(A/N: Okay. I just happened to come up with this wacky idea in about five minutes. It's a tag to "The Drivers Seat". Told in first person.
Disclaimer: I don't own Kiva, or MEGAS XLR.
Summary: Kiva is lost in her own thoughts. Might be confusing.)
I'll Be There
I was so cruel. Even now, hours later, I can't believe I could be so heartless... so unfeeling. Maybe my commander was right. Maybe I really am just an ice bitch with no heart to feel pain. I... I just can't believe what a fool I was.
-But you saved him.-
I should have been there before. Shouldn't have let us fall into the wrong hands. I should have protected him.
-You did what you could to protect Jamie.-
But I should have saved Coop. Should have been by his side...
-Without you, Jamie would still be in that stinking cell.-
It was my fault we were there. I never should have tried to fly MEGAS to the rescue.
-If you hadn't, Coop would never have defeated the Glorft.-
Then I'd have a reason to stay by his side. I wouldn't have to worry about being cast out.
-Do you really think Coop's that heartless?-
No...
-Jamie wouldn't kick you out either. He confided in you. You're a part of them now.-
I shouldn't be.
-Why? Because you tried so hard to keep them away from your heart? To block them out?-
I need no one.
-Then why do you feel so right around them? Why do you tease them? Why do you even tolerate them?-
It's part of my mission.
-To be accepted? You really are being stupid now.-
What?
-Coop and Jamie accepted you because of who you are, and what you are. Not because of what you were.-
They're men.
-Not all men are like the ones you've met. Think about it, girl. Coop would never do what They did to you.-
Neither would Jamie.
-Then what are you waiting for, girl?-
Nothing. I...
-Talk to them. Let them help you.-
I will.
-Silence. Sweet silence. It was a wonderful sound.-
(Wow. That was a weird fic. It's interesting. That whole thing is taking place in her mind, btw.
Review if you have constructive criticism or reviews... do not flame me.)