straight into Spike's arms.

"Principals office, now!" the PE teacher spat.

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"She didn't mean too" Spike said.

"It doesn't matter if she meant to or not. She hit a teacher" the PE teacher said.

"Calm down, Tom" the principal, Mr Duncan said to the PE teacher.

"She should be expelled" Tom cried.

"What do you think?" Mr Duncam asked the vice principal, Mrs Smith.

"I think we should give Ms Summers a chance to explain" Mrs Smith said.

Buffy who had been sitting silent the whole time looked up.

"I don't know" was all Buffy could say.

"Expel her"

"She didn't mean to"

"Tom you're not helping"

"Everyone calm down"

Everyone was talking at once. Everyone except for Buffy.

Buffy stood up and yelled " I was raped" before running out of the room.

Spike took off after her. He found her in the girls bathroom.

"I thought he was 'him' " Buffy sobbed.

"It's okay, you didn't do anything wrong" Spike said as he pulled Buffy into his arms.

"Can we go home?" Buffy asked.

"Of course we can" Spike replied.

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