A/N: I have returned! It's a chapter but its short like the rest. I feel like making the next chapter longer. Well I'm currently helping my sis with her fanfic which will soon I will post on this site. She's much a better writer than me I think so you people should check it out once she starts working on it.
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Punkish Issues
Courage and Confession (chp 8)
Cloud gazed out of the window, his eyes clouded from lack of sleep. He tossed and turned in his bed all night. Sora's inquisition was annoying him to no end. Of course he liked Leon a lot but Leon didn't swing that way. It was a proven fact by the way he treats Riku. Cloud wasn't stupid enough to risk ruining his friendship with him. It's the only way he was able to get close to the brunette.
"Why can't things ever run smoothly for people like me?" Cloud sighed sounding irritated.
He forced his eyes closed hoping for sleep to consume him. But it wasn't working that well so he was still staring out of the window. Cloud finally threw a pillow at the wall and buried his face under the other pillow. He let out a groan to satisfy his aggravated mood.
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Sora sat ate the table idly staring at the wall poking at his cereal that was no soggy. The question why he kissed Riku kept popping up in his head. He never did think about it until now. Surely he didn't swing that way...or maybe he did and never realized it until he met the silver haired teen. That was possible.
"Hey innocent eyes" Cloud grumbled slumping into a chair next to him at the table.
"My eyes aren't innocent. They just hold this special sparkle." Sora retorted not liking that fact that everyone thought his eyes looked innocent.
"Uh huh sure they are special alright, especially innocent." Cloud grinned foolishly at this comment knowing it will get to his little brother.
"Whatever..." Sora huffed deciding to ignore the comment and proceed to his thinking once again.
Cloud slouched further down his chair also lost in his train of thoughts. He wanted to go see Leon but has no reason yet. It's Saturday so he couldn't really see him. The only reason they basically were hanging out was because they were walking to school together. But they had no school today. Cloud let out a frustrated groan and let his head fall onto the table.
"Hey you ok?" Sora asked poking Cloud's spiky blond hair.
"No leave me alone brat." The older of the two kept mumbling to himself about his current state of the mind problems.
Sora shrugged it off and continued poking at the soppy mush that was once his breakfast. He glanced over once in a while at his old brother, watching him hit his head about every 2 minutes. Sighing he dumped rest of his uneaten breakfast down the drain. It wasn't worth his time, he rather be trying to sort out his feelings. He made his way to his room without bothering to stop and grab one of his favorite mangas. Plopping onto his bed, he proceeded to stare at the ceiling above him.
"I hate thinking. I was never really that good at it." Sora moaned draping his arm over his eyes blocking out the light.
I apparently must feel something stronger for Riku then just friend love. That's clear because why else would I just suddenly kiss him without thinking. My body moved to its own accord so I must feel something more than friendship I'm sure of it.
Sora started tracing the designs on his bed sheets and staring off to space. Cloud walked by his room and stared at him for a bit. He knew his brother was dealing with his own problems too but he couldn't help the feeling that he wanted to help him. More like he wanted to shield Sora away from the other boy that was plaguing the little brunette's mind.
"Do you need something Cloud?" Sora asked raising his eyebrow at his brother's recent awkward behavior.
"No, I was just passing by." Cloud replied resuming his fast paced walk to his room.
He closed the door and dropped down onto his computer chair. Twirling around in a circle for a while deciding about what to do about his infatuation for Leon. Cloud switched on the computer and started up a new blank email page. He twirled around some more in his chair deciding how to confess his love for his friend. Setting his hands on the home row keys he began to type.
To:
Um...Leon I sort of have something to tell you. I know it's weird for me to email you when I can visit you and tell you face to face or call you. But right now it's just too hard for me to tell you in person. Actually, I don't think summoned up enough courage to send this yet either. Oh well that's not the point the point is...I have this slight crush on you. Well maybe it's a little more than a crush. Even if you don't feel the same I hope this won't affect our friendship. – ClOuD
Cloud stared at the email he just wrote, hesitating now about actually sending it. He reread it several times making sure he didn't goof up or worded something wrong. Staring at the send button as if it would mean the end of the world was all he could do at the moment. A light tanned hand reached over and clicked the send button for him. Cloud swerved his chair around and glared at Sora.
"You idiot why'd you do that for?!" Cloud yelled angrily even though he was panicking inside.
"Well you were going to send it to him, weren't you?" Sora inquired with a amused look gracing the features of his face.
"No you idiot!" Cloud looked like he was about to murder the closest living near him which happen to be poor Sora.
"Oops, I'm bad...ehehe..." The little brunette started to back away slowly from the blonde boy.
Cloud got up and inched closer to Sora, while he kept backing up slowly. Sora bolted out of the door with his brother following closely behind him. Both boys ran out the front door of the house. Cloud tackled his little brother onto the grass and ruffled up the brown spiky mass of hair.
"Hey stop it! You're messing up my hair." Sora whined while Cloud kept ruffling the younger one's hair.
"Your hair was already messed up before I did that." The blonde huffed, sitting Indian style on the grass next to his brother.
Sora glanced sideways at his brother. Cloud looked like he was focusing on the stars but the other boy could tell his mind was some where else. He probably was dreading the wait for his reply from Leon.
"Cloud..." Cloud came back from his thoughts and turned all his attention on the younger boy next to him.
"I'm sorry about sending your email." Sora mumbled loud enough for only his brother to hear.
"It's ok. I just hope he doesn't hate me after he reads it." Cloud sighed focusing his gaze back towards the never ending darkness that covered the sky.
