Blah = lyrics that Riku is writing. Heads up people here comes the major
guilt trip! . hope you like this chapter better than chapter 3.
Punkish Issues
Tell Me Why (chp 4)
"Why Riku? Why...?" Sora sobbed leaning against his bedroom door.
Innocent Sora felt tainted by Riku. He was still aching even though a couple of hours passed after the incident. He didn't feel like eating that night so he dismissed himself from dinner earlier. He stood there in his room crying for a while.
"I...hate...him..." Sora cried into his pillow, unsure what else he could do to feel better.
He got off his bed and went to his bathroom and started running water in the shower. He stripped off his clothes and stood under the shower head. Sora wasn't really sure what he was doing. Maybe he was trying to wash away this violated feeling...trying to feel clean again.
Sora slumped down onto the floor, water still piercing his skin like repeated pokes from a needle. He pulled his legs to his chest and rested his head and continued to cry. He turned the water off and slipped out of the shower and grabbed his towel. Drying himself off, he put on a clean pair of boxers and laying in his behind afterwards. He fell into a silent sleep. Finally giving into sleep he dozed off.
"Hey Sora, did you talk to Riku yesterday?" Kairi whispered as she leaned in over towards him when the teacher was talking.
Strangely enough Sora seemed sort of out of it today. He didn't even notice Kairi even spoke to him. Actually he appeared not to notice anything around him. It was creepy staring at him. He had this blank look on his face.
"Sora..." Kairi whined poking him to get his attention.
"Huh? What?" Sora asked looking around the classroom for the person who spoke to him.
"Are you feeling ok today?" Kairi inquired quirking her eyebrow.
"Yeah...I'm perfectly fine." He smiled at her, but it was a fake smile and Kairi could tell.
"Ok." Kairi said smiling back at him turning back to writing her notes.
The bell rung and all the students began to pack up all their books. They rushed out the class room to leave school in a mad stampede. Kairi was the last to leave making sure Sora was ok as he left. The happy-go- lucky boy she met two days ago seemed to have disappeared and been replaced with some doll.
"I bet Riku had something to do with this..." Kairi sighed exasperated with having to deal with all the trouble and mishaps Riku causes. "What am I going to do with those two boys?" Kairi rolled her eyes swing her purple backpack on her back leaving the classroom.
SLAM
"What did you do to him?!" Kairi demanded slamming Riku up against the wall.
It was right in before the band could even begin a song. Kairi couldn't take it anymore and she was determined to find out what the hell went on between them yesterday. Riku glared at her not responding to her interrogation. Tidus and Slephie not sure what was going on stood there watching.
"Tidus and Slephie mind leaving the room for a couple of minutes while I talk to Kairi." Riku smirked giving the two a side ways glance.
"Sure." They both chimed in at the same time leaving the basement.
"What the hell did you do to Sora?!" Kairi yelled at Riku still pinning him to the wall.
"Nothing we just had some bonding time, you know?" Riku smirked deviously twining his fingers together.
Kairi loosened her fierce grip on Riku's shoulders and backed away from him. He was studying her face and he could tell what she was thinking. There was a look of horror on her face. She must now think of me as some kind of sick creep.
"You didn't, did you Riku? Kairi stammered in distressed all of the sudden.
"Yea I did. Do you have a problem with that?" Riku sneered turning his back on her.
"Riku how could you?! Sora must be distraught right now! I thought you liked him Riku!" Kairi shouted at him clenching her hands into a fist.
"I do like him." He retorted glaring at her.
"Then why would you do such a thing?" Kairi mumble leaving the basement.
"Hey guys practice is canceled today so Riku can have time to think." Kairi explained dragging them out of the door with her.
Riku was stilling standing there thinking, Kairi's question repeating over and over in his mind. Why did he really do that for? Maybe it was revenge...or he was driven by hate that he did that. What ever made him do such a thing he knew he was wrong. He trudged up to his room and turned on his little lamp and took out a pen and a sheet of paper. He began to scribble quickly across the paper.
