Hi again everyone I'm lucky this week-end my bro is not here so I can use the comp all the want. I'm glad to see I'm still alive after what I had done, and yamigirl I want you to kick Yami Bakura for me.

Man I'm really desperate I just spent 1 hour searching for a place to download the first season of Yu-gi-oh and I didn't find anything (you know, the one the stupid WB cut) If any of you know where I cant find it please tell me.

Now where was I a yes...

Chapter 10: What were you thinking?

Mokuba felt the blade entering his flesh, it was too late to turn away now and anyway he didn't want to, why would he want to? For him the blade seemed to take years to reach his vein but he knew it would reach it in less than a second...

"Mokuba!!" Came a voice from the other side of the living room.

Mokuba wouldn't have paid attention to hit but a hand hit the knife causing him to drop it. He saw the knife two feet away from him and stretched his arm to reach it paying no attention to the guy in front of him but before he could reach it he was pined to the floor.

Yami had to use all his strength just to keep Mokuba from reaching the knife, his wrist was bleeding a lot but it was nothing to worry about. When Mokuba realized he wasn't going to get the knife he stopped fighting.

As soon as he felt that Mokuba wasn't fighting anymore Yami quickly put the knife away from the younger Kaiba's view. He wanted to yell at him for trying such a stupid thing, what shocked him the most was that if he hadn't come here Mokuba would be dead by now.

But when he looked at Mokuba all his anger disappeared; He was all curled up in a ball on the ground and was crying silently, he looked totally broken. Yami knew all about what the poor kid had suffered those last week and he felt sorry for him; no kid his age should endure such a thing.

Yami helped Mokuba up, holding him by his shoulders, and brought him to his bed. When he reached his bed Mokuba curled in a ball again and hugged his pillow, he was starring blackly at the wall to the side of his bed.

Yami decided that Mokuba was probably not going to kill himself if he let him alone for two minute went to the bathroom to get some bandage for Mokuba's wrist. When he came back to the room Mokuba hadn't moved an inch, he seemed in another world.

He didn't even do the slightest protest when Yami cleaned up his wound, which, Yami was certain, was causing the young boy a lot of pain. Mokuba never stopped looking at the wall like it wasn't there as Yami bandaged his wrist.

"What were you thinking Mokuba?" Yami asked when he was finished with Mokuba's injury.

Yami's voice seemed to bring Mokuba back to the real world. He looked up at him but looked like he wasn't seeing him.

"Why did you do that?" Yami asked again.

"Because I deserved it." Mokuba said looking back at the wall.

Yami knew that telling Mokuba that he was wrong wasn't going to help the kid at this point, so he decided to use another tactic.

"Why did you deserved it Mokuba?" He asked.

Mokuba started to cry again. "Because it's all my fault, I'm always hurting everyone."

Yami started to rub Mokuba's back, the young Kaiba was crying all the tears of his body and was hugging the pillow like his life depended on it. Physically, Mokuba may look like a 16 years old teenager but to Yami he looked every bit of the little boy he really was.

When he heard Mokuba saying he had deserved it Yami had been surprised, he was expecting something like 'I can't take it anymore' or something like that. Mokuba's reason made him realize that his problem were probably much deeper than what happened in the past weeks.

"What exactly is your fault Mokuba?" Yami asked.

"Everything." Was Mokuba's only answer.

"You're gonna have to be more specific if you want me to help you." Yami said.

"Who said I wanted your help, all I want is to put an end to this once and for all, I'm only causing pain to everyone I know, everyone will be better without me." Mokuba said.

This is going to be harder than I thought, Mokuba seem to have those problem since a lot of time now, how come none of us actually saw it. Yami thought.

"I killed her." Mokuba finally said. "She died because of me, it's all my fault."

"Who are you talking about?" Yami asked.

"My mother."

"She died giving birth to you?" Yami asked.

Mokuba was crying to much to talk so he only nodded. Yami was shocked about what he had learned, he knew his mother had died soon after his birth because Mokuba had told them so after the death-t but he had no idea that she had died because of it.

Yami felt a lot of pain for the kid, he had no mother or at least one he could remember so he didn't really knew how Mokuba was feeling but he knew it must be terrible to know that if he wasn't there his mother would still be alive. But Mokuba was wrong and he knew it, it wasn't his fault.

"Even here, even it this world she's still dead because of me." Mokuba managed to say.

"Mokuba you are not responsible for things you have no control of." Yami said.

"Liar it's my fault, she died because of me; I ruined her life, all my life I only hurt everyone I cared for." Mokuba said crying even more.

Yami let Mokuba crying all he wanted, he really needed it.

"Yami?" Mokuba asked once he had used all his tears.

"Yeah what is it?" Yami asked.

