A/N: this is a Spike POV during season 2. Spike's starting to show signs of his obsessioin with Buffy. song is "Taking Over" by Evanescence. PLEASE R&R!
Taking Over
You don't remember me
But I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard
Not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do...
Spike stared up at his ceiling. Why couldn't he sleep? Damn Slayer...filling my head with unwanted thoughts....
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me
He got up off his bed and stared out his window at the late night/ early morning sky. He began to wonder what she was doing at this very moment. Wait a minute, why do I care? Why do I have non-fatal thoughts about her? Why do I feel this way about her? Bloody hell! She's dating my poof of a Sire anyway....
Have you forgotten all I know?
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
Drusilla twirled into his room and came up behind him, putting her arms around him, "Are you okay, Spike? You seem troubled. You should listen to the stars and rest."
"Yeah, Ducks, I'm fine.....just can't wait to kill her," he cast his eyes downward at the floor as Drusilla led him to his bed.
"Killers need sleep or they won't be able to catch their prey as quick as a spider," Drusilla forced him to lie down like one of her dolls. "There we go, all better. Now sleep."
"Okay, Ducks," Spike replied just to make her happy.
She smiled and pranced around the room before finally dancing out the door.
Spike sighed and gazed wistfully at the window again.
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me
He began to think of her once more. Like a cancer, he thought. I can't get rid of her. He began to contemplate her fighting style, her beauty, everything about her. He shook his head and looked at his non-reflection in the window. Damn. He had forgotten to draw the curtains. So as to avoid being burnt to a crisp in his sleep, he got up and closed the thick dark drapes.
I look in the mirror and see you face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are
Just like you are taking over
Damn Slayer... why couldn't he get her out of his head? Why couldn't he look anywhere without seeing her? He crawled back into bed.
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me
God, she's so bloody perfect...living in her own perfect little world......being God's gift to humanity.......damn her!
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me
He got up and stated to pace, plotting her demise. The Night of St. Vigeous she will die. This Saturday is going to be her last. I'll kill her and then me and Dru will rule this town.
(taking over me)
You're taking over me
(taking over me)
You're taking over me
Little did he know that he would be in the same position for several years, still trying to come out on top.......still trying to get her out of his head.