Everything is falling apart There's isn't anything to say I scarred your heart And you ran away
You probably hate me And want me to die But you see I didn't think you would cry
Why don't you just Let me be near you again Please give me your trust I can be your friend
Give me your dreams Then you can admit I can make you scream And how much you love it
I can make everything right We live without this mistake Talk to me tonight And I'll prove my feelings aren't fake
Riku folded the piece of paper and stuck it in his backpack. He pulled out his knife and made a new cut. It was deeper than the others on his arm. The bleed was fast, oozing, and spilling into the garbage can near his desk. He didn't want to make a mess so his maids wouldn't get mad. He started swallowing numerous amounts of pills then went to sleep.
It was morning and the light burst through the window. Didn't leave one corner dark this morning like usual. It was too bright and cheery for Riku. He stood up wobbling towards his closet and pulled out a pair of black leather pants and a black shirt that said fuck off on it in blood red letters. He pulled up his leather pants zipping them up, slipped on his fishnets, and then threw his fuck off shirt on.
"It's too damn bright today." Riku winced as the sunlight beamed in his eyes.
He went to the bathroom and brushed his teeth like every other person would. He took out his eyeliner and applied a thick layer of it. He opened a draw and pulled out about 6 chains and 4 leather belts and hooked/fastened them on his pants. He trudged down the spiraling case grabbing his back pack. Riku pulled on his boots and stomped out slamming the door to wake up who ever was asleep in the house still.
"Riku what took you so long?" Tidus asked walking along Riku to school.
"I don't know...I just didn't wake up on time I guess." He shrugged.
"That's completely obvious..." He snickered and ran off towards where Kairi and Slephie were standing chit chatting.
Riku on the other hand walked down the rows off lockers looking for Sora's. He stopped at a locker near the water fountain and slipped a note through the vent. He proceeded down the hall to his class whistling. Avoiding crashing into people he watch Sora walk into his class.
"Typical...going to class 5 minutes before the bell rang." Riku sighed secretly smiling to himself though as he walked to his class.
Punkish Issues
Tell Me Why (chp 4)
"Why Riku? Why...?" Sora sobbed leaning against his bedroom door.
Innocent Sora felt tainted by Riku. He was still aching even though a couple of hours passed after the incident. He didn't feel like eating that night so he dismissed himself from dinner earlier. He stood there in his room crying for a while.
"I...hate...him..." Sora cried into his pillow, unsure what else he could do to feel better.
He got off his bed and went to his bathroom and started running water in the shower. He stripped off his clothes and stood under the shower head. Sora wasn't really sure what he was doing. Maybe he was trying to wash away this violated feeling...trying to feel clean again.
Sora slumped down onto the floor, water still piercing his skin like repeated pokes from a needle. He pulled his legs to his chest and rested his head and continued to cry. He turned the water off and slipped out of the shower and grabbed his towel. Drying himself off, he put on a clean pair of boxers and laying in his behind afterwards. He fell into a silent sleep. Finally giving into sleep he dozed off.
"Hey Sora, did you talk to Riku yesterday?" Kairi whispered as she leaned in over towards him when the teacher was talking.
Strangely enough Sora seemed sort of out of it today. He didn't even notice Kairi even spoke to him. Actually he appeared not to notice anything around him. It was creepy staring at him. He had this blank look on his face.
"Sora..." Kairi whined poking him to get his attention.
"Huh? What?" Sora asked looking around the classroom for the person who spoke to him.
"Are you feeling ok today?" Kairi inquired quirking her eyebrow.
"Yeah...I'm perfectly fine." He smiled at her, but it was a fake smile and Kairi could tell.
"Ok." Kairi said smiling back at him turning back to writing her notes.
The bell rung and all the students began to pack up all their books. They rushed out the class room to leave school in a mad stampede. Kairi was the last to leave making sure Sora was ok as he left. The happy-go- lucky boy she met two days ago seemed to have disappeared and been replaced with some doll.