"I-I don't want to stay here anymore, I have enough..but..." Mokuba started but was enable to continue.

"But..." Yami repeated.

"I don't want to go back with Seto." Mokuba said.

"Why not?"

"Because he hates me, he never cared about me." Mokuba said.

"Why do you think he hates you?"

"Because I ruined his life Yami. There was a lot of people at the orphanage who wanted to adopt Seto but he always said no because they didn't want to take me." Mokuba said.

"That sound more like love to me Mokuba." Yami said.

"But all those family were lovely one, Seto would have been happy with them. Because of me we were adopted by Gozaburo. It's him who tuned Seto into what he is today, Seto wasn't always like that you know, he used to be happy and he was always smiling. But Gozaburo turned his life into hell, it's all my fault and Seto hates me for it, if I wasn't there Gozaburo would never had adopted Seto."

"Mokuba, I don't know all the reason why your brother act like he does, in fact I don't know him at all. But I saw the ways he's looking at you, he's looking at you with pride Mokuba, you are his pride, you are the result of all his hard work, you are his life and if there one thing I'm sure about Seto Kaiba it's that he loves you more than anything else." Yami said.

"If he loves me that much then why did he beat me?" Mokuba shouted back with anger.

"What?" Yami said in shock, he didn't believe what Mokuba had said.

"You perfectly heard me, my brother beat me." Mokuba said.

"Explain yourself Mokuba, please." Yami said.

"What is there to explain, my brother hates me and he beats me." Mokuba yelled.

"But you never seemed hurt to me Mokuba." Yami said.

"He only did it twice but that's more than I need to understand that he doesn't care for me anymore." Mokuba said.

"Why did he do it?" Yami asked. "Please Mokuba tell me." He added when he saw that Mokuba wasn't going to answer.

"Th-the first time was a week before I made my wish, we had an argument over a stupidity the day before and I wanted to apologize about what I had said to him but I guess he was still hurt by what I told him." Mokuba said looking down.

"He hit you?" Yami asked.

Mokuba only nodded. "I know it was an accident, he didn't meant to hurt me, he told me he was sorry but he had never hurt me before and I trusted him, I don't know why I didn't told him I was ok before he left." Mokuba said with tears starting to fall again.

"What happened after?" Yami asked.

"Seto stopped talking to me after that, he didn't apologize, he was acting like I was nothing to him." Mokuba said.

"When did he hit you the second time?" Yami asked.

"It happened a few hours before I make my wish, I had enough of him not talking to me so I decided to make the first step but when I touched him he turned around and beat me. This time he really beat me, he hit me a lot of time and he seemed to enjoy it." Mokuba said still looking down.

Yami couldn't believe that Kaiba had actually hurt his little brother and worst that he had enjoyed it when something he didn't think about came back to his mind.

"Joey" Yami said with a sigh.

"What does Joey have to do with all of this?" Mokuba asked.

"Tell me Mokuba, you found the stone near the river am I right?" Yami asked.

"How do you know?"

"Listen carefully Mokuba there's something you need to know, after he hit you the first time Kaiba found that stone and..."

Yami explained everything about the wish Kaiba made and everything that happened during the week.

"You mean Joey was the one who hurt me the first time, and that all this time when my brother didn't seem to care about me it was Joey?" Mokuba asked.

Yami nodded. Then another thought entered Mokuba's mind, something that Yami hadn't told him because he didn't know about it. That means that when I run away and went to Joey's house I was actually with Seto. A small smile made its way to Mokuba's face at this thought.

"But that doesn't change the fact that Seto had hurt me." Mokuba said, his smile disappearing.

"You cant run away from your problem forever Mokuba, you have to make things clear with your brother, I'm sure thing will get well." Yami said.

"I guess you're right, but what if he doesn't like me, what will I do then?" Mokuba asked.

"Trust me Mokuba, he loves you." Yami said.

Mokuba didn't seem sure about it and Yami saw that the problem between the Kaiba brothers was about more then what had happened during this week. Yami made a note to himself to have a little talk with Kaiba about it once all of this is over, if of course Kaiba and Joey are back into their body which of course Yami 'forgot' to mention to Mokuba. He didn't want the kid to know that his brother's wish could be permanent.

"How can I go back?" Mokuba asked with a low unsure voice.

"You just need to use the stone to cancel your wish." Yami said.

When he heard Yami talking about the stone Mokuba froze.

"I...don't...have...it." Mokuba said.

"What? Where is it? Please tell me you didn't throw it in the river." Yami said with a worried voice, without the stone Mokuba could never cancel his wish.

"No, it's worst than that, Noah stole it."

Arrow: ...I don't really have anything to say except; go Mokie. Yeah he want his brother back but it looks like it's a little bit too late.