"Don't worry everything will be fine in the end. You'll see." Sora smiled a genuine smile and stare off at the stars.
"I hope so. I hope so..."
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Punkish Issues
Courage and Confession (chp 8)
Cloud gazed out of the window, his eyes clouded from lack of sleep. He tossed and turned in his bed all night. Sora's inquisition was annoying him to no end. Of course he liked Leon a lot but Leon didn't swing that way. It was a proven fact by the way he treats Riku. Cloud wasn't stupid enough to risk ruining his friendship with him. It's the only way he was able to get close to the brunette.
"Why can't things ever run smoothly for people like me?" Cloud sighed sounding irritated.
He forced his eyes closed hoping for sleep to consume him. But it wasn't working that well so he was still staring out of the window. Cloud finally threw a pillow at the wall and buried his face under the other pillow. He let out a groan to satisfy his aggravated mood.
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Sora sat ate the table idly staring at the wall poking at his cereal that was no soggy. The question why he kissed Riku kept popping up in his head. He never did think about it until now. Surely he didn't swing that way...or maybe he did and never realized it until he met the silver haired teen. That was possible.
"Hey innocent eyes" Cloud grumbled slumping into a chair next to him at the table.
"My eyes aren't innocent. They just hold this special sparkle." Sora retorted not liking that fact that everyone thought his eyes looked innocent.
"Uh huh sure they are special alright, especially innocent." Cloud grinned foolishly at this comment knowing it will get to his little brother.
"Whatever..." Sora huffed deciding to ignore the comment and proceed to his thinking once again.
Cloud slouched further down his chair also lost in his train of thoughts. He wanted to go see Leon but has no reason yet. It's Saturday so he couldn't really see him. The only reason they basically were hanging out was because they were walking to school together. But they had no school today. Cloud let out a frustrated groan and let his head fall onto the table.
"Hey you ok?" Sora asked poking Cloud's spiky blond hair.
"No leave me alone brat." The older of the two kept mumbling to himself about his current state of the mind problems.
Sora shrugged it off and continued poking at the soppy mush that was once his breakfast. He glanced over once in a while at his old brother, watching him hit his head about every 2 minutes. Sighing he dumped rest of his uneaten breakfast down the drain. It wasn't worth his time, he rather be trying to sort out his feelings. He made his way to his room without bothering to stop and grab one of his favorite mangas. Plopping onto his bed, he proceeded to stare at the ceiling above him.
"I hate thinking. I was never really that good at it." Sora moaned draping his arm over his eyes blocking out the light.
I apparently must feel something stronger for Riku then just friend love. That's clear because why else would I just suddenly kiss him without thinking. My body moved to its own accord so I must feel something more than friendship I'm sure of it.
Sora started tracing the designs on his bed sheets and staring off to space. Cloud walked by his room and stared at him for a bit. He knew his brother was dealing with his own problems too but he couldn't help the feeling that he wanted to help him. More like he wanted to shield Sora away from the other boy that was plaguing the little brunette's mind.
"Do you need something Cloud?" Sora asked raising his eyebrow at his brother's recent awkward behavior.
"No, I was just passing by." Cloud replied resuming his fast paced walk to his room.
He closed the door and dropped down onto his computer chair. Twirling around in a circle for a while deciding about what to do about his infatuation for Leon. Cloud switched on the computer and started up a new blank email page. He twirled around some more in his chair deciding how to confess his love for his friend. Setting his hands on the home row keys he began to type.
To:
Um...Leon I sort of have something to tell you. I know it's weird for me to email you when I can visit you and tell you face to face or call you. But right now it's just too hard for me to tell you in person. Actually, I don't think summoned up enough courage to send this yet either. Oh well that's not the point the point is...I have this slight crush on you. Well maybe it's a little more than a crush. Even if you don't feel the same I hope this won't affect our friendship. – ClOuD
Cloud stared at the email he just wrote, hesitating now about actually sending it. He reread it several times making sure he didn't goof up or worded something wrong. Staring at the send button as if it would mean the end of the world was all he could do at the moment. A light tanned hand reached over and clicked the send button for him. Cloud swerved his chair around and glared at Sora.
"You idiot why'd you do that for?!" Cloud yelled angrily even though he was panicking inside.
"Well you were going to send it to him, weren't you?" Sora inquired with a amused look gracing the features of his face.
"No you idiot!" Cloud looked like he was about to murder the closest living near him which happen to be poor Sora.
"Oops, I'm bad...ehehe..." The little brunette started to back away slowly from the blonde boy.
Cloud got up and inched closer to Sora, while he kept backing up slowly. Sora bolted out of the door with his brother following closely behind him. Both boys ran out the front door of the house. Cloud tackled his little brother onto the grass and ruffled up the brown spiky mass of hair.
"Hey stop it! You're messing up my hair." Sora whined while Cloud kept ruffling the younger one's hair.
"Your hair was already messed up before I did that." The blonde huffed, sitting Indian style on the grass next to his brother.
Sora glanced sideways at his brother. Cloud looked like he was focusing on the stars but the other boy could tell his mind was some where else. He probably was dreading the wait for his reply from Leon.
"Cloud..." Cloud came back from his thoughts and turned all his attention on the younger boy next to him.
"I'm sorry about sending your email." Sora mumbled loud enough for only his brother to hear.
"It's ok. I just hope he doesn't hate me after he reads it." Cloud sighed focusing his gaze back towards the never ending darkness that covered the sky.
"Don't worry everything will be fine in the end. You'll see." Sora smiled a genuine smile and stare off at the stars.
"I hope so. I hope so..."