"I bet Riku had something to do with this..." Kairi sighed exasperated with having to deal with all the trouble and mishaps Riku causes. "What am I going to do with those two boys?" Kairi rolled her eyes swing her purple backpack on her back leaving the classroom.
SLAM
"What did you do to him?!" Kairi demanded slamming Riku up against the wall.
It was right in before the band could even begin a song. Kairi couldn't take it anymore and she was determined to find out what the hell went on between them yesterday. Riku glared at her not responding to her interrogation. Tidus and Slephie not sure what was going on stood there watching.
"Tidus and Slephie mind leaving the room for a couple of minutes while I talk to Kairi." Riku smirked giving the two a side ways glance.
"Sure." They both chimed in at the same time leaving the basement.
"What the hell did you do to Sora?!" Kairi yelled at Riku still pinning him to the wall.
"Nothing we just had some bonding time, you know?" Riku smirked deviously twining his fingers together.
Kairi loosened her fierce grip on Riku's shoulders and backed away from him. He was studying her face and he could tell what she was thinking. There was a look of horror on her face. She must now think of me as some kind of sick creep.
"You didn't, did you Riku? Kairi stammered in distressed all of the sudden.
"Yea I did. Do you have a problem with that?" Riku sneered turning his back on her.
"Riku how could you?! Sora must be distraught right now! I thought you liked him Riku!" Kairi shouted at him clenching her hands into a fist.
"I do like him." He retorted glaring at her.
"Then why would you do such a thing?" Kairi mumble leaving the basement.
"Hey guys practice is canceled today so Riku can have time to think." Kairi explained dragging them out of the door with her.
Riku was stilling standing there thinking, Kairi's question repeating over and over in his mind. Why did he really do that for? Maybe it was revenge...or he was driven by hate that he did that. What ever made him do such a thing he knew he was wrong. He trudged up to his room and turned on his little lamp and took out a pen and a sheet of paper. He began to scribble quickly across the paper.
Everything is falling apart There's isn't anything to say I scarred your heart And you ran away
You probably hate me And want me to die But you see I didn't think you would cry
Why don't you just Let me be near you again Please give me your trust I can be your friend
Give me your dreams Then you can admit I can make you scream And how much you love it
I can make everything right We live without this mistake Talk to me tonight And I'll prove my feelings aren't fake
Riku folded the piece of paper and stuck it in his backpack. He pulled out his knife and made a new cut. It was deeper than the others on his arm. The bleed was fast, oozing, and spilling into the garbage can near his desk. He didn't want to make a mess so his maids wouldn't get mad. He started swallowing numerous amounts of pills then went to sleep.
It was morning and the light burst through the window. Didn't leave one corner dark this morning like usual. It was too bright and cheery for Riku. He stood up wobbling towards his closet and pulled out a pair of black leather pants and a black shirt that said fuck off on it in blood red letters. He pulled up his leather pants zipping them up, slipped on his fishnets, and then threw his fuck off shirt on.
"It's too damn bright today." Riku winced as the sunlight beamed in his eyes.
He went to the bathroom and brushed his teeth like every other person would. He took out his eyeliner and applied a thick layer of it. He opened a draw and pulled out about 6 chains and 4 leather belts and hooked/fastened them on his pants. He trudged down the spiraling case grabbing his back pack. Riku pulled on his boots and stomped out slamming the door to wake up who ever was asleep in the house still.
"Riku what took you so long?" Tidus asked walking along Riku to school.
"I don't know...I just didn't wake up on time I guess." He shrugged.
"That's completely obvious..." He snickered and ran off towards where Kairi and Slephie were standing chit chatting.
Riku on the other hand walked down the rows off lockers looking for Sora's. He stopped at a locker near the water fountain and slipped a note through the vent. He proceeded down the hall to his class whistling. Avoiding crashing into people he watch Sora walk into his class.
"Typical...going to class 5 minutes before the bell rang." Riku sighed secretly smiling to himself though as he walked to his class.